Well. I ran LZP in bed last night. Ultrasonic. Way more loops than the recommendation. I won’t say how many because I don’t feel like fielding the comments about how I’m going to implode or whatever else.
But holy shit. I worked on my empire project (tons of programming in PHP and JavaScript at this stage)
Way more focus than even my beloved AscMogulQ and LimitlessQ stack.
None of the weird borderline nervous producing anxiety jitters like I got from that stack either.
Finally forcing myself to go to bed at 2am my time. Only because I have to work tomorrow.
LZP is amazing. No recon ever after my bit of strategic overload. I expected some recon. But got none.
As for my beloved AscMogul/Limitless stack, I suspect the nervous productivity I got on that was due to there being so much overlap in the productivity modules listed on the sales pages for both of those titles.
I doubt stacking AscMogulZP and LimitlessZP would be the same jittery productivity since ZP is tighter and more focused. I suspect that would still be a powerhouse of WTF proportions though.
The only possible “recon” would be when a friend sent I were talking about DIY maker projects today. We got to talking about Popsicle sticks.
I remembered when, as a kid, I made a pretty cool storage box for my stepdad for Father’s Day. It was all Popsicle sticks, glue, and tiny bits of elastic that served as hinges for the lid.
I mentioned later that year to my biodad about it. His first response? “What did you make ME?”
I realize NOW that his response was yet another layer of passive-aggressive control. At that time though, of course I allowed myself to feel guilty and “not good enough”
I actually experienced a bit of anger today when thinking about that shit. But I also just as quickly got back to work on my empire project. That anger was gone in an instant when I took my thoughts off the past. That might actually be a speed record for time to get over a “bad” feeling state!
