Day 44, washout day 8
So I only ran 2 loops of my customs, but the name-embedding REALLY seems to fire on the depth of the subs, specifically the ZP core script for me.
I do get results on all the modules and cores, I notice it.
But the most profound is truly Blue Skies.
Since there is no spirituality stuff in my customs, but I am having DEEP profound realisations about myself, my soul, manifesting books and videos about the higher self, etc.
Unless Heartsong has something of this @SaintSovereign ?
Or this IS what makes my heart sing⌠idk. Itâs the first time I ran HS on ZP, so maybe.
I always enjoyed Blue Skies, but the supercharged version in a name-embedded custom seems to make it all so much nicer. I am getting super-emotional writing these lines because this technology is SO profound and helps so many people better their lives. What a great gift. What a great thing you two, Saint and @Fire created there.
So anyway, itâs definitely healing a lot in me, love-wise. This might also be heart song, but I do notice a different approach. When I made that sex custom, I threw Iron Frame and Lion in there to not be fucked with and have MY way or the highway, right?
But I now realise there is no point in trying to control people. Further, I donât even want to heal them unless they come to me. I clearly see all the issues in people, for example my wife (Eagle Eye). I can tell all the things that plague her, and all the shit she does because of it, and I still love her as a human. I see the poor soul in that body trying to be loved, but sabotaging itself through all the lies from society.
Itâs a reflection of my older self. Because I was exactly that guy.
Subs helped me to overcome this on a broad spectrum, and it helped me to love people regardless of their issues. This does NOT mean I am being abused. Like @Leandros recently mentioned, when you open your heart, people might abuse you quickly. Iron Frame takes care of that. I do my things and go my way, but I understand why people act in a certain way.
Right now, my wife is pissed and withdrawn for days now. I think this is due to the massive and rapid status and alpha increase I got from the custom. Maybe even a bit intimidated by Edge of Danger
Itâs a getting used-to phase and itâs fine.