Well I really didn’t expect that
But my dream was a mix of OMG that’s awesome, that’s exactly what I want to incarnate irl what a vivid experience and another part of OMG that’s a fever dream please nooo that’s digging into stuff I don’t like ahhhhh, I feel baaad.
When I say it touch to stuf I don’t like it’s borderline trauma
As I woke up I felt like shit and felt like I should discontinue
“Felt like” that’s the word I ain’t stopping I’ve already faced such time with spiritual practice, I knew if I’d give myself more time, those thoughts & feelings would go by themself and I would regret acting on those thoughts
But for the cool part, like damn that was a hella of a dream, like I wish it’d be real, I was getting what I want while being charismatic and somewhat of “an alpha” (I don’t know how to say that in other words).
In a few words it was just some sexy time, but damn did it felt real.
Also before actually sleeping I got some little energyshot into my body like when I listen to Astral Projection X but in way less strong manner, it’s still super cool nonetheless, I thought that I wouldn’t be able to sleep, wasn’t so hard after all weirdly.
Damn those subs are gold
even when I had dream related to subs previously, it was like on a schale to 1/10 - 4 and now more around to 8 (On a scale where the dreams looks like it’s just right of the script sub)
PS : I dreamed at some point of little chicks running in groups some were different color from the usual yellow, was so cute