Day 19
15 min IC. So another day mixed with good interactions but also just personal craziness. Not so much neediness, but just crazy anger and irritability while driving. Accidentally dropped my wallet at a place I was picking up from and sped back like a psycho after my delivery to get it. Was just crazy. But went to the gym later and that helped a lot. I guess the recon has kicked in, usually does towards the end of my cycles…
Day 20 rest
Started good, then road rage and all that anger and stuff. Drove for Uber Eats, was a decent day for that which helped. Was in kind of a sour lonely mood, then ran across my sister and her friends randomly, which gave me a mood boost. Then picked up food from a place where the girl was a cute hostess and she seemed into me, smiling and playing with her hair and stuff…rest of the night was chill and everything went well.
Day 21
15 min PS, 4:30 SSX. Had a wet dream last night. Nofap is like impossible for me cuz I just will have a wet dream within a week or two 
Cut SSX short because I was getting the feeling I was being overloaded…
Day 22 washout day 1
Was a good day, did Uber Eats, which wasn’t too bad, and later went to the gym. Felt good vibes and female attention here and there. As I left the gym, a girl walking in smiled at me which made me feel good. Good interactions throughout the day. Was a good day overall.
Day 23. washout day 2
Has been sh*tty so far lol. Uber Eats was trash for lunch, and I’ve been all angry/irritated/needy etc. Was messing with this crappy keyboard at the mall and a pretty couple walked up beside me to play on this toy drumset. Honestly I felt jealous and envious. Ugh. What’s good for that? Primal? Khan St1? Some good interactions though. Forced myself to wake up early today since my sleeping schedule is a bit fucked. Lack of sleep usually makes me irritable.
Are listening to both on the same day?
Oh, which subs? In this journal there’s like 3-4 different stacks/cycles haha. But I just follow the directions in the instructions:
-for 2 titles, both for 15 minutes every other day
-for 3 titles, I listen to two of the titles for 15 min, then day off, then the third for 15 min, day off, then the first two again, etc.
Of course I cut down on listening time if I’m having bad recon or feeling overloaded.
Right on 
Have you tried micro loops yet?
Yeah, I should probably do them more honestly. Sometimes it seems like they give me more recon, but that might be a good thing since that means it’s working.
Micro loops works especially well with ZP MAX titles 
Plus you’ll find your sweet spot 
Digging your thread 
Thx man, glad you like it 
Your welcome 
Which one is your favorite right now and feels the most natural for you?
Hmm probably my WB + SSX stack. Like all my interactions felt good and smooth (even when they weren’t lol), and I just felt good and chill. The only problem is that I didn’t really have drive to approach/pursue.
After that I did a WB + SSX custom, and it got me good results but it was really dense and the recon was pretty intense :S
The cycle I just did was SSX + PS + Inner Circle, and it was good up until around day 17-ish? Then the recon has just started feeling pretty bad so it’s hard to say
A few cycles back I ran OG Wanted + OG Love Bomb + OG PS, it was good but it didn’t feel as sexual, but it did seem to make people nicer to me and a girl said “I was so sweet” which I haven’t been called in years lol.
But yeah, so far I think SSX + WB felt the most natural and is my favorite.
I know alot of people argue this about WB vs PS, and I can say from my personal experience being non chalant and allowing life happen for me works way better than chasing life. I come off as creepy when I chase females. That’s why Wanted works so naturally for me, it just fits like a glove 
WB + SSX sounds like a good stack, don’t be surprised if all you have to do if listen to once a week to get amazing results
Excited to see how well that stack for for you
Keep us updated 
For sure, that’s why in a post a while back I said I think Wanted/WB would be perfect if you work around lots of attractive females or are frequently around lots of attractive females, which I’m not atm /: Yeah I may need to reduce the number of times I listen per week. Thanks 
I might run Primal + Sanguine + LB or something like that for my next cycle (or Khan St1 or Ascension), I think I need more inner work rn.
Day 25 washout day 4
Recon is wearing off I think, feel way more chill and content 
I have had guys (maybe women, but I don’t think so) start convos with me, like I definitely think I have an “approachability aura” going with Inner Circle I suspect… 
Did you consider LoveBomb for this?
I’d guess, if you love yourself and love your life, this jealousy thing will vanish rather soon.
Yes, was possibly gonna run Primal + LoveBomb + PS or Sanguine
Day 26 washout day 5
Was a busy day for me. Just Uber Eats and the gym all day. Had some good interactions, some not so good. I can’t help but feel like sex and all that is degenerate, like to be hooking up etc. is degenerate behavior, I was more able and willing to engage in stuff like that when I was in my 20s and drinking, but I no longer drink and it’s difficult for me to imagine doing it sober. So yes, that’s a block for me, maybe Khan would get rid of it, but should I?.. Focused on saving money atm, then will take a small break/vacation from work.
Edit: OR, maybe this thought of “oh that’s degenerate, I’m above people who do such things” is just a way of me playing the victim in a way. Like maybe I feel like I like myself more as an underdog, or something? Idk. Btw, I haven’t so much as kissed a girl since December of 2019, for anyone reading this… that was also when I quit drinking.
Let me tell you, it’s totally legit that your desires evolve, that you have other needs than 10 years ago. And it’s natural to crave for something that goes deeper than a hookup. Especially if you’re running subs and your personality gets transformed in a positive way.
And I don’t think that running Khan would turn you into a sex maniac (again?).
If this is due to trauma, it might, of this is a natural development, probably not.