Im guided to do DR st2 for a 2nd healing wave… then just focus my stack on EOG st1 being the center of attention.
Maybe… EOG st1 and my Chosen/Stark custom Phoibos… we´ll see about that.
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Day#10
Dragon Reborn st2 × 3 minutes
EOG st1 × 3 minutes
Paragon Sleep × 3 minutes.
I feel physically tired and pretty thirsty, but in a good mood.
Ive been also having more appetite than usual. If I didnt have self control I could be eating the whole day long.
Yesterday I did a micro loop of Diamond X and then my TRE routine… I felt awesome and energized afterwards.
Its seems like if I microloop Diamond I dont get any sexual thoughts, but my girlfriend does and she ends up initiating.
When she was finished with work she looked up for me right away… The love making was very different… very good, but different. I dont think I have ever fully surrendered myself to her that way or to anybody else really… Its weird to explain.
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Secret weapon right there! 
I remember my wife shaking her ass when I walked in the room after (testing phase) Diamond ZP. Seems to be a similar effect 
I know that feel. Truly letting yourself go is what we want from our girls, right? But we rarely do it ourselves because it has something feminine to it. If you can’t control yourself anymore.
Still, it is super powerful and women love it. That’s what I learned.
And also very liberating for oneself!
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Alchemist Magick🧙♂️
Now that you mention it… I was fully blaming seductress for my girlfriend doing the same thing, but surely Diamond is helping too.
I was thinking the same! She loved it just as much as when Im fully dominant, me too. It has the advantage as you said of being totally liberating.
It aligns with the more masculine side of her… its like we were 2 different couples. 
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Every single physical pain I ever had that has an emotional/psychological component has been appearing during DR st2.
Gastritis, my right knee, my left index finger, my right pinky finger, my lower back… everythings is painful on and off.
Well my lower back was in pain before the dragon, but now its more prominent.
None of my usual techniques seems to work to lessen the pain and I know for a fact they are not medical conditions… Ive been tested before, nothing shows on the exams and the only “solution” Ive been offered is to take pain killers and learn to live with it.
The thing is with this new run of DR Ive been guided to accept the pain and welcome it in my body as a messenger… then travel with my consciousness inside the pain and just listen/observe.
A lot of strong emotions and repressed memories are coming out to the surface. I think I will keep on doing that and see where it takes me.
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I feel very weak physically, not strange considering that Im experiencing many aches in different parts of the body.
I did my TRE routine anyway and now Im flooded in endorphines… which feels very good and helps mitigate the pain.
@AlexanderGraves I already feel the surge of sexual energy… getting stronger… super smooth and pleasurable.
The good things is I can feel it going all the way up to the crown, so its not disturbing me at all.
Im gonna have to look my post to remeber if it was DR st1 or st2… but since I got a big trauma release from my heart area… my sexual energy rises effortlessly to the crown.
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That’s good, for me it is partly stuck down there and I can’t stop being horny.
Looks like DR is the King to solve this issue then. Any other methods to help get stuck energy down there to move upwards?
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HMR bro! Just get awareness of where the blocks are and deal with them with HMR.
I have a guided audio much better than the videos… let me know if you want it.
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Of course!! Send it over please 
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Shoot me an email in a PM and I’ll share it with you on google drive.
Day#12
DR v2 st2 × 5 minutes
EOG v2 st1 × 5 minutes
Paragon Sleep v2 × 3 minutes.
Listen to my stack at about 5 am then went back to sleep… finally my stack is fully v2.
For my next cycle I think Im gonna do some minor adjustments only.
Something like this:
DR st2
EOG st1
LBfH
Only replacing Paragon Sleep for LBfH…
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Im noticing that pain in general is fading away…
Im more aware of what upsets my stomach.
I stopped drinking coffee last sunday, maybe that was a factor in the huge headache I had on monday, but I noticed that black tea also hurts my stomach so Im gonna do just herbs.
Anyway… Emotional based physical pain is what motivated me to keep doing DR st2 for a second cycle and to mix things up with LBFH.
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I am aware of the fearful feeling I get just by thinking on running DR st2 for another cycle without even finishing the first one yet.
I take that fear as a very good sign to keep going… Im only scared to look at whats already there. I didnt die when it happened so… whats to be afraid of now, really?! A couple of tears? some ugly images in my mind?.. Some hurtful words in my memory?
The faster I go look under the bed… the sooner I realize there are no monsters.
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I am a lazy fuck…
Truth be told is if I gave my best effort, 90% of what I complaint about would disappear.
How can it be so hard to just move my ass and get things done.
If I could be at home not doing anything 24/7 I could easily do it… I doesnt matter how much I actually love to do what I do, I gravitate to inactivity.
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I have some real issues regarding money, work and responsibility, that I hide behind my disgust of the system and how society works.
Im feeling very disappointed at people for being irresponsible, but really Im just hating myself for not putting up to the task.
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A distorted understanding of what freedom really is. Im not free because I dont have to go to work every day at an office, Im not free because I dont have a boss.
I am a slave of my own ideas.
I am a slave of my own fears.
I am a slave of my own decisions.
I am a slave and only I have the key to get out of my self made prison… Im looking at the key and cant be bothered to pick it up, because that would mean I would have to own responsibility of my own crap.
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If I kick the key out of sight I could still blame the world for being there… If I pick it up then its 100% on me.
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Its one simple decision… yet feels so fucking hard.
Going one way will definitely change my life forever, the other will keep it the same till I die.
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Theres a level of freedom that comes from being honest to oneself about what you hide the most.
At this moment of my life Im incapable of providing financial security to our home.
I feel less worthy as a man for not being capable of doing that.
I hide my fear and pretend that everything is gonna be all right.
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hummm all of this coming out of me the very first day I listen to EOG st1 v2…
Thats interesting… I dont know what it is about v2 in general, but it digs very deep and very quick.
It might also be a factor that I finally decided to acknowledge the elephant in the room.
Its cool to be better at sex, to be more charismatic, to be more perceptive, to have a better relationship and all that… but I wasnt dealing with what was really giving me trouble in life… It was a distraction from the real work.
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