Day 21
4:30 min LB
Day 21
4:30 min LB
Day 25 washout day 5
So itās pretty late, was a busy day. Honestly kinda frustrated with life, like I think to myself āhow tf do I not have a girlfriend(s)?ā Ah, by the way, I actually barely feel jealous anymore, like I still do sometimes, but itās turned down from like an 8 to a 1 or 2, mainly because I realize no matter how pretty that girl with that guy is, they have their own problems. My main problem now is that thereās this shame/sexual repression thing I guess, like yeah I still kinda feel like itās ādegenerateā and whatnot. Well, KB was an idea a user here gave me, another was the Aphrodite module which I have put in the custom Iām gonna run in a few days. Also, itās like why do I even want a girl(s)? Honestly, I realize itās partly to prove to myself that I can, which I know isnāt necessarily a āgoodā reason. But yeah, I see some fine girls and donāt approach, itās just hard for me to approach, which is intense and stressful for me, and then switch into sexual/turned on/playful etc. Or maybe I can. Idk. Anyway, yeah.
Edit: I should also mention that Iāve been doing cannabis daily and yesterday I went all day without it and I think I was moody as a result /: anyway yeah, Iām happy my jealousy/envy is mostly gone, but thereās still a sticking point, trying to find out what it is. Do I need/need to feel more status? Do I need to simply do approaches? Also, I havenāt done a ādirectā approach in a long time still, all have been indirect lately, and havenāt asked for a number or anything in a long time as well.
Day 1
00:30 custom. Was gonna wait an extra day but I couldnāt wait lol.
Edit: stayed home mostly, was tired from eating something bad the day before so was exhausted from that, mostly chilled around the house.
So your stack was LB, Primal and Sanguine?
I think LB and Primal can heal a lot of your sexual repression as well.
Would you share your custom?
Yes. Yeah I ran both and still kinda had it (sexual repression/shame/guilt /:), but lots of other things were healed, like I became way more social and talkative (Primal), and way less jealous/envious and more self-love (LB), and also can relax whenever I catch myself in high emotions (sanguine).
So yeah, here goes lol:
Primal Core
LB Core
Sanguine Core
Synergy: Apollon Unbound
Synergy: Beyond Seduction
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: Primordial Aura
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Synergy: Winner Overdrive
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
APS: Hair
Gratitude Embodiment
Rogue
Cosmic Navigator
Seducerās Gaze
Aphrodite
Enchanting Smile
Handsomeness Improver
Alexanderās Play
An interesting build for an seduction custom. Iām looking forward to see your results.
Day 3
1 min custom. Yesterday went well, just exercised a bit and did Uber Eats. Lots of girls around the place I was picking up from, and lots of what I felt was positive attention. Felt very good and relaxed all day. I didnāt really interact with any girls though, pretty much everyone I picked up food from was a guy lol. No recon yet as far as I could tell.
Edit: was a good chill day. Just went to the gym, and actually when I first entered a a cute girl walking my way gave me a ālookā aside from that it was uneventful from what I recall. Then later when driving for Uber briefly, another girl in her car did the same. It seems like the some girls definitely āfeelā the effect from the sub, others not at all. Interesting
oh I also ran into a pretty woman walking her dog in my neighborhood today twice when returning home, the second time a big coyote passed by us and we talked for a couple minutes about it, and yeah that was nice. I think sheās married so thatās probably not going anywhere lol but still a pleasant occurance.
Day 4 rest
Uber sucked today, but can see effects from sub
Day 5
1:30 min custom
Edit: so Uber was trash again today, but Iām surprisingly not that very angry. Feel cool and chill lol. Also, from a place I picked up from, as the girl was packing the order she asked if there was anything else she could do for me, and I probably couldāve asked for her number/given her mine or something but Iām not that attracted to her so I just said āhmmm not that I can think of at the momentā lol anyway, was also at the gym earlier and one girl who was with her bf (maybe) crossed eyes with me for a sec. Some girls there seemed to surround me/be in close proximity a few times, but aside from that, didnāt do an āapproachā or anything. Anyway, good day despite trash Uber.
Day 6 rest
Was a strange day. Was supposed to take a small day trip with my parents and brother, but there was too much traffic so we just got food and went home. Not much happened
Day 7
2 min custom
Edit: was a good day with a fair amount of female attention, things just went well and smoothly today.
Day 8 rest
Fatherās Day, was good and smooth, no recon as far as I can tell. Just went to a restaurant with my fam, and seemed to again receive some female attention. And again, the effects of the sub/custom seem to strike some girls like a bolt of lightning, and others are unfazed/donāt notice anything lol.
Day 9
2:30 min Custom (Primal/Sanguine/LB)
Day 11
3 min Custom
Day 13
3:30 min custom.
Edit: so far so good, has been smooth. I seem far less needy, at the gym virtually no neediness. No recon as far as I can tell.
Edit: Sanguine seems to be working very well, Iām able to stay relaxed in situations that wouldāve had me incensed in the past. Like I can really just sigh and relax. Also, Iāve been running social and seduction subs my whole SubClub journey, Iām very curious how I would react from running a pure wealth or status subā¦
Day 14 rest
Felt tired yesterday, and woke up feeling tired today. Reminiscent of previous cycles. Not angry or irritable or anything though
Edit: 3:30 might be my sweet spot with this sub.
Day 15
4:00 min custom
Day 16 rest
Have had lots of personal insights over the last few days. Also, I notice I pronounce my words much more clearly, like I donāt mumble/slur my words like I used to. Would that be Primal?
Edit: lol so yeah here it is, recon. Just irritability, etc. but kinda feel good at the same time o_0 not that bad, have definitely had worse. So 4 minutes is where I hit recon. Should I then continue with 4 minutes until it stops or go back to 3:30?ā¦
Day 17
4 min custom.
Day 18 rest
Okay so I may have had some recon yesterday, but today I feel mostly pretty good