What a wonderful day it’s been for me… choline added in with my supplement regimen has been excellent so far!
Way less “recon” & much more adventure & action orientation.
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Day 9 ~ Seductress full loop
During a morning business call, I got several shout outs from one of the leaders. 
I had a coaching call with a client & it went super amazing!
Took myself on a date for brunch.
Had a yummy call with a friend.
Here’s a little gold I’d like to share:
Everyone will be saved, because everyone is God and God is saving himself. At the present time you do not know you are God; but you will know it when you enter the state called Paul, for in that state the revelations unfold and you, too, will say: “I did not get it from a man. It came through a revelation of Jesus Christ. He unveiled himself in me as my very being. Now I know there is no other.”
So I say to my friend: your revelation is true. You have been called and elected. You have been chosen – not by men, but by God, which is the definition of a saint in scripture. How could any man make another man a saint? The idea is stupid. When you are called, you are sainted. When you are elected, you are sainted. When you are chosen, you are sainted, and no man, looking at you, could ever see you as a saint. You are still capable of losing your temper and being violent. That means nothing. Be everything that you are, for you are already redeemed by reason of your experiences.
So, the characters of scripture are not historical. To see anyone – including Jesus Christ – as a person who walked this earth, is to see truth tempered to the weakness of your soul, and unable to bear the strong light of revelation. Jesus Christ is the perfect state into which you are all moving. And in that state, scripture unfolds to reveal you as God. And who is he? He is your own wonderful human imagination!
If all things are possible to your imagination, then all things are possible to imagine! How would you act if God imagined you as you want to be? How would you feel? What would you do? Then do it. Feeling its reality, have faith in your imaginal act. Desire is your hope. Your imaginal act is your subjective appropriation of the hope you want to objectify. Now, faith is the link between God’s power and your desire. He doesn’t question your desire. He who is all creative power and know-how, simply gives it to you. That is Christ, he who is defined as the power of God and the wisdom of God.
Now, if you test God and prove to yourself that imagination does create reality, tell others. If they try it and it works for them, does it really matter what the world thinks? If they think the idea is insane, it won’t be the first time. They thought Einstein was insane. There are those who think I am. That’s perfectly all right, for the day will come when God will reveal himself in each individual, and then that one will move from the state of Saul to Paul.
There is no other God, for God became Man by assuming all of his human weaknesses and limitations. God is not pretending he is you. When he became your breath, he had to take your unique qualities upon himself. That was his crucifixion. No man was nailed upon a cross bar; your body is the cross Christ wears. He is buried in you and will rise in you. His tomb is the human skull where he lays dreaming. So awake, you sleeper, who forgot eternity in the pursuit of the moment. Although this moment seems so real, you are its reality and the central being of scripture.
~Neville Goddard
& here’s me in my essence:
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Day 10 ~ Rest
I had another semi conscious dream like state experience where it felt like my bed was gonna fall through the floor & into the water.
The only difference this time is that I felt like I was being held and protected.
So many people are telling me they love me & I make them smile.
I’m definitely seeing physically shifting going on…
A friend told me I need to do something with my writing.
The Airbnb host asked if I wanna use her spot to teach yoga.
I’m feeling sad today for some reasons. It’ll be okay though.
Ikea bedframe right?
In that case no Ikea.
Agree, pen and paper are a very good start.
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You is funny 
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Day 11 ~ RM & Stark 5min loops
After reading something @SaintSovereign wrote on a thread about self~care this morning, I called my chiropractors office, which I haven’t seen in a few years. She just happened to get a cancellation just before I called which meant I was able to get in today!
I had the best neck release I’ve ever had in all my life.
I found myself giving her compliments like “you never age” and “it’s like you’re frozen in time.”
I remember back to previous seductress listening cycles where I found myself looking up pelvic floor physio. Today I found someone who has training in Reiki and pelvic floor physiotherapy. I took action and booked a session for next week.
I’m so excited!!!
My new beauty bar soap came in the mail this evening.
I’ve been going commando more since HoT & now with Seductress.
I sat in a fairly public area in my bra the other day.
Continuing to hear “I love you” from people more than usual. 
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Day 12 ~ Rest Day
It stormed all night 
and my 3 year old snuck in bed with me briefly.
This morning she told me she was watching me while I was asleep and blew me a kiss. 
She’s so precious.
I got her an Elsa dress from Frozen. She sings and dances for me. We have princess parties. It’s so soothing for my inner child. I was very much animated like she is. I am more accepting of her gifts than I used to be of myself.
This has me coming out of my shell more. Less stiff in the hips.
Shake that butt, shake that butt, y’all gonna see me shake that butt. 
~my 3 year old came up with that
I’ve decided to cancel my 13 year olds applied behaviour analysis therapy in my home. I’ve actually seen regressive behaviour more so than eliminations of unideal behaviour.
I worked with children for over a decade focused on behaviour modification & I’ve done so much on my own to help him become more independent. So why bring more people into my home who just seem to be frustrating my son and me!
When getting clear on what the heck I really want for myself and my family, it’s so much easier to take action.
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Day 13 ~ seductress full loop then fell back asleep briefly…
Got up deciding to stay in my pjs, put on my headphones and dance 
while preparing my coffee…
Had a moment experiencing the effects from RM with a song I’ve loved since I was a young girl butI experienced it much differently.
The Rain Song by Led Zeppelin …
How fitting with the current heavy rain and storming we’ve been having here.
Cleansing purifying and releasing what no longer serves.
It was a deeply profound moment with reflection on my artistic passions that don’t get enough attention due to my excuses. I continue noticing how I have made having kids an obstacle when it doesn’t have to be.
I will continue to work on this.
I was staring at the broken tree branches experiencing a moment of healing.
Edit: Yesterday, I reviewed the bladder/kidney meridian & fascia lines that connect with it. The bladder is the emotion of fear courage and safety. With a balanced bladder meridian, the element of water and yin energy, you are able to courageously move out of fear and into more love joy and abundance.
I made a greater connection with the chakras as well.
My next yoga class will be taught themed around the superficial backline / bladder meridian / sacral chakra.
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I heard it for the first time more than 30 years ago… still love it.
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When I brought my youngest to the park today there were 2 woman there who ended up talking with me for like 2 hours. They shared very private and intimate details of their lives. I sensed they felt relief talking with me.
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Day 14 ~ REST
Woke up to a novel of texts about how subs are ruining my brain & creating mental illness….
Last night, I dreamed of releasing a toilet bowl full of parasites.
The night before I dreamed of my throat chakra clearing and balancing on all levels and layers.
I’m experiencing so much love & acceptance while also having very liberating conversations with different walks of life, yet I have this ongoing cycle with the person who thinks subs are ruining my brain.
I notice patterns in behaviours very quickly but find myself second guessing myself.
Feeling like I’m being gaslit and baited, so I can be easily controlled. I’ve tried to stop this assumption but it hasn’t been easy.
It appears this person feels threatened and reacting and then I am reacting to that rather than responding in a more useful way.
& threatened by what anyways… 
I try to see the best in all people regardless of their circumstances. This is tricky.
Effective immediately: washing out from Stark & RM, but keeping Seductress for the remainder of the 21 days.
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That sounds like a pretty extreme fear based reaction for sure.
How do you think you should respond to it?
I respectfully disagreed.
I asked them to 
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Was just curious because of this part you wrote. It sounds like what you did was useful to me.
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Day 17 ~ Seductress 5 minute loop
A lot has happened since my last entry which was only a few days ago.
I’m truly grateful for this place.
I feel so grateful that @SaintSovereign & @Fire responded to me so promptly. It opened something up in me. Ignited something.
These guys truly give a shit about us and have produced some very powerful products that will change your life for the better, if you truly open yourself up and believe in the process.
Conscious guidance and daily actions must take place in order to get the results you’re going after. Taking action could simply be using your imagination and getting into state akin to sleep envisioning with sensory vividness what is exactly that you want, experiencing it from the wish fulfilled, not how to get the wish fulfilled. That gets you all loopy and caught up in the head.
I had to get really honest with myself these past 48 hours on what I had created and allowed. It’s been a rollercoaster ride over the past year since manifesting my “SP”. I journaled a lot to @Trader during this experience. I experienced terror and panic, second guessing, confusion, and reopened a lot of my past traumas.
When I started listening to subs, I was extremely experimental and didn’t fully understand the point of listening recommendations. I tried to command my subconscious to allow so much to get in. I manifested a very harmful situation emotionally and mentally which began to affect me on a physical level. I allowed lies, deceit, manipulation, emotional and mental abuse into my world. Why? I thought I had healed the part of me that believed she was a victim or not worthy of something healthy and stable.
I used up so much energy and time trying to fix this situation. I distracted myself fro my business aspirations while dealing with this mess. I tried to fix and heal something far beyond my scope of practice.
Addiction is a mother quacker. Mental illness is no joke.
The old me would have handled this so much differently, so I thank this community, my newly reformed self discipline and all the love and support I’ve been receiving to keep me on my feet without falling to pieces.
Once you hit the bottom, it’s only upward from there!
I’m glad I didn’t allow someone’s paranoia and irrational mind to stomp my growth and progress. That I didn’t allow their delusions to stop me from my subliminal journey.
I use subs as a tool not a weapon. I use subs as medicine that nurtures supports and empowers me as I keep moving forward.
I felt more cortisol but allowed myself to sit with it and breathe. More stillness, more meditation and more inner connectiveness.
I feel sad, I feel a bit uncertain and scared of this next little while as I pick up the pieces and rebuild without the “SP” who provided a lot but also took a lot from me too. 
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Day 19 ~ Seductress 7min loop.
Yesterday I kept realizing where I’ve been taking actions & getting big or small results from the subs I’ve been using over the last year or 2, more so seductress & HoT specifically though. They have been very useful on my journey.
I have the highest flow factor with Seductress when I’m not in resistance of the wild woman that I truly am at the core.
The more I dance, move and groove, shake my ass and all that, the more I flow deeper I move into my amazing self. The art of being whole .
I’m gonna share a photo of my physical progress below from HoT and Seductress, as well as a short cycle of Spartan. I was a bit hesitant to share it when I took it because the mess I was in with the “SP” situation, but holding back isn’t healthy.
I mostly do hatha vinyasa and yin yoga practice as well as dance and some Pilates/martial arts moves for my physical practice. The more important component was getting my mind straight and focused. Getting my emotions in check. If those aren’t right then it makes the physical stuff more challenging.
I have had moments with mind work where I felt myself exercising my body and saw results through conscious guiding. It’s important to participate in your scene and not be the spectator. Are you seeing yourself climbing the ladder or are you seeing the ladder while you climb up? When I do my mind work, it usually always leads me to moving in some way even if only for 5 minutes. Quality over quantity for me these days.
I grew up in the gym and fitness world. Holistic health world. I’m starting to find a healthier balance because at one point I had body dysmorphia with an obsession on checking scales multiple times a day or checking the mirror 🪞a lot.
I’d love to get back to lifting weights maybe once or twice a week, but no pressure there. Maybe I’ll eventually explore other physical practices more deeply.
I love body exercises the most right now. Yoga is my jam!
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Nice bra, reminds me of Scotland.
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Decided to give HS a listen for 5 mins. just now.
May listen 1 more time when I do my last listening day of Seductress before wash out. (On Saturday.)
I feel that this wash out will last for awhile.
I wanna experience the bloom effects while going deeper into action mode.
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