Year of the Sexcessful Emperor

COWolfe · July 8, 2022, 6:37am

                 **7/3/22 CYCLE 7 WEEK 4**
                 **WASHOUT WEEK #7**

I know that date was several days ago. I just haven’t felt like making many entries lately. I’m not noticing much of anything lately. Not that I can really put into words anyway. Something is different since I started the new custom, but I can’t really put my finger on it at this point. Strange.
my temper has been closer to the surface for the last couple of weeks. At one point, the wife was making some kind of frustrated hand gestures because she didn’t approve of how I was driving. I suddenly and without thinking about it yelled “Knock it off!”. It just came out without going through my behavioral filter if that makes any sense, and it was a LOT harsher than I would intend it to be.
I am not used to losing control like that and I found it kind of concerning. I think that it has something to do with GLM, but I’m not sure if it’s some kind of recon or what. There were a few other similar incidents.
I have been thinking about how I used to be a lot. It occurred to me that I used to do a whole lot of mental self torture and I no longer do.
For instance every time I made a mistake, I’d get this kind of mocking, singsong mental voice that would rip on me. That absolutely doesn’t happen anymore. Matter of fact my head is a much more peaceful place now.
That is probably me realizing once again how much DR did for me.

COWolfe · July 11, 2022, 4:59am

                  **7/10/22 CYCLE 8 WEEK 1**

I’ve been trying to get a workout program going as well as get to BJJ. The schedules don’t work that well for me as I work nights, and have just had problems getting up in time to get anything going.
The above was a lame excuse of course, what I’m having issues with is discipline. So from a subliminal standpoint I’m switching things up a bit to give myself the kick in the ass that I do clearly need. This cycle is going to be my seduction custom and Spartan and that’s it.
I just ran the first set of loops.
I’m going to try to get to JJ at noon tomorrow. That means that I’ll get home, sleep till about eleven, then come home and get a couple more hours of sleep.
I didn’t get the job I was in for. That got me a bit depressed, but I was thinking about why that depressed me. I think I mentioned that I’ve gotten a good insight into why men get depressed, and it gave me the answer.
That is, it makes me feel powerless and not good enough. Inferior.
Ok, how do I solve that? By finding some aspect of my life that I do have control over, and exercising that control. In this case that is going to be my physical fitness.
I had an interesting conversation with the wife. I was telling her about my plan to spend the entirety of next year running Khan.
She asked me why I’m waiting.
That is actually a very good point. I may give it an early start, and may even make it the eighteen months of the Khan. That should give it time for a real deep transformation.

COWolfe · July 12, 2022, 7:19am

I’ve been thinking about the conversation I had with my wife about Khan. I’m wondering more and more why I’m waiting. Khan personifies a lot of who I want to be and it’s a deeply transformative sub. Why not get going with it?
I’m kind of feeling stuck and dead ended at the moment, so I’m at least going to start designing the custom now.

Palpatine · July 12, 2022, 7:23am

Definitely go for it if you’re feeling led to run it.
I am glad I got on it finally.

I tried ST3 today for the first time, to see how I’d do with it. Stacked with Libertine (the upgraded).

Man…I need more ST1 and ST2 I felt recon like crazy…must be that “get out there and take action” scripting and I wasn’t acting on it…stayed home today because it was so hot here today.

COWolfe · July 12, 2022, 8:12am

I’m planning on four cycles for the first three stages and six for the last myself. That should about do it.

COWolfe · July 13, 2022, 4:13am

I’ve settled on the second core for my Khan run. Chosen. I really had to think about what I want out of this run to come up with that one.
I want to be a guy with the badass, dangerous edge that gets that certain type of fear based respect from some. However I also want to be well liked for more positive reasons. The iron fist in the velvet glove.
That is especially true because I need to be a good father and family man as well as being the Khan.
This run is going to go from August first of 2022 to the end of 2023, possibly the end of January 2024 to make it an even eighteen months.

Palpatine · July 13, 2022, 4:18am

I put thought into Khan and Chosen earlier this year. I actually ran Chosen with K1.
Felt great at first, but then the recon hit. Mainly (I think) as I’ve got nobody really to “lead”.

I quit doing that stack but may revisit it sometime. My recon at the time came (again, I think) because I was limited in my thinking about the “leadership” Chosen has. I think with something like Khan, done long enough, Khan+Chosen will turn a man into more of the man women want to lead them.

That’s my thought on Khan and Chosen anyway. I’m looking forward to your progress with it.

Apollo · July 13, 2022, 4:46am

I enjoyed that stack immensely.

Chosen and Khan both resonated with me. On one hand, I want to be a good man, to help and to deal with people with honor, kindness and with respect but at the same time I also have a more primal, self centric side which is the domain of Khan. I want wealth, success and all the best things this life has to offer.

My demeanor was generous, gracious and I effortlessly took the lead more often, confidence was through the roof, and I got treated very well for the most part.

However I recall an incident when I felt slighted and I couldn’t let it pass. My demeanor changed, for a lack of a better description from Walter White to Heisenberg in a very short moment and I wasn’t going to back down.

It was an ice cold, powerful demeanor that I felt with Khan ZP and it feels good to have that kind of power within and when needed. I was on Khan ST2 when this happened. Even with that incident that day was fantastic, and I had it marked down in my private journal.

The intimate prowess of Khan is also legendary. Khan is another masterpiece.

Palpatine · July 13, 2022, 5:02am

That’s what I’m talking about! Awesome

COWolfe · July 13, 2022, 5:15am

During this run I will be limiting myself to one other sub to be switched out as needed. Custom or store. That is to keep the focus where it needs to be. That is aside from a weekly run of Ascension Chamber.
I will probably be starting with Spartan, but I believe that Inner Circle and PCC are going to get some play as well.

COWolfe · July 14, 2022, 4:52am

OK, here is the first version of my Khan/Chosen custom.

Khan (current Stage)
Chosen
Fortune’s Favorite
The Boundary
Lifeblood Fable
Eagle Eye
Furious Ascent
Discordia Deliverance
Way of ROI
Debt Annihilator
Stress Displacement
Rogue
Song of Joy
True Sell
Dragon Tongue
Voice Master
Seducers Gaze
Sex Manifestation
Perfect Style and Smell
Mosiac

What do y’all think?

Palpatine · July 14, 2022, 5:53am

Debt annihilator kinda seems out of place you me. It’s probably ok since Khan has wealth scripting.

The rest seem more seductiony to me at a glance. Though The Way of ROI is probably broad enough to help the Debt Annihilator gain traction.

I have Debt Annihilator in all my customs so far. Definitely not disparaging it.

COWolfe · July 14, 2022, 7:14am

This is supposed to be working on everything I think I’m going to be working on in the next eighteen months. Debt is part of that. True sell will theoretically make me more persuasive in general, and Way of ROI should help with everything.

RVconsultant · July 16, 2022, 6:22pm

Using 100 words or less, would you please post what you what this custom to do?

COWolfe · July 18, 2022, 5:14am

                **7/17/22 CYCLE 8 WEEK 2 **

Spartan seems to be kicking in. I got my ass out of bed and got it into BJJ for the last two days. I had a great time and performed pretty well for an old dude. The times are inconvenient, but I make it work, and I’ll continue to.

Good question. I’m looking to pick up where DR left off in reforming myself into the guy I saw myself becoming when I was nineteen. DR got a lot of mental obstacles out of the way, but it left me in a kind of blank slate state. As DR was about getting rid of what I didn’t want anymore, this one is about moving into who I DO want to be and living the life I want to.
What I’m aiming for can basically be described as a badass nice guy which is why I’m choosing chosen to blend with Khan. I want to be well respected and likes by people of good will, but someone who people who aren’t of good will won’t even think of screwing with.
I’m looking to make my life both more successful and more fun. I want to be more daring in all aspects of my life, more socially adept, more persuasive, and of course a world class ladies man.

COWolfe · July 20, 2022, 9:53am

Glad I couldn’t afford to pull the trigger on that custom yet. I think that Chosen just got bumped for True Sell. That really might help me with my career goals a lot more.

COWolfe · July 21, 2022, 4:24am

I’m torn. I’m sold on adding True Sell into a new custom right away. The reason being that this year is supposed to be about improving my social skills as they relate to success, and one of the things that I’ve felt that I need to improve is my persuasion ability.
This is a godsend for that.
The question is, do I continue the year of the Sexcessful Emperor trading Daredevil out for True Sell, or do I begin The Eighteen Months of the True Khan now?
There are two of my basic goals from SE that I haven’t achieved yet. I haven’t slept with any additional women, and I haven’t gotten the career track job yet.
Both Continuing with SE and starting Khan are pretty certain to help with both of those goals, but Khan is a longer term plan. It’s likely that I won’t see that much in the way of results during the first two stages. Also, I’m nice and used to Emperor so my subconscious will likely be free to concentrate on TS instead of integrating a bunch of new stuff all at once.
On the other hand, Khan is a deeply transformative program, it’s definitely the plan for next year, and the sooner I start, the sooner I’ll start getting results.

Palpatine · July 21, 2022, 4:27am

Might stick with your current plan but run True Sell most once or twice weekly to see how it blends in with your stack.

COWolfe · July 21, 2022, 4:46am

I’m trying to stick with two programs for now. Custom or regular.
Whichever I decide, I’m committed until the end of the year, or the end of 2023 depending.

COWolfe · July 21, 2022, 10:58pm

I went and did it early this morning. The Eighteen Months of the True Khan begins August first. Actually on Sunday the thirty first of July because I start my subliminal week on Sunday.

Module #1

Khan ST1 Core 1
Module #2

True Sell Core 1
Module #3

Fortune’s Favorite 1
Module #4

Alpha Body Language 1
Module #5

Mountain Breaker 1
Module #6

Potentiator 1
Module #7

Furious Ascent 1
Module #8

Song of Joy 1
Module #9

Seducer’s Gaze 1
Module #10

Voice Master 1
Module #11

Story Teller 1
Module #12

Rogue 1
Module #13

Entranced 1
Module #14

Lifeblood Fable 1
Module #15

Inner Gasoline 1
Module #16

Fusion Optimized 1
Module #17

Stress Displacement 1
Module #18

Perfect Style & Smell 1
Module #19

Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver 1
Module #20

Mosaic

I considered skipping stage one because I did a year of Dragon Reborn so recently, but this is a major step toward becoming who I’ve always wanted to be and I want to get it done thoroughly and right. This is going to be a long ride and I’m looking forward to it.