Day 14
1:51 custom.
edit: was a decent day I think, nothing spectacular. Did get some girl attention at a gym, did one “approach” but the girl was 17.
Day 15 rest
Felt annoyed and needy asf today. Crazy needy, recon? idk. I hate it though. Honestly really want to switch to PS. I agree with people how waiting around with nonchalance with WB can be frustrating. I want to go out and game.
edit: again, I think most of the frustration and neediness is from my job, but maybe it’s just accentuated by the recon.
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Day 16 extra rest
More neediness/anger/like “why isn’t anyone looking at me”, but it seems like once the anger subsides (which hasn’t happened yet since the last loop), suddenly I get lots of looks and female attention, to the point where I’m surprised. Like even when I feel I don’t look good I get the attention. Also I just start to feel really good. Patiently waiting for the recon to subside again.
Day 17 rest
Worked a lot, neediness, hmm raining a lot here, stayed lowkey, whatever.
Day 18 maybe rest again lol
Taking it easy today, maybe I need a vacation.
Day 19
Feel good, good enough that I might wanna run a loop…hmmm… 
Yeah I’ll probably do it, it’ll be the last loop before a washout anyway.
3:38 WB/SSX custom.
Day 20 washout (day 1)
I realize maybe WB would be better if you worked at a job where you encounter lots of pretty women everyday, women that you see every time you work, otherwise how will you be a coquette? Since I don’t have a job like that at them moment, PS maybe more down my alley in terms of getting attractive women into my life…
Might that be recon?
I mean James Bond wasn’t in such an occasion either. I don’t think it’s plausible that WB only unfolds its magic under these limited circumstances of meeting the same women everyday in a worksetting.
Yes it could very well be recon.
Day 21 washout day 2
needy, went to gym, nothin. lusting for results, have to remember to try not to do that.
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Day 22 washout day 3
The recon feels like it’ll never end lol. Anger, frustration, neediness, moments of girls/women looking at me, but I’m almost feeling too crazy to notice/do anything about it. I’ve sort of tried approaching a couple times (indirectly) but I think I’m just feeling too crazy and needy and the girls just want me to leave (or so I feel). I also recently got Invisilign, which is annoying because I have to take them out to eat and as a result I’ve been eating less, and I get crazy when I’m hungry. All I can say is I’m looking forward to the recon ending.
Day 23 washout day 4
Finally starting to feel back to normal, at least I think so. Neediness is subsiding, although still felt it a bit here and there. Went to a yoga class, then to the gym, felt sexy and cool at the gym, at least for the first 40 minutes or so. One girl was staring at me (I “felt” it), but I didn’t approach or anything. Starting to feel the chill nonchalance setting in, which is a great feeling, better than it sounds. Anyway, has been a good, chill, good vibes day so far 
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Day 24 washout day 5
So some neediness, feeling shitty, annoyed etc. today, but maybe not quite as bad. One girl who I’m pretty sure likes/liked me who works at a place I go to for orders sometimes seemed a little less into me today, I had a feeling she’s found another guy. Sure enough, I picked up at a place next to her store and saw her with a guy on what I assume to be her lunch break. I was kinda upset about that, but not that much as I wasn’t that into her. Still, it would’ve been nice to at least ask her out once and hang out and see how it goes. Later I had some good interactions with other girls here and there, but man I honestly feel needy, like if I don’t get looks/attention from girls around me I feel needy and frustrated, mostly because I’m thinking “I’m doing these subs and getting all this recon but it’s not working.” Then other times, I DO get looks and attention, though no approaches. This need for validation may just be temporary/recon, but if not, I’ll probably switch to Primal and SSX as Voytek (now Unbounded) suggested.
Also should mention, talked to some girls and good reactions, but f*ck I haven’t straight up asked a girl out or told her I thought she was attractive or anything in a long time. I guess with the recon I just feel too emotionally sensitive to take a rejection.
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Day 25 washout day 6
Was a good day, way less neediness, some girl attention, I’m writing this the next day so I don’t remember everything that happened, but I remember it being a good chill day, good vibes mostly.
Day 26 washout day 7
The day’s not over, but I definitely feel less needy, more relaxed mentally and physically, and just more chill. I’d say the recon is like 80% over.
Edit: also, I think recon is relieved from just talking to people, not even just girls necessarily. Maybe a WB thing…
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Day 27 washout day 8
Some random old memories of people who upset me in the past seem to come up with these subs. Just a note.
Day 28 washout day 9
Definitely feel much better, I’d say recon is 90-95% gone. Or maybe 100% lol. Didn’t do that much today, went to a yoga class at night, felt good/positive vibes from girls in the class but I wasn’t paying too much attention. Just was focused on relaxing.
Dy 29 washout day 10
I feel way more “recon”/needy when I’m hungry, though maybe that’s just me being hungry. I notice I feel more chill though than I used to while hungry, like 1/3 as bad as I used to feel. Sort of “flirted” with some hostess last night, and was waiting to get an order while 3 young cute hostesses were chatting while I was just looking down at my phone ignoring them, one of them asked if I was waiting for an order, which is kind of unusual because at this particular restaurant the help usually sucks. I explained I was just there because it was cold outside and was waiting to hopefully get an order. Sat there for a few more minutes, they were giggly (though it may have not had to do with me 
), and then I left. This whole time I was feeling needy and irritable/sad probably mainly due to me having not eaten in many hours.
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Day 30 washout 11
Had a very vivid dream I was hanging out with one of my “ex’s” (technically I never asked her to be my gf though). I don’t remember the details except I drank alcohol with her because I decided it was a “special occasion” (I haven’t drank since late 2019). We might’ve hooked up in the dream, might not have, maybe just cuddling. My dreams have been pretty vivid the last few nights.
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Day 31 washout day 12
Okay day. Again, sometimes I feel invisible (which makes me feel needy), then suddenly I’ll be getting lots of looks
edit: just remembered, there was a moment when I was feeling frustrated, lonely, etc. but I thought “things are just clearing out for new and better things to come in” and that’s when my night became better.
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