8 Months of EoG (and others) - SHADOW WORK 2022!

Journals - Major Programs
#279

JOY!

We never had so much fun while having sex. Simply because I (!) donā€™t put pressure/expectations on her anymore, so she can let herself go. Enjoy it. Be free. Etc.

Plus, way less performance pressure for me, because I just enjoy the moment.

Also told me yet again, that if the sex life sucks, in 99% of cases itā€™s the guy putting pressure on her.

Stressed women donā€™t fuck well :wink:

Positive from my POV, simply because she now also chases me sexually sometimes. In other words, she is more sexually available because I am not hellbent on it all the time. She can relax.

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Main Disc. Thread - Godlike Masculinity ZP
#280

Jesus christ those are good results. You should post them on GLM disc. thread

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#281

I just built a custom and debated putting this in, but decided the risk of the energy NOT transmuting and effecting my productivity was too great. Would love to see how transmutation goes for you

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#282

Will report back!

Day 120, UNCHAIN Custom

Ran the custom I mentioned above yesterday. Felt a slight overload. It might also be that Path of Forgiveness and/or New Beginnings fark me up a bit, feeling a bit low.
Still, itā€™s important to run this.

I might stack it with CWON for a bit of positivity.

Generally, tho, I feel GLM making me real chill and unperturbed. Which also helps a lot with this custom!

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#283

Day 122, rest day

I really love The Wonder module.
The joy it brings just in every day life is insane. Colors are more vivid, life is more fun in general.
Paired with Sanguine and GLM which just makes you SUPERLAIDBACK this is awesome.

I generally feel awesome regardless of what happens.

The confidence is also going through the roof. I feel like I can tackle everything without issue.

What Stop Porn did though is killing my libido. But it feels like itā€™s healing. As in, it is removing that shallow-porn-induced sex-drive that just focuses on fucking, and I am slowly developing a more mature sexuality, more focused on energy and interaction. I can literally FEEL it.

Plus, as someone else mentioned, any old porn-thoughts or images from the past popping up get ZAPPED right away lol
I am FOCUSED, sexual energy REDIRECTED into my endeavours, or even using it to create sexual tension with my wife.

Also I am starting to realize why the Red Pill is so bad in marriages. I feel like I am truly getting what @Skadoosh has been through. Congruence, as well as, understanding that the Red Pill just uses manipulation to get what they want, instead of PLAYING with the feminine, having fun, being vulnerable and open without losing frame.

I love these narrow subs, they tackle issue HARD and DIRECT.

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#284

Day 127, Chosen of Nature

Last loop before washout (and the only CWON loop). Rest of this cycle was only GLM and/or my GLM/Sanguine/StopPorn custom.

The first thing I did after the Chosen of Nature run was set ALL my apps on light mode lol
The darkness sort of triggered me :smiley:

Outside of that, over the last days with the custom, I noticed something: I donā€™t care about just lust anymore, I want a deeper connection with my wife.
Sex is cool and all, but once you have enough of it, you can do 2 things:

  1. Rail a new woman every now and then for the novelty thrill
  2. Build a deeper connection with your existing one to gain more from that

I chose 2 now.
BUT, I also noticed how love vanished a little bit over the past months. I was very focused on myself, inwardly, etc.
I wanna get back on this. And since I wanted to test Chosen of Nature anyway, letā€™s see what it does.

Next cycle weā€™ll be back on EoG, this time Stage 2, plus Heartsong and maybe my custom again.

I also realised a perfect new sub pattern for me.
Since ZP sticks around for 30ish days, and sometimes results are diminished when running a sub (installing) I figured I iterate each cycle on the genre.
I.e. right now it was masculinity, next cycle money and love. Then masculinity/sex again.

So whenever I am running a different genre, the last cycle can be reconciled.

That seems to work better for me than constantly running the same sub.
I got the sickest results from EoG ST1 after I was OFF of my 3 cycles. Interesting.

To anyone wanting to have numbers.
I made $10,000 last month. Before that I was at about $500-$1000 / month with my business.

plAceBo, bRo.

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Billions & The Ecstasy Of Gold - A Journal
#285

PLA$EBO.

plaĀ¢ebo

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#286

So even with EOG not making you more productive you made more money?

#287

Yes, because it manifested a marketer who wants to grow my brand to $1m.

And I ramped my coaching, prices, and placement to high ticket, so thereā€™s that.

Now, this manifestation was easy, because I already had this business.

But still, money mindset is key. When your subconscious is properly set up for money, it just rains in.

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#288

Thanks I understand, it unlocks manifestations plus a full money mindset with strategies that donā€™t necessary mean work harder but work smarter.
And I read that combining it with Sanguine and GLM helped you handle the stress and/or pressure.

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#289

Oh man! Thats exactly what Ive been doing since January aproximately.
Intuitively finding the best balance between good results and growing in different areas.

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#290

Honestly, before EoG I would have NEVER charged $5k for my coaching, even tho itā€™s easily worth it. There was just this blockage in my mind that I am stealing from them. But now, people are telling me they get so much value I should charge more. So it really was all in my mind!

Yes, absolutely! GLM and Sanguine is a powerful combo to deal with everything that comes your way.

Nice, has it been working well for you it seems? I only just thought of it, and will try going forward!

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#291

Very well actually, it helps with the ā€œwant it allā€ syndrome :rofl: and usually 2 cycles is enough to notice results and you can go add a different area.

What Ive done is have 2 areas in a cycle, like Well Being (Spartan) and Money (Emperor)ā€¦ go like that for 2 cycles and then change one.

Spartan gave me such great results that I changed it and gave it a go on a Sexual/Romantic areaā€¦ so I did Heartsong and/or Diamond with Emperor.

After a couple of cycles removed Emperor and went back to Spartanā€¦

I dont know if the idea is clearā€¦ but if I have 3 main areas I want to work with, Money, Well Being and Romance. I focus on 2 areas for a couple of cycles then replace the one with best results for the 3rd oneā€¦ then after 2 cycles replace 1 of those ( the one with most obvious results) for the one I took out previously.

More than 1 title could apply in one area.

One could argue that doing it this way will take a lot more time than just focusing on 1 area for months at a time, then do the next one.

The things is this strategy works better for me because I have more than 1 area of my life I want to improve and this helps me make improvements in a more balanced way. Im not looking to ā€œget there fastā€. For me is more important to have continuous and holistic growth.

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#292

The next cycle Im going for Spartan and my Chosen/Stark customā€¦
Thats primary focus on Well Being/Self Steem and secondary focus on Money.
The next cycle I will add Emperor to give Money more push.

Edit: On the third cycle I will remove Spartan and replace it for my Heartsong/Wanted custom.

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#293

This is the key.

I think the ā€œget there fastā€ doesnā€™t really work anyway. Focus on multiple areas step by step. Seems like a plan.

THANKS!

I still want to do a Heartsong/Wanted stack :smiley: :smiley: You ever did that?

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#294

I have a Qv2 custom with Heartsong/Wanted/Diamond/SexMastery as coresā€¦You figure how that one workedā€¦ :wink::wink:

sexyresults

Anyway, I plan to rebuild it in the near future in ZP, but just Heartsong/Wanted. I feel both titles merge in such a cool and profound way.

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#295

Last monthā€™s cycle taking effect!

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#296

YES, definitely need to run that. This combination just sounds like fun :wink:

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#297

Not sure if it is worth it, but what do you call masculinity? I mean I read your older posts and I canā€™t see any ā€œweaknessesā€ from your self-image. The Godlike Masculinity subliminal says it helps with ā€œPower, strength, ambition, character, discipline, dominance.ā€
What did you expect running Godlike Masculinity and what did you get?

#298

Well, I was part of Andrew Tateā€™s War Room, I know the Red Pill, etc. So you would say I know masculinity. And it did work in my marriage, etc.
However, it was all shallow and surface level.

I was ACTING like the strong, hard guy. But underneath I never solved the issues and traumas. I noticed that after running Emperor for a bit.

NOW, I am TRULY calm, relaxed, and leading from a position of strength.
Itā€™s a completely different feel. Like FULLY different. I am not acting anything, I AM different.

But if you donā€™t feel you need that right now, donā€™t worry, the beauty of ZP subs is that they will guide you there anyway.

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