Main Disc. Thread - The Revelation of Mind (Custom Module Available!) (2.27.23 Hotfix Available!)

I literally can’t. I’ve never made a sub script.

Just picked up random clues here and there through little comments from Saint or Fire over the years.

Truth is, though; I don’t really want to know. Not yet.

For now, I think it’ll work best if I am not thinking about it. Like watching a movie just as a naive viewer instead of as an industry insider. The naive viewer can just suspend disbelief and enjoy the story.

The industry insider is having a more complex experience: analyzing the camera angles, the filming tech, the casting, the writing, various aspects of directing, and so on. It’s fun, and it’s great to enjoy art as a creator. But for now, I’m more interested in receiving the benefits as a consumer. My goals are much more important to me than is understanding sub tech. They’re very, very important to me.

Later, when I’ve met my core goals, maybe I’ll be more interested. For now, I’m just glad that Saint and Fire are willing to create these resources. And I appreciate the odd insight that I pick up here or there.

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I see , i like to expand my understanding and perspective to be able to appreciate it more(could be recent rom scripting for learning) ,like learning of history of it and little inches of progress that are made over the years to up the game. The product ,the craftsmanship and the creator are all tied and interwoven together in the process.

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Guys, what if there is no life purpose that you are ‘destined’ for, but that life purpose is what you choose it to be? Those seeds that are deeply planted in the soil of what is your subconscious blueprint.

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Yes I don’t believe in destiny as some outside concept imposed on you. Like if my destiny were to be a CEO of some corporate company it wouldn’t happen lol. Doesn’t align with me. I think whatever destiny manifests is definitely the one cultivated within oneself.

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Imo i think there are several purposes .
First being most important is awakening to your true self beyond individual identity.
Second your growth and evolution.
Third your material world purpose which could be many different things and change over time.
This makes most sense to me.

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I listened to RoM today to test out if I should replace QL st4 with RoM in my HoM custom.

Amazing effects!

  • my thoughts are still and I just sit in peace filled with a lot of loving/joyful feelings and aliveness in my body and no thinking. I notice this joy spread around and people catch it

  • I do things automatically before having a conscious understanding, it is a bit weird. Today I decided to get delicious cantonese food, I was in the mood for some delicious crispy meat with fried rice. As I entered the restaurant I heard the waiter on the phone telling calling customers there was no possibility of a reservation today. After a long wait, an elderly chinese man took my order and I decided to wait standing up, then I saw some people get up from a table and decided to take a seat there. Sitting there feeling like a happy buddha with my earplugs in enjoying some good music, I noticed people entering the restaurant, talking mandarin(?) with the waiter and before I consciously grasped what was going on, I intuitively got up, just to realize after the waiter was about to walk up to me to ask me to take a seat elsewhere. The messed up feeling is when you do things automatically only to understand it in hindsight.

  • Moments of clarity: sitting in public transportation and having a bunch of insights into how I can improve my current custom and about purpose and life

  • Senses feel like they have been scrubbed and cleared of cobwebs

  • Music/Movies: I feel like I understand music differently I go more through the motions of music and it gives me a deeper grasp of what it is about. Movie effects are more intense, I feel the shocking moments more deeply in my body

  • Tension patterns from my mind are starting to unwind, I realized I have quite some anxiety stored in my body

  • feel called to start meditating again and I have been mindful l all day, noticing my thoughts and body sensations/feelings. It is like I have been doing my regular thing but then in a mindful way.

  • still having doubts about whether it is the right time for RoM, waiting for a crystallizing moment. Just continuing my day.

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Anyone else started to become extremely calculating, theorizing, having an almost incessant subconscious mental process of trying to understand everything in life, grasp knowledge from people reconcile it with your own beliefs, and then integrate it continuously almost like a robot?

Instead of experiencing life and especially in conversations with others, very intellectual – using others to find an understanding for your own mental process which is almost neverending; as in dragging people into your reconciliation and trying to reconcile between you and them, the world and reality around you

A constant processing of mental nonsense lol?

Also becoming inhumane, robotic, emotionless or careless?

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@Malkuth btw how many days do you wait between DR stages , just about to finish ST1 but want to fit in RoS and DR ST2 and end of month

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I’ll go to check my records and then write a proper reply. :muscle:t5:

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I somewhat reluctantly started stage 1, Dragon Fire, in July 2021. I’d started my new stack (an earlier version of the stack I’m running right now), and it became clear that internal healing and shifting were a priority. I was feeling excessively determined and internally "traffic-jammed’, which is a space I get into somewhat easily. A kind of less effective version of monk mode. So, on 11 July 2021, I set the intention and started Dragon Reborn stage 1.

One immediate effect was that I became somewhat more flexible and open with regard to my growth journey. As a result, this led to my first “break”:

13 September 2021 to 7 November 2021- I participate in the original ZP trials.

In September, Saint announced this new development called ‘ZP’ and invited intrepid forum users to test it out. I was in a newly open and flexible state of mind and thought, ‘Maybe this will be good for me so that I don’t get so hell-bent on one path again.’

haha. I imagined that it would probably last a few weeks. It wound up being 2 months. It was worth it. We got the amazing ZP build, which is still unfolding and leading to enhanced results for everyone (including yours truly).

Anyway that was an uncharacteristically long break between Dragon Fire (stage 1) and Dragon Blood (stage 2). I suspect that might have been one of those perfect , ‘Divine Timing’ kinds of deals that I would never have done had there not been an external reason.

On 8 November 2021, I began stage 2 of Dragon Reborn: Dragon Blood. At this point, it was still in the (recognizedly intense) Qv2 build. There was no Dragon Reborn ZP yet.

Ran Dragon Blood Qv2 from 8 November 2021 to 28 January 2022.

That’s when Dragon Reborn ZP was released. I finished out the last week of Dragon Blood (28 Jan 2022 to 5 February 2022) in Dragon Blood ZP.

Took 5 days for processing, and then started stage 3 Dragon Flight (now) ZP, on 11 February 2022.

11 February to 24 Apr 2022 was Dragon Flight. On Qv2, I’d listen to one stage for 3 months. Now with ZP it switched to 3 play periods. Each play period was 26 days (21 active days + 5 sub-free processing days).

And ultimately, 30 April 2022, started Dragon Reborn (stage 4 of Dragon Reborn).

From 30 April to 15 June (2 ZP play periods) I ran the major program version.

At the same time, overlapping that, I created a Dragon Reborn-based Terminus-build custom, DRAKARI Transcend. From 16 May to 11 July 2022, I also played that.

11 July 2022 was my final day with Dragon Reborn.

After that, I took a month for processing and washing out. On 12 August, I started my current, post-DR phase of listening.

And that, as they say, is that.

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Hmm… so throughout most (really all) of my journey, I was playing different versions than the one that exists now. ZPv2.

I had one long break between stages 1 and 2. And after that, I had very short breaks–the recommended 5 days–between 2 and 3, and between 3 and 4. After 4, I had a longer washout break.

Wishing you a very fruitful and utterly expansive and singular journey of your own!

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I feel lucky to be starting early on with ZPv2 and RoM pushing it harder

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Anyone feeling of high or other states of mind while using RoM? Can someone describe if any

Decided to switch my stack up more and add Stark back into rotation and combined with this I can already feel the synergy of this combo

Too slick :sunglasses:

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I would not say robotic or emotionless but I did experience some periods of being less emotional to events that would normally annoy me. Thirteen days with ROM with 3 loops so far.

The careless or inhumane part, I did not experience that.

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Ever since I’ve started this sub I’ve become acutely aware of sensations in my body that go along with processing.

I still don’t fully understand it. One of them is this feeling of a huge blockage that needs to broken down in my solar plexus. I’ve always been pretty in tune with my body to some degree, but this is a step beyond. I find myself asking what exactly is it? Nerve bundles? Muscular tension? Energy? It’s a strong sensation but I can’t identify it and my attention is constantly pulled towards it.

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On the energetic level there is an association between the solar plexus and the egoic self. I’d look in that direction perhaps.

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Very interesting. I generally stay away from reading up on this stuff because I don’t like building expectation and also having a reliable source of info is hard. I also like alternate explanation for things. But this is very connected to what I’ve been feeling lately. Especially considering I could actually use more ego to help me navigate this world better.

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What you would find out is to get your ego upgraded to the same level as the rest of you. Typically this involves the current model going through a retirement. Kill the old you, birth the new you. Or something like that.

Super zoomed out energetic concepts ahead:

One of the few rules that seems true on every level is that two different vibrations can’t exist in the same space unless they’re in sync. So in this case… your ego, is a vibration, an energy, it has to vacate the space to allow for a different vibration to enter that space.

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I just love this way of looking at it. An evolution of the “ego”, rather than the death of it.

Fantastic :blush: :raised_hands:

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Thanks @James! He is my hero!

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