Still feeling very chill and pretty happy, also had a lot more confidence for my test that I had today and I got an A. Stuff that usually stresses me out doesnt and when it does I am able to catch my self and calm down. People have been friendlier to me and I have been laughing more as well as making others laugh.
So far my theory has been proven to be true, that with self love comes self respect, and self trust. I am studying more and actually more focused on my workouts because I want to better myself and start taking care of my body.
Another possibility is that I am thinking about swapping out WANTED (for now) with Emp Fitness cause I want to start focusing more on my fitness and overall health again.






. And I talked to these people again and like nothing happened
everything was at ease mood
as always (pun intended ) annoyance, don’t want to be loving it didn’t help me in the past , realising that most of what I am trying to achieve because I have lack of self acceptance or self hatred in one degree or another .