A SubliminalUser is Reborn

Journals - Major Programs
#346

FINALLY. I got it done. That financial situation that has been there since mid-February (in the midst of all that was Dragon Blood) is resolved. Sent out the forms and made payments around the middle of the day. It’s done.

The rest of my day was shockingly productive. I thought I’d become lazy and go into a celebratory mood after getting that done, but I still continued at work. It was great. Something kept pushing me to continue. I also know that I’m not done with everything. Obviously, work is not done. But I also mean personal projects as well. There are now other things I can get to with the aforementioned situation resolved. I feel lighter already!

Every single loop of Dragon Flight makes me excited as to what else is in store. I still have this month of running at least two loops a day before I’m done with the stage!

@AlexanderGraves’s recent entry is making me anticipate running R.I.C.H. again. I haven’t run it in about a month due to some logistical challenges. I wonder how effective it could be now, after more than a month of great development on Dragon Flight! I’ll start running it again later this week.

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#347

I recon it would be even better now that a ton of things are cleared up for you!

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#348

Bad sleep yesterday. I’ll definitely start taking a strong supplement once again and get extra sleep. Unfortunate that I still have to rely on supplements but that’s the way it goes. I’ll also have to reduce my loops down to 1 today to accommodate for the fact that I couldn’t do much sleep processing.

#349

It’s the weekend, so I’m on a break from my main playlist, which is now:

  • Ultima A
  • Dragon Flight x2
  • Ultima B
    on Friday, A = RICH, B = Paragon.

I see that there’s a new sub out. As much as I WANTED to get it…I’m still holding on to the healing program. Because that has been so fruitful so far. After this month is done, I will have completed three stages and will move on to ST4 which will put everything together.

I do see a way I could use WANTED in my future stack. I don’t think I’d ever put it in a custom due to its more narrow focus (compared to say, Khan) but I could still run it as a separate title because I see (and have been reading) a lot of good things about it. The physical shifting, the quick effects people are receiving…that’s all amazing.

My main comment on physical shifting tech is that it’s currently missing the biggest driver: a build method powerful enough to deliver very quick results. As much as I understand that physical shifting is going to take some time, I still don’t like it when I see “years” listed as a time frame for the involved products. It’s better than nothing, but still uncomfortably long. The build method is what precludes me from doing any customs with physical shifting modules. Not until Q+, if I’m being honest.

My biggest wish for physical change products is Emperor Fitness Q+.

As far as WANTED is concerned, I’d be okay trying that out (physical shifting and all) now. Not much of a cost, and it’s going to receive upgrades when the proper build methods arrive. Of course, WANTED has a lot of other stuff that will keep me busy.

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#350

I like the way this week has gone, sans the period where I had to deal with serious sleep deprivation.

The second half of this week has been much more festive due to some cultural things going on. In the past few days, I’ve done a lot of different hangouts. I also noticed that people really liked the new haircut that I got recently. In fact, I’ve gotten more compliments on this one than from any other style I’ve done, ever.

For fun I tried Libertine V3 today before a hang with some people I haven’t seen in a while. More compliments on my hair and on my overall style (I was rather well-dressed if I do say so myself). One of the women who had never seen me in-person before asked, “Are you always this well-dressed?” :joy: Nothing too crazy happened running Libertine, not like what some of the other people on this forum report. I didn’t get my hopes up that high, anyways—I ran it on a rest day while I’m in the middle of a very heavy healing-based stack when it is known that Dragon Reborn tends to overpower a lot of stuff. I do think some of Libertine’s scripting got out there, albeit in subtler ways.

Less subtle is that I’m not feeling horny at all after that run. Then again, there’s all the other processing that’s going on with DR. I should probably expect it to continue like this until I move beyond the healing stack.

I’m not impatient to move on, though. I feel really good for doing what I’m currently doing, in fact. I’ll say it again: Dragon Flight has been among the best subliminals I’ve run this year. I feel that I am being taken to the skies. I feel much more confident that I’m going to get the success that I desire. I rest in the knowing that I am in control of my reality. The ever-increasing advancement of SC technology and releases like “WANTED” show that there are a lot of great tools waiting for me.

Just imagine. Absorbing and rewiring myself extremely quickly after healing so much with Dragon Reborn. Healing always by my side with Dragon Reborn Ultima. Shifting myself mentally, physically, spiritually. I’m going to have it all.

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#351

Reflection time. This time it’s a bit broader while also looking at how Dragon Reborn has fit into the big picture so far.

With each passing week, Dragon Flight has made me more and more of an action taker. I do my habits (like journaling) and I also do those non-habits—the things that really push things forward. I’ve been consistently setting up an action list each week to account for the big items and that has been a very helpful thing to do.

Not helpful are the bad habits that I still have. I use my phone too often during the day. Yesterday’s run of Libertine did seem to carry over to today…in the form of horniness. On top of that, today was a day with no events. So the end result was not great. How so? PMO. Now, I did wonder about that practice, because it has been said by quite a few people that it’s not good to do. I agree with that. I’ve wanted to get rid of it for some time. Alas, it is still here.

The thing is, though, I’ve effectively been able to hack around it with a few tools. The biggest one is Dragon Flight. While the aforementioned behavior is still there, I’ve been able to make significant progress in my life. In fact, it seems as if DR doesn’t give a shit about that. I feel as if it’s doing its work regardless of what I’m doing here. Not only that, it might even be shielding me against the negative programming that may be found within the behavior. I wouldn’t be surprised, given that the sales copy says DR works on making one immune to external conditioning. There’s also another audio I’ve been using (from elsewhere) that basically helps me to fully recover each time—actually, it states that each time, I’d come back stronger. So to me right now, it seems that I could just keep on doing that practice (bad as it may be), it’d just be wasting my time. And if I’m bored on a given day and there’s nothing to do, why not?

That sounds like BS to me, though. Clearly, it downplays the importance of time and being able to stay in a certain kind of flow state. That behavior just breaks the flow of things. On top of this, I’m judging how much I am affected by it while (still) in a situation where I’m mostly at home. Now, I don’t doubt that a significant chunk of what might’ve been benefiting from stopping the practice have become benefits of running tools and audios like DR. However, that shouldn’t be an excuse to continue doing the thing I feel is wrong for myself.

Also, the simple matter of the fact is that I’d be more proud and happy with myself if the practice didn’t exist at all. That is its own benefit and reward. After all, I don’t imagine that the best possible version of myself has the aforementioned behavior going on. Honestly, this could stand on its own. Even should I get all the benefits and such that I want from DR and other audios I plan to run in the future without cutting out the above behavior (which I feel now is very much possible) I think I’d want to still ensure I’m not doing that.

#352

Doing another entry since the previous one focused on one specific topic and was fairly long.

As far as processing Dragon Flight goes, things have been great. Unlike Dragon Blood, there hasn’t been much insane reconciliation. Readers can see the difference in my experience by comparing the entries from Dragon Blood to the entries from Dragon Flight.

The only strange thing so far has been in some of my dreams. Some of my last dreams have featured really weird stuff. Nightmarish-type stuff, signs of danger, etc. These dreams are not nightmares or scary through and through. It’s just something about them in the middle or near the end that is a little off or weird that made me uncomfortable when I woke up in the middle of the night. It did make me wonder whether I was running through the subs too quickly. I’ll be paying careful attention to these in the coming week. Could just be higher-level metaphors for what my subconscious is processing. If they relate to fears or limiting beliefs getting removed, that’s great. If it’s due to too many loops, not great. At two loops a day, though, I find it unlikely that I’m overexposing myself.

I’m really wishing that the effects of ST3 are permanent because I feel so much better on this stage compared to ST1 and ST2. Well, I’ll be getting the ST3 programming again in ST4.

#353

I’ve had the weirdest dreams of my life on DR.

Also I think you mentioned giving up PMO.

How about building an Ultima by picking 6 of the following:

Stronger
Eye of the Storm
Inner Gasoline
Stop Porn and Masturbation
DEUS
Omnidimensional
Yggdrasil

#354

Today has featured a full day of subliminal listening, with:

  • RICH
  • Dragon Flight x2
  • Paragon

Pretty much, it’s going to be like that now for the remainder of the month. I do think I will test WANTED around a particular situation later this month. Heck, I may even just run Libertine + WANTED on that day.

Lots of things are going on right now. I decided recently that I want to consider getting eye surgery to get my vision corrected. Good thing I started looking for consultations now because available times seem to be a bit far out. Booked at a few places today. A few orthodontic consultations are happening this week, too.

I already see that for work I’m going to have to do quite the sprint in order to get everything done. But I’m ready for it.

While I do appreciate the suggestion, I’m past getting any more tools—let alone building customs—to tackle the issue. I believe I have the perfect ones right now. Dragon Reborn and Paragon have already lessened its impact by a lot and is making it easier. I also have a third-party item that is specifically targeted towards the issue. The only real thing left is for me to get up and give my most honest effort to quit. Yes, some willpower is required.

#355

I don’t feel like there’s that much to report today, but I’ll still keep the momentum going.

The listening routine is the usual, and work was good (but long). Highlights are the fact that I discovered that I can get my orthodontic treatment for free due to an interesting situation with my insurance. That’s a big win for me—pretty much, by the end of the week I’m going to pick my provider (I’m almost certain I know which one it’ll be, just doing one more consultation that I’m now not so enthusiastic about) and get going on this. It’ll only take a few months and it’s an invisalign type thing so that’s awesome! If I can do the eye surgery too, that’s good for getting a glasses-free look. How’s that for physical changes?

Dragon Flight continues to do its work. I can’t believe how much I’ve enjoyed running this title and how I’ve changed myself. I’m going to see how main titles work now by running WANTED on Friday. There’s a chance Dragon Flight might affect it, so I may not run Dragon Flight that’s day. That’s okay with me. I haven’t taken long breaks since that stint in the middle of Dragon Blood from so much reconciliation, so I could probably benefit from more rest.

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#356

Alright, let’s reflect. A bit excited for this one.

Today has been a good day, because I was supremely productive at work. With the help of Beyond Limitless Ultima v2, I got done what was several days’ worth of task work. It looks like Dragon Reborn’s healing process is NOT blocking this one :smiley: .

On top of that, it was SO easy for me to go without food for most of the day. I just had black coffee and water for most of the day. This is a sign for me to get back into OMAD, my most favorite intermittent fasting window of all time. @DarkPhilosopher

Today’s interesting markets (be it stocks or crypto) provided a great opportunity for me to average down on my long term investments. Is this a RICH manifestation? I wonder. Anyway, I can’t wait to get more dry powder loaded in my accounts to do further buying at these discounted prices!

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#357

Thursday!

Once again, OMAD is very easy to do. I just focused on work and getting it done. Made a major breakthrough for something I thought was gonna take a few days to figure out. Took a few hours instead. Also did a few financial things. I settled on where I’m going to get my orthodontic treatment today, after reviewing my options. It’s the place above.

I realize I undersold this, as it’s probably a R.I.C.H. manifestation. You see, not only does my insurance cover the full treatment, they’ll also through in an electric tooth brush, in-office bleaching, and a gum laser surgery for aesthetics. Since I have the numbers for each of these items here, I can tell you all how much that is worth.

All of that added up is…$8,000. Good money I’m saving while improving aesthetics.
@AlexanderGraves @SaintSovereign @PurpleRT73

Still feel like I should get more stuff done after finishing this journal. But first, let me purchase…

WANTED

Coming up tomorrow: A test of SubClub’s latest tile. I plan to do this as my listening tomorrow:

  • Love Bomb (prototype)
  • WANTED
  • Dragon Flight (if WANTED doesn’t cause heavy load)
  • Paragon

I’m excited to see what happens with that run and in the following weekend.

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#358

RICH is a truly magnificent sub!!

That stack seems energy intensive. Curious how it works for you!

#359

Weekdays were great. Felt like I pushed the needle forward a lot.

#361

Here I am again, with my cup of joe next to me at night, typing my entry once again. It’s a rest day, but I still do have some thoughts on where I’d like to go next so here I am.

I’m not sure what’s going to happen next in terms of WANTED processing, but I’m looking forward to it. In fact, what I will do next with this program is run it for one loop with Dragon Flight this coming week.

By the way, this coming week is my last week of Dragon Flight. After that, I’ll be moving to Stage 4, simply known as Dragon Reborn. I can’t believe I’ve made it this far. The ups and downs of this healing journey remind me of the volatility in the crypto market. But here I am.

And I know this has done its work. I remember was at a friend’s place today and my friend’s parent said, “You should get married soon.” A comment like that would have brought some consternation in the past. However, this time I simply sat there disinterested, saying “You really think so?” while thinking, “That’s what they all say. Sure that may be a standard path, but I don’t have to follow it.” It honestly shouldn’t matter to me. I’ve got my own path to follow, and seeing how these subliminals are going to be influencing my development (increasingly more so—an idea that I would have considered ludicrous years ago when I was trying those shitty YT subliminals) in the very near future, I know my trajectory will be unique.

I am inimitable.

Anyway, back to my nearer-term plans. I’d like to state this here because I’ve changed it a little bit from before. I also would appreciate some feedback. See, I’ve decided that WANTED has a place in my listening plans much sooner than expected. I would like for all things related to romance and women to come easy to me (who wouldn’t?). Perhaps more interesting for now, in this pandemic-time scenario, are the two other aspects of this new sub:

  1. Physical Changes
  2. Amazing feeling of self-worth and other great views of the self that people have been reported in the main thread.

Regarding 1), I’ve been hesitant to get anything in this regard due to Hero always being around the corner until recently, and even then, because Hero tech was accessible only through customs when Q+, my big criterion for me building another custom isn’t there yet. However, WANTED provides an accessible way to get the latest physical tech that’s targeted towards attractiveness and is going to receive updates in the future. Readers should know from recent entries I’m already taking action towards certain parts of that, such as my teeth and eyes. Still, there’s other stuff, like getting straight hair, that’s harder to take action on. And since these changes are going to take some time I might as well get the ball rolling now!

Point 2) is also very intriguing to me especially as I know that beliefs about the self get reflected out in the world. The outside is the reflection of the inside (as Goddard would say). Now obviously, each of the stages of DR has worked on this a LOT already. DR ST4 is only going to do even more, especially now that I’ll get ALL stages’ content in Qv2. That said, I’m curious to see how WANTED can address two especially as it relates to how I interact with other people, men or women.

Here’s what’s coming up in the near future.

  • This coming week: WANTED + Dragon Flight (1 loop each)
  • June - July: Dragon Reborn (ST4)! This is amazing. I’ll quickly ramp up on this first before I include WANTED, meaning that at some point I do WANTED + Dragon Reborn.
  • Before Q+ is where I get a bit experimental. I’d be using Dragon Reborn Ultima while playing around with WANTED, Khan ST2, and other goodies I currently have.
  • With Q+ is when I get my custom setup and I do the following combo as a social combo: (Khan ST4 + IC + PCC) custom Q+ with WANTED Q+. Imagine that.
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@PurpleRT73 @RVconsultant

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#362

Youre gonna love DR ST4 mixed with WANTED man! Its genuienly such an amazing combo and it just feels really good.
Great work on getting so far through the dragon! I know from experience how hard this journey can be sometimes.

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#363

Thanks for the tag!

You’ve come a long way!

#364

Today was a day of rest and break from everything that’s been going on. I am still amazed by how much I am okay with that nowadays. Perhaps it’s because I now believe I deserve it. Or perhaps I’m more fine with the ups and downs of these days. I really like how much I have changed recently, as well as the rate at which I change.

@TheDerpinator I’m looking forward to seeing what happens tomorrow, when I listen to the following:

  • R.I.C.H.
  • WANTED
  • Dragon Flight
  • Paragon
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#365

Overload.

While a drop in my productivity was certainly incoming, the above playlist caused me some weird pressure in the forehead, which suggested that it was just too much for me. Still feeling that, and I’ve been pretty lazy today in the afternoon and onwards. So I’m going to have to scale it back a bit.

Dragon Flight is the most important item in the playlist. I must finish that strong. Not much going on with financial stuff right now, so I’m going to take RICH out tomorrow. Actually, to ensure that I pick myself back up quickly, I’ll keep it simple tomorrow.

  • Dragon Flight x2
  • Paragon

While I’m okay with some downtime, I’m going to keep asking myself to do better. I honestly cannot wait to run DR ST4.

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#366

Better.

With the aforementioned playlist I have gotten through today without feeling overloaded. That’s awesome. What’s also awesome is that I noticed that my lower face is looking more defined than before. Not as round as prior. Now that’s interesting…perhaps WANTED is already doing some work.

Tomorrow’s going to be an interesting day of action:

  • I have to speak with my manager about taking some paid time off sooner than expected. One of the trips I was going to do is happening a bit sooner because my friend who I’d do the trip with got a new job and his start date has to be fairly soon, it seems. This means that we’re going to have to quickly book everything and plan this out. However, first I need to run this by my manager. I am hoping that he is understanding, especially given my time on the team and the fact that I’ve practically finished my big projects for the half. Wish me the best of luck!
    • Funny enough, I was considering the fact that things might be a bit more expensive, but then I realized “wait, I’m thinking about that given how much I’m making right now and have in the bank? And how much I’m going to make soon?” Grateful that money isn’t the biggest issue here.
  • Getting my car detailed. I recently finished paying it off completely, ahead of time (with the help of RICH) and so I’d like to return it to a good-as-new state! The guy who’s doing it does mobile detailing so he’ll be able to drive over in the morning, so fortunately there isn’t much of a hassle for me. But I’m looking forward to seeing how my car looks afterward!

I honestly cannot believe that I have three more days until the end of ST3 (I won’t run it on May 31, a Monday, because of Memorial day and to also give myself an extra break day before I start on the legendary ST4). So many different ways I can grow now, and so much faster.

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