Day 9
2:30 min ST4, 1 min Wanted.
Several memories of conflicts from the recent and far past came into mind yesterday while reading. Khan is doin something.
Edit: Khan mindset I just “invented”: any action anyone takes against me only makes me stronger.
I’ve been feeling called to go to ST4 as well. You did a bit of ST1 and ST2, what are your recommendations?
Yeah I think if I can do it, you can do it lol. I’d do it if you’re ready to take action though because I definitely feel more of a push with ST4. For some reason ST3 felt more difficult, maybe it was this:
“if you do not take action on ST3, you will not have it easy and you will fail.”
Like I felt it didn’t “hold my hand”, I felt I was more “left to my own devices”. ST4 feels “warmer”, more a feeling of inner strength and a push to move towards goals.
Thinking back on it, I feel like the more work you put into ST3, the more powerful the results you’ll get in ST4, but it wasn’t easy, not for me anyway. Like ST3 just feels like you’re out there on your own, naked, no sexy aura or approachability or anything to back you up, it’s just you and your own strength and willpower.
It feels like this:
-ST1: break you down.
-ST2: build you up, put on armor.
-ST3: battle.
-ST4: the number of battles you chose to fight in ST3 will determine (or be a strong determinant of) how powerful of a Khan you are here.
Still I didn’t even take much action on ST3 and ST4 still feels powerful, but each “battle” you fight in ST3 seems to multiply your success in ST4. Thinking about this makes me want to run Khan again and do it right (for me, more action taking in ST3). (By the way by “battles” I mean actions taken towards goals).
ST3 has some healing too so you’re healing blockages to action which will be hard
For sure, didn’t know that. Anyway, were you asking if you should do ST4 or go through the whole thing again? I guess you could try ST4 on its own but going through the whole thing would probably be more powerful.
Day 10 rest
I’m feeling the pain and anguish of not taking action. I also smoked weed before I took any action (but buying the weed was one of my goals). It’s weird, I feel good and bright from the weed but also sad, angry, and frustrated. If I don’t walk up and talk to at least 3 women today, I’m gonna be feeling it tonight. Like I’m starting to get very frustrated with myself for putting things off. With WB I’m more indirect, with Khan I feel no patience for being indirect, but I also know being direct leads to more rejections, so it’s like I’m between a rock and a hard place.
Edit: oh the fury, when lots of little things set you off during the day, you know it’s recon. Just need to remind myself of this. It’s recon, it’ll pass.
Day 11
1 min ST4, 30 sec Wanted. Felt rage yesterday, I think it was recon. Yeah didn’t want to approach a girl while feeling that, though it might’ve helped.
Day 12 rest
Just “free associating” for myself (might not be worth reading if you’re not me):
Thoughts and feelings should go into desires or things you’re excited about. The more thought and feeling you give a thing, the more power it has over you, so give it to things that if they went wrong, wouldn’t negatively affect you to high degree.
I feel almost resentful of things I give thought and feelings to that disappoint me, but then I realize I only feel resentful because I gave it thought and feeling that I, on some level, don’t feel it deserved.
Basically, don’t give anything enough attention and feeling that if it didn’t go your way, would negatively affect you emotionally to a high degree. Know yourself, as it’s said.
Also lower expectations. Expect less.
Don’t give your attention and feeling to anything that if it went south, would make you feel like you just wasted your time. THAT’S it.
Then again, I guess you could argue wisdom can be gained from anything.
Just putting thoughts down here. I’m a believer in changing the way you think can change the way you act, and thus your life, and to me it seems to require much less stress and energy.
SO, by recognizing when you’re putting thought and feeling into something that if it went bad, it would cause you high emotional turmoil or feel like time wasted, you can consciously stop and switch to thinking of your desires and things excited for. (“desires” are things that you want that, to you, are worthy enough to pursue that if they went bad, you would feel neutral at worst for trying and/or you know the wisdom to be gained from trying would be worth it)
The key is to catch yourself in the thoughts/feelings of the things that you determine to not be worthy of your thoughts/feelings, and again, switch to the desires/things excited for.
Intellectually I know the notion of “you can’t change people, you can only change yourself”, but right now I’m feeling it/experiencing it.
What’re you excited for today?
Day 13
1:31 ST4, 45 sec Wanted.
Maybe. What are some of your previous names?
Day 15
1:30 ST4, 45 sec Wanted.
Day 17
1 min ST4, 30 sec Wanted.
Day 19
1:15 min ST4, 45 sec Wanted.
Day 21
1 min ST4, 30 sec Wanted.
Day 24 washout day 3
So, now that it’s been a few days I’ll post a quick review of ST4/Khan in general. I feel it has made me better at getting girls interested, it’ll force you to figure out a way to achieve your goals, people seem to respect me more, I feel tougher internally, I feel a bit more “stoic”, the recon can be rough but I think it was mostly from me not taking action, and more. The “it’ll force you to figure out a way to achieve your goals” aspect has been VERY useful for me. Basically, for me, I wanted to approach women, but was kinda scared/doubtful etc., but if I didn’t it’d be recon hell until I did. So I was forced to figure out a way to do it without it being scary. So I now walk up to women and study them a bit and try to figure out their sign (which I’ve become pretty decent at, both from natural intuition and astrology knowledge), and I do it in a way that most of the time turns fun, cute, and flirty. Not only this, but doing this has made me want to pursue more esoteric arts like Tarot and other things. I know it’s girly, but I’m into it. So I figured out how to approach in a fun/interesting, non-threatening way, but also sort of found a possible life path. Btw, that’s just one way/method I’ve made approaching easier, I’m still experimenting.
And of course, Khan has made me more dgaf about everything. Ah one thing I forgot to mention is I got a more daring/edgy haircut while on ST3 I think. I’ve gotten so many results but didn’t post them because I haven’t actually “pulled” a girl yet. And I think a lot of what holds me back from more “spectacular” results is just having a crappy job. Anyone in a better financial/career position than me would probably get amazing results from Khan. And yeah, the internal strength/dgaf aspect of Khan will make every other sub work better. It really does build a stronger inner base/foundation. Anyway, it’s only 3 days into washout, and I know maybe this “review” was vague, but I’ll write more as more things unfold.
Edit: also, Khan eliminates laziness. I’m far more compelled to get out of my house and do things.
Day 1
WB 30 sec, SSX 30 sec.
Day 2 rest
So I went on a “date” on Sunday, which went meh. I thought the girl just wanted to hook up (I interpreted her words wrong when we met) but she thought I wanted a date, so it was just us hanging out and talking for like 2 hrs. It’ll likely go nowhere, which was disappointing but hey, first date since like 2020 
also she was one of the 3 phone numbers I got over the weekend (been cold approaching a lot, can thank ass kicking Khan for that 
) one number never replied and the other idk yet. Went out on Saturday with brother and some friends, was literally asking girls if I could kiss them lol, just experimenting. Got two kisses on the cheek which is better than nothing (probably could’ve gotten on the lips from the 2nd girl but she and her friend were catching an uber as I approached, but yeah she seemed into me). Anyway, feels good to be back on WB + SSX. Khan was brutal at times, but it’ll make a man out of anyone for lack of better words.
Day 3
WB 1 min, SSX 1 min.
Thought/realization: It doesn’t matter where one is in life specifically. One is going to experience things that produce certain feelings no matter what. The thing(s) that set the feelings off doesn’t matter; it’s how you deal with/react to the feelings that matters.
(btw nothing crazy happened to me or anything lol, it was just a thought/realization I had)
Just a quick question.
What if, understanding the thing(s) that set the feelings off, also gives you unique insight into the “why” for the “feelings” which enables you to work with them at their origin.
You would have more clarity, self understanding and finally removing the entire pattern, won’t you?