A Proposed Journal On My Experience With Regeneration Might Not Be

Introductions
#1

Well, as the title implies, I had planned to write a journal on my experience with Regeneration and also Elixer Ultima and add to it on an ad hoc basis, when time and/or my humour allows, but I may have to change that plan a bit.
I started my subliminal journey with Regeneration in the last week of last December and I added Elixer to it in February. I’m well aware from reading the posts of people here who are far more experienced with subliminals than I that four months is an extremely short time, but… While I feel a lot of benefit from using the above mentioned, I’ve also noticed that I’m starting to get a bit milque-toast, and I really don’t like that.

Maybe it’s part of the healing process, and yes, healing is supposed to be uncomfortable, but the physical feelings of nervousness are something I’m just not willing to put up with for much longer. So I’ve decided to listen to Ascension predominantly for a while with maybe a loop or two of Regeneration per day. The proof is in the pudding.

I’d very much welcome any input and opinions.

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#2

Howdy, dude.

So, I wanna start off by saying, though 4 months is a short time compared to the 18+ (I assume you’re an adult) years we’ve been living on this big, green ball and going through crap, that’s still a lot of time for dedicated healing to do a LOT. Especially with these titles. So don’t knock your experience, I guarantee that unless you’re a special case, the Regeneration x Elixir combo was beneficial, even as you said.

Ascension is a good place to go after that stack. I’ve seen many benefits from it, but unfortunately I haven’t journaled as well as I should. I highly recommend it.

Again I’m assuming, but if you’re newer this may not apply to you, but in case you hadn’t checked it out, look up Dragon Reborn if you want to continue with emotional healing.

What is milquetoast? NVM, imma Google it after this :stuck_out_tongue:

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#3

Milquetoast: a feeble or timid person

Thanks for the new word, bud.

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#4

Thanks for the reply. Yup I’m +18. I have been feeling a bit timid lately, but it’s almost completely physical. You know that feeling in the pit of the stomach? Mentally I’m thinking, “this is new and I want it gone”.

What I wanted from Regeneration and Elixir was some let up from the symptoms of PTSD and I think I’ve gotten that. Now I think I need to restore the balance with Ascension AND I’m chomping at the bit to get started with Primal Seduction - lockdown was hard on the libido.

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#5

I’m glad you have some of the results that you started out for. Awesome.

With PTSD, man, I’m not the resident expert on titles but I REALLY think that DR (Dragon Reborn) will be good for, and you could add it if you wanted after a month or so if Ascension?

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#6

Have you considered creating a custom?

But intuitively, Ascension will help you get through that, and rather quickly, my friend.

A stack I can recommend for you is Ascension x RebirthQ. Rebirth chives with both a Q version of 30 minutes and also comes with an Ultima version.

Does Rebirth speak to you?

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#7

I saw Dragon Reborn before I saw Regeneration, but I was putting it off for a while. I might be ready for it soon. I never thought of a custom, that’s worth looking into.

The main PTSD symptoms I wanted to deal with were night sweats and jumping out of my skin whenever I heard anything that sounded like a gunshot or an incendiary device. Thankfully I’m over both of those now.

I think I’ll follow you’re advice and go with Ascension for a while, then DR or a custom.

#8

Healing on subs can be hard. Ascension might give you a break from any negative feelings. Maybe you’ll feel more powerful. Keep posting man!

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#9

Yeah healing hits hard dude

But four months of healing is very respectable hey it’s more than I’ve done, one month on khan stage 1 was very interesting in mental cleanse

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#10

Ok, I tried a couple of loops of Ascension yesterday. Very different. On the plus side, I couldn’t et myself sit around for 5 minutes without thinking “Nah, this is just laziness, I have stuff to do.” I found myself not at all happy with the way things are, Everything needs to be improved, if that makes any sense?

On the negative side, I found myself ready to explode at anyone who “dares” to step into my space. I can’t handle what I perceive, in the moment, to be disrespect. Although when I look back at the moment, I probably over-reacted. Maybe these reactions calm down and level out after a while, when I assimilate the sub?

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#11

I’m so glad that you are able to say this :slight_smile: congratulations! I’m sure it’s a massive relief of incommunicable proportions. If Ascension seems like a good fit for you, awesome :slight_smile: are you considering running Rebirth with it, a different title or solo?

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#12

I would imagine so. Also if you are listening to Qv2, how about trying 1 loop 3 times per week to start and notice your results.

#13

I honestly haven’t even looked at Rebirth. I must have seen it on the SC website, I’ll have to check it out. I might still run one loop each of Regeneration and Elixer for awhile, to get the most out of it - prevention being better than cure!

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#14

I never thought of running it less than once a day to get used to it. That’s a great idea, I’ll try that for a short while.

#15

I’d ask you to think about giving it 1 week and noticing how you feel and what your reaction is.

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#16

Personally, I would stick with healing subs a lot longer. PTSD is no small potatoes. If RegenQ has helped eliminate your night sweat that’s saying a lot. People spend years in therapy trying to get over PTSD!
As far as Ascension, you could hold off on listening to it for at least another month.
Sounds like you’re making real progress with RegenQ. Don’t stop now!

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#17

If you can remember and you’re willing, @ me in your next or, if you’re not gonna create a new one, current journal :slight_smile:

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#18

Will do, thanks. I’ll write more on this thread when I have anything worth reporting.

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#19

That’s what I’ll do. I think I’ll also run a reduced number of Regeneration loops at the same time, for awhile.

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#20

Yesterday and today are my days off, so I’m trying out a new combination starting tomorrow. @Sage_Ninjistic.
Opinions please?
As follows: Regeneration and Primal Seduction most days, and Ascension three days per week for the moment. I think this will be a good way to get used to Ascension, and try out Primal Seduction at the same time.
I’m having to literally force myself not to buy PS Iron Throne just yet. I’m very curious about that one, but I’m guessing, at my early stage of sub use, I might not get the full effect?