Xavier Chronicles - Chapter 5: Growth

So many regrets man

Choices and decisions looking back where I fucked up

The high school I could’ve been to

The seriousness I could’ve had

If I discovered entrepreneurship earlier?

Why do I wanna achieve success so young?

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I feel like all the things holding me back from embracing my true potential is coming to surface rn

My behaviour

My decision making

The constant overly positive dreaming I tend to lean towards

This grand vision I have. Is it delusion?

Why do I want it so bad? Do I really want it or is it overcompensating?

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Anyone notice deep feelings coming to the surface and contemplating it?

Today just spent asking why do I have my vision and why do I wanna achieve success

Lot of ego and pride coming up, overcompensating for the lack I had

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Which is more important?

Getting?

Or letting go?

Man im gonna run this stack for a year atleast.

This sub stack is too perfect.

I get it. I made seriously bad mistakes. But I’m good where I’m at. I’m deliriously optimistic.

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Some people say your dream comes from God and if you have it, there’s gotta be a way to make it real.

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Wow man… Day 1

Had me realizing that im in this constant state of wanting

You know its like im gasping for air instead of breathing

instead of being

Man my confidence especially is tied to my accomplishments, my entire sense of self-worth is tied to these goals

Its like I feel inferior If I didnt achieve anything

Wasnt the star player, I was the #2 guy

#2 on everything man and I hate it

And I just want that one thing where I can say #1

But why do I wanna be #1? Its because of my big ass ego that needs validation

Do you think you might be hitting some deep reflection or reconciliation?

Deep reflection and reconciliation lol

I feel so emotional rn

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Yeah looks like I’ll be running Heartsong lolol

One good girl is worth a thousand.

WB recon is another level man I wave the white flag, i’ll revisit this beast later.

Hmm… I feel like swapping out KB for WB.

I feel like its ran its course in helping me clear up sexual blockages now It’s time to install some self love, mysteriousness to it

Kay I’m finally done contemplating my goals for the next 3 years man, It’s time to go full on 10000mph

My goal for next 3 years is to get to a point where I’ve made my first Million

Thats the only way my life will upgrade

I need to focus on the One Thing

I feel like I’m chasing so many goals when I should just be focused on One Thing

The more I’m focused on these other things the longer it will take me to achieve my goal

So the One Thing that will create a domino effect in my life and create a positive rippling effect to my other endeavours is me finally reaching a Mill.

Dating will be much easier as im successful, pursuing art will be much easier as I wont rely on income from the art so I can freely dive deep into it, it will be much easier to amass a following, I’ll have more freedom in my life to be able to travel and explore

So the order consequences of that decision impacts everything so that will be where my focus is

I’ve changed my stack to Emperor + Stark + NR + Limitless Executive (as a booster) to help me in the software startup space and this stack should be able to help me reach that goal asap

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You cannot be a true Artist if your doing it for the money

Music Production, Writing and my true Renaissance Man nature should flourish after I’ve made my Millions

Dating should take the backseat because thats energy I couldve put towards my goals. My goal for dating is to find a Wife, and honestly I dont want her to be working. Im a traditional man lol I wanna spoil her and have her not worry about money.

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Im sacrificing the things that make me happy now so I can be happy for the rest of my life

True growth happens when you realise that you have to make that sacrifice

Theres always Pain to be experienced and your always choosing between experiencing that pain now or later lol Its quite ironic

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So yeah man,

Success is literally about making the right choices and decisions

The truly successful people arent better than you, they just make better decisions with the opportunities that are presented to them

So to truly change and be successful is simply deciding to be in alignment with growth.

Choosing growth and progress and learning everyday until suddenly it all clicks and bam your a money maker because you spent all those years acquiring these unique skills

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and I gotta say ZP has been incredible

Im really glad I ran WB and it made me realize how much I desire to have a Wife lol

These subs will really bring to the surface who you really are deep down

Emperor just removed all doubt and cured me of my impatience and quite honestly made me aware of my hedonistic nature

I need to stop chasing pleasure and ironically I’ll be granted that for the rest of my life if I just simply let go of the desire and need for it

Looks like theres nothing else to do but succeed I’ve burned all my boats theres no returning

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Everyone gets dealt the same hands in life

You have access to the internet you should never complain about lack of opportunities lol

The bar is set so low that your competing with ppl with zero focus and fried brains and no goals

The higher your goals the less competition

Its much easier to aim to start a business acquisition company than to start a real estate investment company

Even now I’ve given up my niche marketing agency cause it literally has the most competition for little to no money

I need to think bigger, and aim to start businesses with high barrier to entry as thats where true wealth comes pouring in

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