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#641

Day 6 no listening

I kinda think me losing attraction for women I was into, could be due to not having LBFH in the mix. I remember times when I was on it and I could just vibe with women. I notice I don’t get into those love vibes like I used to.

So Primal will be interesting for sure. Will bring out some elements that I haven’t had in the mix for awhile I think.

End of nights

Now I’m thinking Spartan is the best third title for this stack. Just let CFW do the healing work and bring positivity and bring Spartan back to lock in on my workouts again for the winter. Spartan is a bit attractive for me with the ladies. I think it’s definitely enough for the winter as I have no plans for being super social or dating just yet.

#642

Day 7 no listening

This am I was thinking that maybe me wanting to go back to Spartan is me not wanting to get out of my comfort zone with Primal. Primal has more social, and seduction stuff, and I haven’t been focused on that. Plus it’s winter and SI will take care of my health fitness needs already. The big push to be in the best shape will be January/Feb. And Primal would just start some ground work on other fronts for now.

End of Nights

Now I’m feeling like Chosen is the way to go instead of Primal. I remember the cool effect of this sense of discernment, I could just sense which people would be good for me. Given the political climate I think it might be the winner for me. We’ll check back after 4 cycles.

#643

Day 8 no listening

Yep it’ll be Chosen, CFW, SI for my next four cycles.

I just want that positivity from the Chosen,CFW combo. Plus I’ve grown a lot since the last time I ran this stack. So I’m really looking forward to it.

Primal can wait since socializing and dating isn’t on my plans for this year.

I’m also opening my mind up and thinking maybe I could run a wealth title next year too. If Ascended Mogul came up, I just might give that a spin. But I could see Revelation of Wealth or Mogul getting a spin as well. I briefly ran Ascended Mogul for a time but that was before Chosen existed I think. I really needed CFW/Chosen/SI back when I was working amongst people.

Ascended Mogul showed good things but I was so beat up from all the judgement and negativity, projection BS, and thinking I didn’t want to lead or have power over others. I just wanted to be left alone and free to be me like anybody else. That was when things really started to heat up in terms of the division amongst people and the program to argue and fight with those who don’t believe as you do.

I dunno. I just think I’ve grown enough to have a better experience with Chosen. I also know that sometimes it just takes sticking with it. Since I’m not around toxic people anymore, I think that’ll help to make it a smoother ride as well. In my personal life things have really quieted down. Walking away was the best thing instead of thinking people will eventually see that I’m not the problem, never was. But I found that that’s a lost cause.

People only see through the lens of their personal realities. When I was in it it blew my mind that some people insisted on seeing me as bad and trying to tear me apart, while others only saw good in me and they couldn’t even see all the hassle and harassment I was getting from other people. It was wild.

On the workout front, I haven’t been walking. I think I’m going to do 3x a week of 15 minute bike rides for cardio now. Then I can get back to my 30 minutes of walking daily. I think the walking is better on my leg days and will get me back into the groove.

Trying out DRG has also popped into mind too. If I consider it, DRG is more appealing to me than Alchemist or KB right now. I could potentially run that first also. My plans for getting to Aeon were about me just wanting to be free I guess. It seems DRG could fit that bill. I haven’t had any crazy energetic things since earlier this year. That was definitely the motivation to do KB and Alchemist to get to AEON. I wanted to go all the way so to speak.

The thing with DRG is that DRR is recommended first. I did a run of original DR. Next year could end up being the year of the Dragon for me. With Chosen staying along for the DRR ride.

End of Nights

I feel like CFW and Chosen will be good prep for DRR. Still feeling a little anxiety at times. Browsing through the DRR thread, I might want to keep SI for the micro looper. DRR seems like what I most need. I think that’s why a lot of the titles don’t seem as attractive for now. That’s also why I’m sticking with CFW for the end of the year. Just to keep at the healing and plus CFW makes me feel good at times too, I think it’s a nice balance.

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#644

Day 9: No listening

I think I’m going to call an audible at this stage. I’ll start back up after 15 days of washout. It just struck me that I may as well do the Chosen Trinity stack for four cycles- Chosen, CFW, CWON.

#645

Day 10 no listening

I am going with CFW, CWON, and SI next cycle. I’ll hold off on Chosen. I want to maximize the roadwork before Chosen. Plus I feel like SI might be that winter title for me anyway.

I gave someone a ride to their appt today. So instead of waiting for them I went to get petrol for the vehicle. I got there and I noticed this really cute chick got there first. She was on the other side of where I was. So I get to park and I get out and realize my wallet isn’t there. I was more disappointed that I didn’t get a chance to vibe with this chick. She was one of the ones that are good at not letting a guy notice they notice him. But I noticed and could tell she was at least interested. But not wanting to give it away. Been awhile since I’ve had one of those moments. I think CWON will make those types of happenings more commonplace.

So I can still get attraction on just SI and CFW.

I’m glad I decided to take a dive into the Chosen trinity, even though I will hold off on regular Chosen. That got me to try out CWON again. I feel like if anything it’s stage 2 or 3 if I thought of it like a multi stager. CFW first, then CWON, CFW for awhile. Then bring on Chosen.

I feel like CWON might help me with direction as some have reported as well. I read some reports from people that maybe it can help you find your purpose or at least give you some direction. Also it will just lay some more groundwork for regular Chosen. Also the emotional balancing and stuff will be great. Plus it does have some of that alpha leadership, plus harmony and positivity. Definitely glad doing all the Chosens in a stack came to mind. I still plan to, just in more graduated steps.

Nights

Lately I have a desire to get stylish clothes for myself. Could be some unlocked scripting from new Primal. Even though I ran it like a year ago. I have been on Alchemist Singularity, and that’s one of the attributes, of it. Also CWON could potentially help unlock scripting and help with manifestations. So I think it should be good. I think those would be a great combo, if not on any healing titles.

My style uptick may also be due to some of that CFW healing. I feel like I wanna look good and feel good. Increased confidence leading to a desire to show that with my style. Yea, CFW also has some self love component.

CWON looks like another title I wish I’d had stuck with longer. I did 4 cycles and then shiny object syndrome got me with new Primal. Another potential dream stack would be CWON, new Primal.

Looking at my previous posts while using CWON, it seems it will be like it has been. As far as cycles go. There’ll be some positives and some potential healing. But I’ve already cleared a lot more now. I’m planning to get to 7:30 on SI, and start CFW, and CWON at 30 seconds and work my way up from there.

I still wish it was a season for DRR. But I’m sure I’ll be glad I’m taking time for CFW and CWON and SI for four cycles first.

For as much letting go as I’ve done and continue to do, I feel like I still need some of that DRR purging. It’ll have to wait thanks to holiday season.

#646

Day 11 no listening

Man! That new Wanted just sounds amazing. For now I’m still set on waiting until the new year to try it out.

I know the Chosens are pretty attractive. I’m coming up on my 4th cycle of CFW, so I expect things to be picking up soon. I actually like that attraction of women who are attracted to the goodness.