A ZP journey, from Melior

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#81

So I’m a little bit curious, I’ve gained back 50 % of the size I lost toward the end of the washout (for my manhood lol, My height hasn’t mooved, maybe up ?)

At least it confirms that it gains directly due to the sub and nothing else, We’ll see how my health will go down here through the cycle but I’m questioning if this subs shouldn’t be listened otherwise due to the “fade back” nature of the physical shifting ? Like I didn’t loose it all but a visible part wasn’t accessible anymore at the end of the washout and is only showing itself partially once again now that I’ve used already twice the sub.

That’s a set back I’d like to minimise or eradicate completly
When you get closer to big dongcity it hurts a lot the ego to see your some of your gains going somewhere else, who knwos where

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#82

Is there a sub to get more hungry x)))

Because my hunger keeps getting lower but I’d like to gain back some weight lol even if it’s fat, please helppp ahahah

Wanted too good

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#83

aren’t you running WZP?
you should be getting hungry from it.

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#84

Yes I am but no bro
My hunger is almost non existent during the whole dayyy

Maybe the sub is making me live some big emotions without me being aware, because as you know there is two type people on this earth :

  • the emotional eater who is going to emtpy the fridge in emotional crisis

  • and the second one (me) the ‘’ I can’t eat anything there is too much shit happening omg ‘’ who is going you might think, starving, but really no, the emotions are taking too much place I don’t have room for food

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#85

Also as I said that I’ll unveil my height growth :

I grew of ±6-7 millimeter
That doesn’t looks like much but for a month at 21 yo that’s a big deal ahahaha

That’s close to 1cm,no question that I was seing things slightly more from above than usual lmao

Next size reveal will be at the end of February, like that it has chances to be a cool number :sunglasses:

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#86

Note to self :

Watching over and over again one of my favourite scene, if not the nb°1 of The Peaky Blinders as a subliminal (I think if you have 0 money just watch it you’ll become 0.1% more wanted everytime, you’ll know ahahah)
Season 2 ep 5 the part I’ll name : “I hate reunion”

That scene is golden Wanted moment
Wait for me Tommy I’m going to get to your level soon

#87

Okay I understand better now why sometimes I just can’t out right sleep at all even if I stay 10 hours in the bed

It’s definitly from diamond lol, If I don’t have a form of sexual release at the minimun of once every other day I become overloaded with sexual energy to an extreme point

I think it was already point out but I’ve only noticed it now since I’m stuck at home studying for the moment, so I don’t have many ways to spend energy

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#88

Also I forgot to mention that I’ve finally found my perfect listening spot for volume with the masked version : 2-3 tick under 50% volume

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#89

Falling asleep can be difficult.
Aside from releasing the sexual energy, these three things work well for me:

  1. Brush your teeth in the afternoon instead of the evening.

  2. Keep your room very cool.

  3. Wear a sleep mask over your eyes.

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#90

Update :

Today I wanted to try an experiment with Wanted power but I forgot that it was cold af outside so I wasn’t able to find some spot to try it, too bad for me

BUT instead when I used the bus A prety really girl sat next to me instead of a load of free other seats a bit further, ofc it didn’t stop there, she had to slowly moove closer & closer to me (you know how small a bus seat is, so you also know how intense it is to get closer in such a place lol), and she mimicked whatever I did, plus ofc she tried to get a look at my eyes through any reflect she could.

I wanted to try and take her snap at the end of the trip to not get the pression from trying somehting with everyone in such a small place, but right as she got out of the bus I lost sight of her…sad me, for once I had the courage at least.

Also @SaintSovereign I rode that Diamond if used as a sex booster should be played like once a week, but as a physixcal shifter I guess once every other day is fine isn’t it ?

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#91

Still in the effects after my 16th loops :

not only my hairs are thicker, but now there is only a small fraction of them falling away in the washing station for human (I totally blacked out the word in english ahahah), like I get only about 1/5 of the fall per week so it gives me good hope that in future month my head will be fully back to it’s fluffy good years

another point for wanted ZP was that I just did a really short workout to set the foot back in exercising, and wtf the pump is awesome ahahah after this realy mini workout I thought I saw myself 6 month ago in full training, can’t wait to see what it’ll be in a few months lol

#92

Wanted is making me to renew my membership at the gym that I’ve thrown out 2 years ago lol
It’s giving me back this flame that I had lost during my spiritual awakening lmfao

Like sometimes ego can be good fuel in the end

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#93

Possible fitness motivation in WANTED?? Interesting. I may hop on the WANTED train then after my 21 day cycle.

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#94

I’m not sure it has a specific fitness motivation (maybe tho)
for my part it’s mostly as your Ego (the good one the : “I am”) grows the need to extend is growing too, and I lost that part while meditating (knowing I’m already all doesn’t push one to do stay as big lol)

And in need to help the archetype of wanted, for it to live more perfectly through me it started to ignite that flame back, the : “Maybe, just maybe I should get back my super built physics and gain back those 22 pounds of muscle lmao”, let’s flex our health a little bit more XD

#95

Now that you have pointed it out, the ego thing makes sense.

Ego which leads to fitness motivation. The idea of I want to look good to feel good and attract others.

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#96

Ahem weird thing I just noticed RN
I was curious that if I grew heightwise well maybe my “wingspan” should’ve grown too
(I’m already way larger from a finger to another than I am tall : by 9cm)

And I kid you not I got 3 cm wider wich is more than 1inch
I wouldn’t attribute that to only my arms but I noticed that I had slight pain in my ribs, pains that were really discreet but happened a few times, and there is a few days where I was like “hum did my torso get larger ? hummm nah I’m dreaming” → also I think most of my heights gains where from my torso getting a bit more elongated so I’m glad that it’s widening too

So now I’m at +12 in span comparing to my height lol
I hope the next cm will go along my spine and if it still goes in “widening” mainly in my torso I don’t wanna end up a ourang-outang lmao

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#97

Ayyyy nice to see someone else with a longer wingspan than height :rofl:

We out here on monke mode :rofl:

Weird question but have you ever tried walking like a gorilla :gorilla: ← like this :thinking:?

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#98

OFC especially when I go in the city
I get more looks that way :sunglasses:

Always has been monke gang :rofl:

But to come back to the gorilla walk, well yes I have ahahah wich child hasn’t tried lol
But I can’t remember last time I did :sweat_smile:

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#99

Banging your chest like a gorilla increases testosterone levels :gorilla:

Also shows your primal dominant state :muscle:t3::sunglasses:

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#100

I put ice on my balls to increase testosterone…