Yea, I had some healing to do to make peace with people picking up on my love as well. This was before or maybe right around when I first tried subliminals.
I had this job and it wasn’t that great because people would rather talk about people than with them. Even if you did try to talk people they wouldn’t really like you because you were being genuine. They wanted to butt kissing stuff. But I treated everyone with respect and made the mistake of focusing on myself. I thought I could walk through the world in this high state of love because I’d read many of the spiritual masters and listened to them.
Well, I found out all about the crab bucket mentality. People tried their best to tear me down and on occasion when I would finally get mad after putting up with way more than anyone of them ever could, they’d laugh. That was funny to them to tear someone down from higher consciousness, to make them angry.
So it was a good thing despite all the hell I went through. It showed me that what started the “problems” for me was having the audacity to take to heart many of these spiritual teachings, to actually live it myself. So I had more healing to do, thankfully Dragon Reborn came along and it’s getting better but it’s not always easy.
I tried different jobs and it was worse than people picking up on my love. But I’d have people who kind of internet stalked me and found out I considered myself an empath. Then they got the genius idea that I had no feelings of my own and any feeling I felt they were so dumb they’d ask each other, whose feeling is that? So then when I was maintaining love one time a woman said that was hers, then her boyfriend was going to get jealous because she was “in love.” lol but they also don’t seem to understand Universal Love either.
I got a new job and one time I was walking through a gym and this bodybuilder guy told someone they were were “in love.” But I didnt’ like that because I could see people didn’t understand that. I was feeling love and that vibration would spread out and most people couldn’t handle it. So I got made out to be the problem when all I did was my job and to mind my own business as best I could. Meanwhile my privacy was being violated and invaded on levels I won’t mention in public anymore. So I had to quit my job and have been unemployed for about 2 years now.
I think I’m on my way back to being healed enough to have nothing for anything to stick to. But I’ve still got a ways to go.
So I definitely can relate to what you’re saying. And I can tell you that you’ve got it easy. And might you consider that it’s not “them” you’re rejecting, but rather some part of you?