Journal and introduction.
Introduction
Hi, I’m A 28-year-old male from the Netherlands.
Usually I’m a lurker on the forum but decided to start a journal to document my experiences with my stack and the upcoming Zero Point preview.
I have used SubClub subliminals around begin august this Year.
My goals for using subliminals are:
- Getting over some emotional issues I’m having this year. A lot of stuff seems stressful without any reason.
- Getting over insecurities about myself and what others think about me.
- Improving my confidence.
- Speaking my mind. I very reserved with what I say sometimes, even though a lot is going in my head.
- Getting over my Porn Addiction, which is bothering me for Years.
- Improving my energy and vitality. Feel like the porn addiction is depleting me. It takes a lot of time to get my libido back after having watched porn.
- Improving my brain. For example:
- I have a hard time explaining a subject. It cost me effort to think about what to say.
- Having a hard time remembering text or song lyrics.
- Improving my writing. Typing this post costs me a lot of time and effort. (I’m a bit dyslexic)
- Improving my social life: I’m an Introvert by nature and have a problem socializing in general. I’m not shy, but just completely blank in conversation.
Start Journey:
I choose to start with regeneration because this year I had a lot of emotional ups and downs. I wanted to resolve this first.
8-8-2021: start using Regeneration
24-8-2021 added Quantum Limitless ST1 (I added this one because of the healing on of the brain in stage 1 and the improvements on the latter stages)
2-9-2021 Added the Elixir
21-9-2021 added Paragon (because of health issues.)
My goals with this stack seems to have worked. Felt more in control of my emotions in this. Other things I have noticed was that my compulsion to check the internet (like blogs and sub reddits) is reduced a lot. I have a web filter installed on my home PC and work PC. I actually de-installed the filer on my work PC because I just didn’t have the urge/need for going on an internet binge all the time.
But I still had problems with porn… After 3 months on the stack, I switched to Ascended Mogul because of this. Added sanguine, because I felt stressed and very negative. Also, it might help with recon I could get?
Current stack:
8-11-2021
started Ascended Mogul with Sanguine
Continuing QL st1 and Paragon.