A Week In Review
I liked writing this post last week. Since I have some free time right now, I’m going to do this again.
Fun note: These next few days mark my final days of running DR ST2, aka Dragon Blood. March 31 is the last day.
The Uptrend
With the help of the new Ultima V2s, I was VERY productive in the first half of the week. With Executive/Commander/BLU run (each on successive days), I was so productive and got stuff done. Executive quickly kicked me into action in the beginning of the week, Commander helped me power through meetings and be productive—and be more of a leader—while BLU got me thinking about the best way to solve some of the more technical challenges at work.
Workout-wise, I did even more sessions this time, going from 2 to 3 (a 50% increase in # workouts). I’m almost at the frequency I desire to be at! I hit all my days for reading and continue to do manifestation activities.
Now here’s the big kicker: mood. I feel like this jumped up significantly this week. My outlook on things is much better right now. I feel that YES, I am going to be able to change things around. I believe in more and more of my personal power, including my ability to manifest my desired reality. I seem to rest in the knowing of it. This upbeat mood also rubbed off on my friend when I met up with him on one of the days. He was feeling down and unmotivated after a rough day at work but by the end of the meetup he was feeling a lot better! It helps that I stayed the course with my healing activities. I kept it easy with Dragon Blood, not going beyond 2 loops on any day over the past week. I also did more of Brad Yates’ EFT sessions since he released some bonus sessions this week.
Entire weekend had hangouts of some kind, so that was nice. I also convinced someone I know in real life to try out the penpal app with me as a way to have a different take on things. Let’s see how that goes.
I can’t wait to see how I improve with DR Qv2.
Hmm…
Things are a little clowny with sleep. It’s taking me a bit too long to fall asleep recently, even WITH the sleep supplements. What’s going on here? Do the sleep supplements no longer work here? Should I drop them altogether and now utilize only routines like an evening hot shower and PCU? You read that right—I picked up PCU V2 this past week. While PCU may be doing some work under the hood (I wonder if it’s rebalancing hormones related to happiness), I don’t think it’s quite there yet with sleep. That’s a shame, after reading others’ reports about how much people have been helped by it with regards to sleep. Of course, I’m not giving up on it. It’s only been a few days of PCU! In fact, the DR + PCU combo highly appeals to me for that gives truly comprehensive healing.
Sleep is going to become a significant factor for me to pull off the 4x workouts a week since ideally two of those workouts happen in the morning, when I need to wake up an hour earlier than I would usually wake up for work. I hope PCU kicks in soon!
Another thing has to do with an old practice I still have with wasting time with my phone. I noted this in one of the earlier entries this past week. It’s particularly bothersome on the weekends. By cutting this practice out it’s one more thing I can do to push the needle forward. It’s been a longstanding behavior, but I see how quickly Dragon Reborn breaks down longstanding things. I just have to let Dragon Reborn do that, and not act against it. In fact, I have to ensure I myself take some action towards the phone behavior. I once thought I could just put in zero effort, listen to an audio and it’ll get fixed. Wrong. These audios makes things a LOT easier, but I still have to take some action. So the audios are like action multipliers.
There’s also another thing I’ve been wondering about, and in this instance I especially wonder what the forum has to say about it.
I debated whether I’d share this, but here goes: As it stands, I’m on my way to success. That’s great. I’m going to be manifesting a much better life. More money. Better fitness/physical appearance. A stronger social circle. I’ve thought deeply on a lot of these things. What’s the point of them, is it at odds with who I am, etc. Let’s focus on one aspect—me being a more successful and sociable person is going to bring in more people into my life, both new and old.
However, for a long time I haven’t liked the idea that there’s all these existing people who haven’t been my friend or anything, had no interesting in being such, etc. until I make my big changes. I especially don’t like the idea of it because of how I’ve taken an unconventional path towards improvement at times and there weren’t that many people supporting me through those paths (some even opposed), but sort of fell in line and accepted (or were happy with) when I made my breakthroughs and succeeded. The development of my practice with intermittent fasting (fasting being taboo until somewhat recently) is one example of where I saw this happen.
This quote gets at what I’m talking about:
People never want to be part of the process, but they want to be part of the outcome. The process is where you figure out who’s worth being part of the outcome.
In many ways, I feel that most people haven’t been a part of my process or were there to support me. Heck, not many are there right now as I do all this stuff related to healing, or when I went through the tough reconciliation (I noted times where it seemed as if nobody was available to chat). So this made me resent the notion that now they’d jump on board. The close friends who are here now, who I have shared some of this stuff with—I’m glad they’re here and I want to reward them one day. I feel a bit dismayed at the idea of doing the same with the people who aren’t exactly new but will now suddenly support me. It’s not as if I was a bad person who turned good like in those redemption arcs you see in TV Shows or movies.
Oddly enough, I ask myself about that resentment now, and the first thing that comes up right now is: “…should I be resentful?” Something within me has changed here. Still I wonder, what should I do with these people, or is there anything to be done. At the very least I feel that I should be cautious. I don’t expect this to be a one-time challenge—this can happen throughout life.
Some people
Next up: A SubliminalUser Takes Flight!
I start Dragon Flight on April 1. Hopefully, it is updated to Qv2 by then so that the entirety of my ST3 run is with Qv2! I’m optimistic about the experiences I’m going to have with Dragon Flight since its description implies that it’s more about guidance and control rather than breaking things down.
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