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#538

Day 8 rest

Was at the gym, got some female attention I think, and was kinda thinking “I actually wouldn’t really want a girl at this moment even if she came and sat on my lap” :thinking:… maybe it’s cuz the thing with the Vietnamese girl went nowhere, which I thought would happen but it still sapped my spirit. Also this girl who works at a place I pick up from did like me, and broke up with her bf a month ago and I could’ve probably hung out with her but I didn’t, she’s now back with him and they’re working things out, and meh it just doesn’t seem fun/flirty/sexy with her atm… so all this has me feeling down in this area maybe. Aside from that I feel pretty good though, it feels kinda badass to not have a woman/women, almost like “I’m too cool to have a girlfriend” lol. I know that sounds like a cope, but it’s also like I’m not submitting to my sexual desires, I’m controlling them, so in a way I’m stronger? Idk.

Not saying I want it to remain this way, just noting the thought processes that maybe causing a block for me in this area.

I do miss WB/SSX and the Alexander’s Play module, all of those seemed to make me more interested and made me feel more fun and light in this area. (“this area” meaning attraction/romance etc.). This stack for sure feels more serious, but not necessarily in a bad way.

#539

Day 9

3 min ST3, 30 sec Emperor. Wet dream during sleep /:

#540

Day 10 rest

Thought: all of your past failures with girls or business or anything are just the bones upon which your successes in realms of sex/business etc. will be built.

Edit: lol I can’t allow myself to become hungry on this stack. Hunger = recon face slap. Thinking of switching out Emperor for Wanted or SSX. Will read the copies again and think about it.

Also, haven’t been taking action in terms of women. Haven’t been approaching, just haven’t been doing it. Haven’t really been feeling the desire enough to be willing to take a rejection. Also just haven’t been feeling the right energy for it (fun, playful, social, etc.).

And I don’t like that. I want to feel the drive and enjoyment etc. I think my standards have gone up, which is good but also decreases motivation since I see less “viable” options. Running Primal rn actually might be a good idea just to get myself enjoying being social + fun/enjoyment scripting :thinking:

#541

Day 11

2 min ST3, 1:30 min True Sell. Just had to try it. One of the first subs I bought but never used. Always thought the description resonated with my natural style of socializing/attracting.

#542

Day 12 rest

True Sells feels like a success for me so far (unless I was just experiencing a rapid bloom from Emperor due to switching subs). I talked to quite a few women yesterday, asked two out (both had boyfriends, through conversation I discerned they weren’t lying), flirted with a girl I know has a bf (the one who broke up for a month), and just had good pleasant interactions with lots of girls. The “empathy” scripting of True Sell seemed to be working and seems good for me in that I feel less resentful towards women because I’m actually connecting with them and feeling empathy while also feeling like a charismatic stud lol (felt the “present yourself in the best light scripting”, which is perfect for someone in a situation like me who doesn’t have all their shit together). I think SSX or Wanted with True Sell might be good, but Khan seems great as well as it gives a badass daring edge to the charming/“good guy” archetype of True Sell.

#543

This is a good reminder for me… I always felt bad that true cell as a full title was originally my idea, I was the one that posted it on the roadmap, and then I never ran it… But I never ran it because it made me horny as hell, very good at seducing, and very good at approaching… All skills and mindsets that are bad when you’re in a relationship

Now I don’t have that problem. I should really consider running it again.

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#544

Lol what?! That’s crazy no way man. Well thanks cuz I really like it so far :grin:

Yeah it seems surprisingly good in this realm. I think for some guys this title can be better than even SSX and other romance subs. Like it’s more indirect and sort of utilizes a different approach.

Maybe for guys like me who have become disheartened/pessimistic it’s really good. Emperor felt heavy in comparison, True Sell feels much lighter. But yeah if you’re a person who likes to charm people, True Sell man.

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#545

Day 13

3 min ST3, 2 min TruSel.

Edit: Lol gotta admit, switching to T-Sell (still trying to figure out a good abbreviation) feels very relieving compared to heavy Emperor. T-Sell so far feels light and even happy. Underrated sub imo. If you feel you’ve been trying to force interactions out of recon/desperation/neediness True Sell makes you more self-aware, considerate, conscientious, and empathetic. Seems to be a nice balance with Khan. I can definitely imagine this being a fantastic sub if you’re in sales. Talking to people, learning their needs, feeling for them, connecting with them, that’s how I’m feeling with T-Sell and I really like it. Can for sure be used for social and seduction purposes.

Ah, I should add that I think specifically Khan + True Sell is excellent. I’ve never run TSell alone, but together you get the sexual energy and action taking of Khan + empathetic/smooth talking/good vibes of TSell. I also think Wanted + TSell could be great, will definitely want to try that at some point (maybe after Khan run).

ALSO, I feel like there’s an unintentional “self-love” aspect of TSell in that it makes you more conscious of appearing presentable, and making yourself presentable is kind of a form of self-love if you think about it.

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#546

Day 15

1:30 min Tsell, 4 min ST3.

Edit: not too bad of a day objectively speaking, but did get punched in the face with recon lol… time to lower ST3 back down to 3 min. Maybe will do a full 5 minutes at the end of the cycle to ensure I get the whole script though.

#547

Day 17

3 min ST3, 1 min Tsell.

#548

Day 18 rest

So a bit of drama: there’s that girl who works at this place I pick up from often, who was available for a month when her and her bf were apart, but I didn’t call her or anything, and now they’re back together. Well, I was still flirty with her until two days ago while walking by the place she works at, and I saw her kissing a guy (her bf obviously), and it turns out it’s a guy who works at a place across from her who I always kinda disliked because he’s just kinda impolite, just hands you your order without even looking at you or saying anything, kinda douchey right? She saw me see her and as I walked by her she looked awkward like she got caught etc. but I gave a courteous little smile and wave.

Another thing with her bf is that one time I picked up an order from him and there were two pretty girls who he was serving whom he was all lit up at with a big smile lol, I walked in and he had a look of “oh shit” on his face because idk, competition? And he quickly tried to hand me the order and get me out so I didn’t have a chance to interact with the ladies he was serving.

So yeah, this is the guy she’s seeing. I’m not angry, but just sad, disappointed. Like I think I’m turned off, and that sucks.

ANYWAY, yeah ST3 doesn’t seem like it’s been doing much in terms of helping me attract women. I feel ST1 and 2 might’ve done more, though maybe I’m just not taking enough action. And I do notice a less “strong” feeling and slightly less status since removing Emperor, but it’s okay because there’s less recon as well. Well, just finishing up this cycle and I’m looking forward to ST4 cuz a lot of users report much better results with that stage.

#549

100% agree. I think it’s a masterpiece.

Deadly combination, lol. True Sell gives me Nick Naylor vibes.

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#550

Day 19

3 min ST3, 3 min TSell.

Edit: lots of female attention and interest today. Maybe from increasing TSell listening time? :thinking:

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#551

Day 21

3:30 min ST3, 1:30 min TSell.

#553

Day 22 washout day 1

Remember: use any anger/frustration energy to make you approach, focus, and end the interaction first. Use the energy to pump the girl with your energy and then leave.

Edit: Might take out TSell and replace with Wanted or SSX next cycle.

#554

Day 24 washout day 3

My “job” (uber eats) is pretty much the primary source of my anger. Business has been bad, so I sit in my car, get frustrated at lack of orders, then when I finally get an order (which doesn’t always happen), I’m already walking into the establishment pissed off but I try to be polite anyway, but my anger probably comes through a bit. Sitting and waiting for long periods like that, alone in my car, feeling like I’m wasting time/my life, yeah, then I go talk to a girl with that energy… need a new job.

Edit: I have no balls to approach right now. I think I need SSX back in my stack.

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#555

I think that It’s Khan that is helping you realize that you need to take a new direction in your career. Just do it, man. Don’t waste any time with your current job if it’s making you feel so angry to the point where you carry that energy with you everywhere you go. Consider this anger as a result and turn it into a fuel to do something else

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#556

Might have also been why emperor was so hard for you. No emperor can take that.

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#557

Washout day 7

Recon has calmed down a lot. Feel little to no anger, but a bit sad. May take a few more washout days.

#558

Day 1

2 min ST4, 1 min Wanted. Lol

Edit: The reason I moved from True Sell is I felt it made me too considerate, and felt noticeably less romantic than other subs after a few loops. However, it has very good points like:

-being able to walk away easily
-being agreeable
-being socially calibrated
-increased self-awareness

For seduction, I think it would shine better if run with a purely romantic sub like SSX or Wanted.

Edit: switching TSell for Wanted seems good, feels like I got my mojo back :wink: