That’s the way to go. 
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This pleases me
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I ran out of likes again 
Definitely made the right choice starting wash out a couple days early.
I was experiencing the “I’m gonna quit subs” recon yesterday.
It went pretty deep and intense yesterday.
I got my best nights sleep in awhile at least.
Woke up and taught my 3rd of 4 yoga teaching videos with a partner. Feels good to be almost finished this intensive training.
I’m debating if I should continue with Genesis but reducing the listening time because I’m having way too much dreaming and waking up tired which doesn’t fit with my current lifestyle.
I’m also debating if I just create customs or find an ideal stack & sticking to it until I feel I got everything I need from it.
The disagreements between the boyfriend and I are getting really frustrating at times. It feels like I’m giving my energy away sometimes. I feel like I’m being projected on a lot and I don’t want to feel like I have to defend my worth when I worked so hard to get to where I’m at today.
My energy is sacred and I want to use it in the best ways possible.
Maybe I should create a custom around business wealth goals and another for health and well-being.
Life is weird sometimes. I feel like I’m floating around today.
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I feel exposed. Almost feel naked and vulnerable.
I’ve shared a lot of me on here lately.
Putting myself out there differently.
Maybe I’m not ready for the world as much as i thought I was.
Gotta be more powerful and strong when taking in feedback and opinions from others. I felt extremely triggered today by my post asking about where to to from here.
This is the first forum I’ve ever participated in.
I feel like I am drifting away but I’ll find my way back…
Less is more.
After filming my 3rd of 4 videos for yoga teacher training, I went back and screenshot some of my poses.
Noticing some physical shifting and improvements with my form also.
Totally feeling proud of this! 
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I feel like the healing part of Genesis is harder than DR1 was for me. It could also be the combination with LB though.
A lot is being revealed about myself. Where I am still being inauthentic. Where I am still people pleasing. Where I am still judging others. Where I’m still not being non violent towards myself or others & not in the physical sense.
I’m seeing where I still may need to reparent myself. The parts of me that weren’t provided for as a young child. Not to get caught up here, but to give those parts of me love and patience.
I asked myself today, when did I actually experience being spoken to in a way that feels good by my parents or foster mom? When did I actually feel heard or appreciated?
I expect others to speak to me in a certain way, but am I doing the same? Not always. It’s a bit hypocritical.
I see where I am full of crap sometimes.
I’m not enjoying when I feel sad but don’t know why I am sad. Where I just start weeping like a baby.
I notice when I have a realization of an area that needs love & healing but then I quickly go back to being defensive and protective of my self worth. Like I’ve gotta prove something.
Moments where intimacy and connection could happen, I feel like I don’t receive it well.
Grateful for this awareness.
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Woke up wanting to listen to Deepak Chopra. Love this guy. Haven’t followed any of his content in ages.
Enjoyed a short meditation on letting go.
Listening to this right now:
“Our senses do not take in a world that already exists.
They project a world that we experience as a particular species and how we interpret it.”
“Everything that is manifests, exists as space time matter energy.”
I’m sitting outside soaking in the sun with my 3 mushroom coffee ~ reishi, lions mane & cordyceps.
Enjoying the birds flying all around me, chirping and singing. The greenery.
Appreciating the spaces between everything.
The colours, the vibrancy. Life 
In one of the videos I listened to, the guest speaker was speaking on the matter of people having NLM ~ near living moments. Witnessing the breakthroughs of those who once experienced near death experiences or living in a way where they were essentially just killing themselves slowly.
Learning to truly love unconditionally, experience internal & external peace, harmony, joy, bliss.
To be an unbothered soul.
I was someone who had multiple NDE before I was 20. I manifested all kinds of situations from a state of fearing living & loving, with all its consequences. At one point I remember quoting Freddy Mercury a lot ~
I don’t want to die,
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all. 
I sometimes wonder how or why I ended up meeting a shaman at 13 & experiencing plant medicines. I opened my third eye so young. I had many supernatural experiences. I tried to balance between the light and dark. The idea of duality.
I appreciate its place in the world but I now come from a more non dualistic approach.
Non-duality is an ancient Eastern philosophy that means not two . It refers to the nature of existence consisting of one interconnected whole, rather than many separate things cobbled together.
I just feel super inspired again to find a way to share my story with the world & the story of others too.
My bf wants to start a podcast with me & I am beginning to truly see the benefit of this experience.
I always wanted to engage & connect with others walking the path of consciousness & awakening. I love interviewing people from all walks of life. I started doing that with my camcorder in the 90s.
I may have veered off the path here and there, but in the grand scheme of things, not really. Everything happened for my own benefit and to also benefit many others too. My story is gold. 
Some random throwbacks: 
“What you consent to can only be discovered by an uncritical observation of your reactions to life.Your reactions reveal where you live psychologically; and where you live psychologically determines how you live here in the outer visible world.”
-Neville Goddard
The Power of Awareness
Oh yeah…
Court today … this afternoon… this time I have re~opened the case because I am ready to stand up for what I believe is best for my daughter.
Feeling all the feels… this has been over a 2 year “battle” with my ex. My ex & his family contributed to lots of pain & suffering in my family, defamation of my character, and testing of my faith in God/the creator.
I won’t give up.
If you feel you, or your life is out of control, or are you feel you want change but everyone thinks you are crazy, believe in yourself.
Know that your wild spirit is being given an empowerment from the universal goddess of life to become untamed.
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The following explains what I am experiencing right now… with all areas of life, including my material possessions…
It just clicked for me right now that Genesis is aiding me along this yogic journey wonderfully.
Aparigraha or non-attachment is the last Yama in Patanjali’s Eight Limbs of Yoga.
It often translates to non-greed non-attachment & non-possessiveness
The yamas are essentially moral guidelines by which to live with regard to our relationship with ourselves, and the world around us.
Aparigraha in our minds:
Hindsight is a wonderful – and annoyingly useful – thing. If only we knew that those things we obsessively worry over didn’t really matter? If only we could stop being concerned with what might happen, and just enjoy what is happening?
Each time we enter into a new relationship, experience a sensation of joy and happiness, or start a new project, there’s often a flash of concern as we think – even just for a moment – what happens when this is over? What will come of this?
Aparigraha offers us so much freedom – the freedom to work and do what we love without worrying about the outcome, the freedom to rely less on external and material possessions to bring us happiness, and the freedom to experience everything life has to offer, whatever that may be.
Taken from the following website:
**TO BE YOURSELF IN A WORLD THAT IS CONSTANTLY TRYING TO MAKE YOU SOMETHING ELSE IS A GREAT ACCOMPLISHMENT” **
– RALPH WALDO EMERSON
Love this.
**** You are free to choose the concept you will accept of yourself. Therefore, you possess the power of intervention, the power which enables you to alter the course of your future. The process of rising from your present concept to a higher concept of yourself is the means of all true progress. The higher concept is waiting for you to incarnate it in the world of experience.**
-Neville Goddard
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