I didn’t get the instant dose of goodness from my first or second loop with this sub like it seems many here experienced. In fact, I was irritable af in certain contexts over the last week, like driving – it’s like a little rain scrambled people’s brains, and I had no patience for it. Not every time, but enough to be noticeable. I was “off”.
This morning I’d had enough of the emotional roller coaster though, and found my way into a deep, identity creating/dis-creating meditation for about an hour and change.
After I was done, I felt like a new man. Lighter. Bigger. Calmer. Present.
I realized afterwards, right as I was going to run my subs, that Sanguine had finally kicked in…
And guide me it did…
I was just about to swap it out of my stack too, but now that I’ve had a glimpse of how deeply, and subtly, the NSE scripting can operate, it’s stickin’ around.
It might not be the relaxation I want, but it’s def the relaxation I need.
This one took me by surprise.