@Forum_Ambassadors what is this guys, the system has been treating as if I’m a new member.
And now finally I can post without an approval
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You were flagged too many times by others. The system automatically places people in that status until it is manually removed. I don’t know why you were flagged, but since your recent posts had no issues, I restored your Trust Level. Please be cognizant of what’s being posted.
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What? Flagged for what?
I think this flag system needs to change.
I’m leaving the school rn and some good thins happened and also there were things which disturbed me again.
First, when I was walking towards to school I was thinking I should attempt to some research project, because when I graduated I want do master at abroad. So it would be look great on my CV.
And I arrived the school, I was sitting at the bank a teacher was standing near me and it started conversation with me said I have nice bag, lol. Then asked me what are my future plans. I said I want to do master at abroad. And he gave me some advice, most of them were things I know already. But I should give some attention to this research thing. I think a good GPA is not enough. I should do different things than the other people. But I don’t know what to do actually. I will ask this situation to some of my teachers, but I worry that attempting to research project might influence badly my GPA.
And the thing which disturbed me. I was sitting at the classroom and then the girl i liked came to classroom with a guy(friend?) and they sat down next to me. in this situation there’s nothing much thing to do for me. But I don’t like this situation. I don’t want to be victim, loser of this situation.
And the other situation beside school. One of the problem with me actually I wasn’t seeing this as a problem but for 23 year old male especially when it comes to relationships I’m very innocent and inexperienced. Maybe this is good thing for women( it might change for different cultures) but for male I don’t think so. But to change this what can I do, I feel locked trapped.
They will say talk to more women, it’s easier to say, rn I don’t have a interest to woman rather than this girl. But yes I want to change this. I don’t want to be obsessed about her especially while she doesn’t like me.
And let’s say I find someone I want to go things further, sex etc. but I’m still little confused about STDs especially about hpv and it holds me sexually.
I’m not sure whether I should get vaccinated(hpv vaccine) or not. it’s kinda heated topic. Some say you should do it’s safe but some say it’s harmful and it can cause serious side effects. And even if i want to get vaccinated, I should pay for the vaccine and it’s not cheap especially for a student. But if it’s need to be done I will do it, but still I’m not sure and even if I decided to this process will take some time.
And what I’m gonna do when I’m vaccinated, will I do mindless, casual sex? I don’t want this, then should I really get vaccinated. Maybe I will get vaccinated for nothing.
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@SaintSovereign @qOS in my situation (romantically) and especially if you consider my situation with this girl would you recommend me to run new heartsong? Or would it make worse?
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Yeah I did pmo, I don’t how can I call myself good person when I’m indulging things like this. I’m not say I’m a bad person but I don’t know.
I don’t want to give my energy and time for things like this. Actually I’m not saying this just for pmo.
it applies to this girl. I should do more productive instead of thinking and analyzing her. I should focus more on my lessons and future.
But about my life for a very long time, I feel like I’m kinda depressed not major, but it’s like hidden depression running at background of my life. it never goes.
And also I want to say I’m running subliminals like 3 years I have no idea how time passed quickly. But what changes I saw from subliminals? I don’t know.
I can’t say physically I saw great changes, and still I have not much idea how physical shifting works I will ask to support again. And mentally, even if there have been some changes, it’s hard to notice them. First I can’t see myself from outside and second most of the time it’s subtle. Yeah for this a person keep a journal regularly but I dont do it regularly, just time to time. But sometimes when I read my journal(offline) I see some things changed but also some problems stills continue.
Can I say, I saw great results from subliminals? Probably not. I mean look at the situation I’m in, I’m constantly thinking about a girl who doesn’t care about me. This shouldn’t be the case.
I should ask myself, why I couldn’t see great results. A person might say you didn’t take enough action but I don’t know, in my first years I would say yes you are right but right now I’m at college and I’m trying to find my way trying to make things happen. At least I’m willing. I want to subliminals help me along the way. Make things more easier maybe fast and effortlessness. And also after 3 years I stared question their effectiveness for me
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i did pmo again I’m wasting my time
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The healing track could help you get over her, but if you’re hoping it’ll help you get with her, then not likely
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Actually I’m not sure whether should I run Heartsong or not.
And if I decided run it, which subliminal should I drop?
Currently I’m running Khan ST1, Wanted and GLM
To be honest I would want her at least I’d like to know her. But mostly this is not gonna happen so at least yeah i want to get over her, I don’t want anyone to have influence on me like this especially when it’s one sided.
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Ask yourself why you’re running each sub and if you’re capable of acting toward your goals. Case in point, can you achieve your Wanted goals if you aren’t interested in talking to women? I get that you want the subs to help you along, but you have to help them through constant action.
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Actually I want to talk women but I have to create opportunities for this. So I think maybe wanted might help me to manifest this kinda things. And last for a few days I’m more open to people in general.
And other than, I run Khan because I want real changes now. I want to rank up as a man. I want real progress, I’m fed up with mild results.
And I run GLM to be more centered and of course for masculinity development.
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Your GLM and Khan goals align well that you get more mileage out of a two-title stack. Double down on personal development. Worry about women later.
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Thanks for the reply, I asked similar question to answer portal and I had asked for a few days ago to QoS, and both of them said drop wanted. And probably I will do that.
But notion that “focus on yourself and then women will come” started to give me ick. I don’t want to be trapped in endless self development thing. And I’m 23, how much longer i will wait?
1 year, 2 years? Or more?
Actually I was wanting to keep “Wanted” because it’s attractiveness side, but maybe later.
And I decided to take hpv vaccine I will go to doctor for this, I will take at least one shot. I don’t want this topics to hold me regard sexual area. And I’m thinking maybe this situation was manifestation from Wanted.
Have you considered this mentality is contributing to your recon? You’re running subs for development purposes (more masculinity, leveling up, etc.), but there’s a deep resistance to “endless” development. If that’s a serious concern, drop Khan. It’s a long-term commitment that could easily demand a year or more of your life. Though the copy recommends one cycle per stage, that isn’t enough time in practice — folks usually end up spending two or more cycles with each.
I get where you’re coming from: I started uni a year late, did five years across two majors, and then a post-grad program. Graduating in my mid-twenties, I felt like I was falling behind everyone. It wasn’t until I made older friends (some more successful than me, some less) that I realized how little my age actually mattered. Looking back at 27, 23 feels like a lifetime ago, and those insecurities feel more embarrassing than anything.
Self-development never really ends. We’ve got folks here in their 40s to 60s still wondering how they can do better, be better. Personally I’d rather spend my 20s doing the heavy develop than my 30s-40s.
You get this with Khan plus wealth, leadership, masculinity, etc.
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I dont think its deep resistance or serious concern, what i want actually is someone along the way
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Well try swapping Wanted for Heartsong and see how that lands. Heartsong is relationship oriented. Wanted is general attraction.
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I will do that but i will wait for 5-7 days to run heartsong after dropping wanted
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Rn I feel myself like an idiot, there are lots of things I have to do.
And I did pmo today, I don’t know how I’m gonna break free from this. I need a partner.
And yesterday I took my first gardasil vaccine I will take second one 2 months later. I don’t when I will take the 3rd one because it is expensive.