Man I reached a point where I notice that I haven’t grown as much as I want to as a person. Yes the subs have acted like a supporting role for the tasks but for this season in my life I feel like committing to the process of growth and change.
In order for me to manifest my new reality, I have to grow into a man that is effortlessly capable of that reality. I have momentum now I need personal growth.
Was thinking to run Khan Stage 1 alongside KB Stage 1 but then realized KB Stage 1 targets around sexuality traumas which I was hoping to get from Khan TB.
And I dont really have any deep rooted traumas holding me back, so Khan Stage 1 might not really be necessary. Only trauma for me would be getting cheated on but besides that im cool
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An amazing stack, good luck 
Man I love driving fast
Man for my third sub I spent like a good 2 hours trying to decide what it should be to compliment Emperor and Khan Black…
I was thinking GLM:Co for the charm and charisma, aura
NR for the focus on market disruption
Then LE came to mind… When I was on LE I legit completed a business plan in 4-5 hours. I was a force of nature, just unstoppable drive and discipline.
And thats what I need the most work on. Drive and discipline is my biggest area of growth.
If I want to be great I must have the work ethic of legends.
So yeah LE?
Limitless gives me the learning, communication, brain power.
Executive gives me the drive.
And thats all I need really. I already designed a product that is disruptive, now its just putting the team together.
Im not too sure how good Emperor is for networking but I’m gonna try it and see how it is.
But literally…
What im describing is Stark
ROFL.
Lmao goodluck
Yeah. Stark it is.
I literally just described Stark.
All these subs im considering for my third to make up for the deficiency of Emperor is covered by Stark.
Charm? check
Intellect? check
Productivity? check
Aura? check
Innovation and wealth? check
Damn. Emperor + Stark… Lets see where this goes
Im going down that path again
Sticking with whats comfortable and familiar instead of pushing for growth
I forgot that this season is for growth and deep introspection and transformation heading into Q2 2024 and that I have to stick with this for the next 6 months atleast.
I was meditating earlier and emperor really had me questioning my desires at the root level.
The goals that if achieved will get me immense happiness, then a video came up describing how our deep desires tie to a karmic debt that we have
I guess my karmic debt is in the realm of romance. Only area where Ive just been absolutely frustrated and hurt by.
Since moving to my hometown its been so different, like girls are barely there and opportunities are so few. But maybe thats the excuse I tell myself. And I know its an excuse.
What would my dream reality look like? And tbh I could care less about fame or recognition. I want abundance of romance, I wanna experience being the guy girls cry over. Cause it used to be me crying over girls and I still have that deep inside.
I grown up to be quite literally the best version of myself, my finances are good, my body is amazing, my mind is sharp, clear, and knowledgable. Yet the one area in my life that is a -1/10 is romance.
Tbh its been so important to me that If I achieved this goal Id be really content. So its weight is high. But I also wanna heal from whats holding me back and rewire myself not just my sexual energy but everything.
I truly wanna be nonchalant, free-spirited. And I had glimpses of that. Flashes of that abundant mindstate
So yeah. Season of growth. And from the looks of things Emperor looks like it can hold its own quite well in business. But I still have that one area in my life that is severely lacking and causing me deep sadness tbh. So I gotta do it.
Wow everything just coming to surface rn all the stuff Im healing from just slapped me in the face today
This intense longing for romance followed by a process of attempting to let go of it and resisting it…
Are the feelings lust? Longing for love? Will I ever find it? Why is it so important?
Are the questions going in my mind…
God I haven’t felt these intense emotions in so long its like a floodgate opening up
Man I never have recon like this LOL
I thought recon couldn’t touch me but I feel like it’s really clearing things up for me.
Deep rooted suppressed thoughts and feelings are coming up to the surface which is good.
Tbh I could care less about the whole scarface get the money get the girl pathway that people follow.
I know guys who have all the hot girls in their lives without a dollar to their name and broke af.
Thats my nightmare really. A girl who’s in it cause of my external reality of status and wealth.
You know that movie Casino? Where the girl has this perfect wealthy husband yet steals his money for her pimp?
I wanna be the pimp dammit
What do I want exactly? Is it a harem? A good girl? A toxic girl?
I just want experience. I wanna experience it fully.
I need to clear this desire.
I grew up hella poor on gov welfare until i was like 15.
Thats why I want crazy wealth so bad. Cause I never experienced it.
I need to clear this desire.
Its a spiritual thing tbh. Those things have power over me cause I grew up without it. In severe lack, hence why I wanted the abundance.
But what happens when I have it all?
Do I want freedom?
Or am I choosing to be a slave?
Hmm Emperor + WB… just thought about it… didn’t know anyone ran em
Been doin Khan + W(B) forever
Yeah I’m already noticing a change.
This emperor feels different though.
Not intense. I just feel like more of my natural best self
And confidence and grounded but it kinda feels like stark like that drive and fun oddly.
I struggle with all these subs so I just figure keep on with stack… eventually it’ll be instilled & installed
I do think I embody a good portion of whatever WB supposed to be about.
I’m hot/ cool, look pretty good, nice aura etc.
Khan? Who knows what I picked up from it… maybe manifestation
