Day 22 washout start
Just received a custom, I’m excited to run it 
gonna try to force myself to washout for at least 2 weeks though. The custom:
WB core
SSX core
You Are Not Alone
Direct Influencing Aura
Jupiter
Inner Voice
Stress Displacement
The Merger of Worlds
Tyrant
Yggdrasil
Instant Spark
Ethereal Presence
Inner Gasoline
Potentiator
Eventide
Joie de Vivre
Gorgeous Manifester
Sexual Manifestation
Entranced
Cosmic Navigator
Day 24 washout
Was all weird and annoyed and frustrated at the start of the day. Argued with my dad over something dumb. Yesterday was in the house all day because I felt weird and tired (possibly recon not sure) and that was frustrating. Today went to the gym and was sitting in my car for a long time in a bad mood not wanting to go; felt very emotionally sensitive, as if any little slight would just wreck me/set me off. Eventually went in, after exercising for a while I started to feel much better. Approached 2 high school girls (wasn’t sure they were high schoolers at first lol), asked when the next semester started. At the end of the workout, I walked up to two Persian girls and had a pleasant convo with them. Taking action like that seems to get me in a much better mood.
Day 25 washout
Feeling kinda weird and depressed. Recon? Ah, yeah I recall feeling this way when I ran my first cycle, which was OG SS and WB lol (same as now, except SSX and WB). Sheesh. Feels a little like crashing on MDMA. Actually it could be cannabis withdrawal, I was taking a small amount of edibles off and on a few days ago, but haven’t taken any for a few days. I might cry like a big baby 
🥲
Day 26 washout
Finally a good day. Felt good mostly, took a yoga class and felt much better throughout the day. Not much girl action besides some looks and some instances of close proximity.
Day 33 washout (12 days into washout)
So things have been interesting. I notice some attention here and there. Girls and ladies whom I interact with seem interested and I’ve had a couple milfs (or just older ladies but not that old) approach me. But at the same time, I feel lonely/needy/frustrated off and on, but I think that has more to do with my “job”/lifestyle atm. Like I want to approach, but also feel I should just attract girls, so that maybe WB clashing with my natural “approach” urges… was going to do a WB+SSX custom but now I’m considering a PS + Inner Circle custom. Will decide within a few days.
Day 36 (15 days into washout)
Maybe I’m still processing the subs, can’t tell. Have been a bit moody and frustrated off and on. Yesterday, I was actually feeling very angry and resentful towards women, but I channeled this energy into being very talkative with other guys. Like I almost felt a camaraderie with other single guys against women and men in relationships… so like I was being totally cool with other dudes, but would hold back all energy with women I encountered, as in I gave them none of my “real”/genuine energy, basically being very professional, no flirting or friendliness. This was happening while driving for Uber Eats btw. Then I went to pick up from one restaurant and the girl who gave me my order was the most feminine, charming, cute girl I’ve met in a long time. And she seemed to be giving me the eye/flirting with me. She even called me back over as I was about to leave to add to the order as she thought she made a mistake, but it seemed like she really just wanted more interaction.
Soon I’m either going to run my WB + SSX custom or PS + RotNW. So interested to see what the custom does, but PS + RotNW sounds so fun and what I need right now… Perhaps I’ll save the latter for the next cycle.
Day 1
3:31 WB+SSX custom. The legacy mask is kinda loud, might reorder with the solace mask.
Edit: today went pretty well. I was driving for Uber Eats, but wasn’t getting much business which was frustrating, felt very annoyed and angry (uh oh, recon). Instead said f this, and just went to a yoga class. took one class, was pleasant. Then took the next class cuz I’m thinking of joining this studio, so I was feeling it out. The receptionist the second time was a cute girl who seemed surprisingly into me. I felt like I looked like crap since I exercised a lot today, but she seemed pretty nice and flirty o.0 then while we were talking, another cute girl walked in and looked at me and smiled, I quickly looked away to continue the conversation (which felt kinda not nice on my part looking back), but I was in a weird state, hungry, tired, etc. Anyway, I really wasn’t expecting any flirting or anything like that today, but lo and behold…
The new titles look awesome, Khan sounds scary for me atm, so I’m not ready, but the sales page is one of my favorites so far lol. Primal Nights is what I’m eyeballing…The aura sounds awesome and interesting. Haven’t read the new Stark or Heartsong pages yet.
Day 2 rest
Just chilled at home today. Feel really good, I have a feeling this is Stress Displacement at work. Things that would normally tick me off genuinely seem to get transmuted into positive feelings/thoughts and productivity. I was originally going to put Negative Energy Transmutation in this custom but I’m glad I didn’t because I’ve realized pretty much all anger, stress, negative feelings I feel about ANYTHING is coming from me, and if those feelings of stress can be transmuted, that’s all that’s needed, for me at least.
Day 3
3:31 custom. So far today’s been pretty good. Not much recon as far as I can tell. There’s a module or two in there that totally seem to be helping me control my emotions and stress (I’m guessing Inner Voice and Stress Displacement), it’s awesome :)) only went to a yoga class and gym today so far. Got a few looks from a few ladies. There’s moments where I feel needy, but not nearly as much as before. Again, I think the modules are helping transmute that energy. Ah, I guess come to think of it, I wake up feeling tired, that maybe a recon thing, aside from that though, things seem good.
Day 4 rest
Mostly chill day, was hanging out at the mall a lot, actually got a lot of looks from milfs o.0, literally hot moms who were pushing their kids in strollers. One cashier who I picked up form seemed to be into me. Went to a dinner for my friend’s b-day, mostly guys so can’t say much about that. Recon seems to be in the form of waking up tired even if I get sleep (a mix of strange dreams, some sad, some scary, some actually fun/enjoyable/sexy), plus some irritability/neediness during the day, but not as much as previous cycles. Honestly I really want to run PS, I realize I enjoy approaching and charming girls vs standing there and waiting for a girl to approach me /: could be recon, I’m not sure. I’ll stick to this custom for now though and see where it takes me
Day 5
4:10 custom.
Edit: again, not much recon that I notice. I was at the gym and at the end of my workout, I felt compelled to talk to at least one girl as I don’t want to get rusty. So I approached one girl and we had a pleasant/chill/sort of silly talk, I may have been able to get her number, but I kept things more “neutral”, though with a sort of subtle sexual undertone. I felt glad I did that because I’ve wanted to approach a girl the last few times at the gym but wimped out, so I was annoyed with myself. Feels good to just do an approach. The “gun to the head” technique is what I used here. Have the urge to switch to Primal and PS, but that may be shiny object syndrome or recon.
Day 6 rest
Pretty hardcore recon today, lots of anger, inner rage, frustration, depression, but I got bad sleep because my neighbor is doing construction in the morning. Then I was driving for Uber Eats, hardly got any business and this was probably one of the main culprits for the rage. Talked to a few girls here and there but was in such a state of anger and frustration it wasn’t very smooth at all (but still surprisingly good reactions despite that). Then smoked some cannabis later, just had an anxiety attack basically, drove home to relax. Note to self: don’t smoke before/during work. Anyway, will see how I feel tomorrow.
edit: forgot to mention I had lots of vivd dreams. Some sad, some cool, some aggressive, etc.
Day 7 (extra rest?)
Probably going to take an extra rest day to be safe.
Edit: well I didn’t run it today, thankfully. Anger, irritability, neediness, trying to hold it together, yay! 
Edit 2: so the day wasn’t too bad. Pretty much just did Uber Eats for a short period, then went to the gym. One cute girl at the gym stared me in the eye for like 3 full seconds before I lost my nerve and kinda just smiled/nodded and looked away, then I approached another girl who it turned out was 17 so I went from kinda trying to flirt to just being friendly. Still had recon though off and on throughout the day in the form of irritability, needy feelings, trhinking of switching subs, etc.
Day 8
It’s a “loop” day, but I feel good and don’t want recon lol. I’ll probably listen anyway, maybe just a 1:30 loop.
Day 9 rest
Still feel good 
didn’t do much today except went to a yoga class. I actually manifested/met a pretty Persian girl in the class who I “felt” was looking at me a lot during the class. Talked to her afterwards, again, probably could’ve gotten her number or something, but kept it friendly/maybe lowkey flirty… also manifested a very specific scenario, which almost scared me because, it’s hard to explain, like the feeling of “oh sh*t this actually works”…the modules all seem to do exactly what they say they do. In any case, good chill day, feel good, ready for another loop tomorrow
Day 10
3:31 custom. Will see if there’s recon. If so, will do a 1:30 loop next time and slowly increase from there.
Edit: had some recon, some irritability/slight neediness, but seemed to go away pretty quick (within an hour or two). Then I felt good and went on about my day. Got a lot of looks and niceness from ladies which was surprising as I didn’t think I looked that good. People in general seemed to look at and treat me favorably. One thing I did was when I was in a place and started to feel irritable, instead of staying there, I just left and that energy went away.
Day 11 rest
Writing the next day, but I think I felt needy, some irritation, basically recon off and on, some girl attention, just looks though.
Day 12 extra rest
Felt annoyed and needy at the start of the day. Went to gym, felt okay. As day went on started to feel better and better, kind of like recon wearing off. Though I was in an annoyed mood because I drive for Uber Eats and wasn’t getting any trip requests (honestly maybe a lot of irritation and frustration comes from this job and not necessarily purely recon). And I was getting some female attention too surprisingly, again just looks and proximity, but this was a while after the gym and I hadn’t showered yet and felt dirty and nasty. Was a good day.
Day 13 rest
Not much of note happened this day. I got a haircut and was very upset about it at first since I thought it looked bad and nothing like the pic I showed the haircutter, but later realized it actually did look pretty good and definitely better than before. Later went to a yoga class and that was it mostly. Don’t remember if I got “girl action” or not.