William’s Winning Wayfare

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#1668

So…

I’m not saying that 3s of Mogul is enough to bring results.
I’m just saying that the coincidences are starting to get a bit too much for it not to.

Maybe it’s working with the wealth scripting in the other subs in my stack. 3 seconds might not be enough, but with the combined wealth scripting in the 3 other subs in my stack, perhaps it’s getting to 4-5s of wealth scripting. From my experience with microlooping, that’s more than enough to bring results.

My history of around a year of Mogul total must have influenced it too.

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#1669

I’d guess that these three seconds are like

And suddenly your subconscious produces all the rest from memory.

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#1670

Mama… Life had just begun :sob:

Most likely. It’s pretty fascinating.

With how fast the messages in subliminals are played, it’s more like playing part 1 of a 4 part song 3x instead of 4*225x a full loop does.

Enough to affect the brain with the first mini stage, and in some circumstances, like you said, it helps you autocomplete the rest of part 2, 3 & 4. Also autocomplete/refreshes what has been built in you after a long use.

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#1672

DRR3 is finally diving into my deepest scar.
It’s time to take off the duct tape and apply real fixes.

This month has been full of a hectic healing streak. Many inner works have been done.
Shall I add that every single one is happening in a safe environment.

This also confirms how strong <15s can be.
My experience with WB, EE, & DRR3 using this low exposure for these past few months, I can describe it as more “tactile”. It feels like I can work through & hold the results more clearly. Less to work with means there is focus on resolving, experiencing & taking action within the smaller set of goals.

DRR3 30s EE 15s WB 12s

I’m gonna try to “jolt” the exposure for DRR3 & EE once every 5 listening days.
Basically, increasing it to the next threshold for a day to see where I stand in terms of recon & progress.

Today is DRR3, tomorrow is EE.
I don’t get recon from both at full loop anyway, so this shouldn’t be taxing in any real terms.
WB stays as is. I’m not gonna do anything funny with it.

Update 1:

I’m starting to relive the old patterns.
Being able to see what made me suffer back then, but in a safer & more guided capacity.
Instead of the endless rationalization, endless search for relief, now I understand AND able to just observe and be mindful of these internal struggles.

If it were me a few months ago, I’d have been wrecked by this.
But now, after “it” clicked, I’m finally able to confront these hastily duct taped wounds and finally apply a real fix.

I’m starting to believe even more about my theory that there are “checks” that DRR has to make sure I’m ready before going deeper into the healing.

How else would I explain the more intense healing at <15s compared to when I ran it for 30m?
It’s the checks. If I’m not ready, it won’t go there, even with 2 full loops back to back.

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#1674

EE 17s WB 13s DRR3 2s

The healing “occurrences” stopped, or at least not as intensely anymore.
That means it WAS from DRR3.

Damn that was intense. Honestly, I needed a bit of a break to recuperate. Resetting it to 1s was the right move. I’m not claiming that 1s works, it’s the opposite. it hadn’t even finished fading in by the time i stopped it, but that gives me a moment of rest.

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Also I think I misinterpreted an effect.

I naturally love to be polite & cheerful. I thought conquering WB made me able to channel more of that, to be more authentic. But now that I think about it, WB no doubt has helped me with that, but the one helping me to channel it was the rebellious scripting from DRR.

I like being polite, caring & cheerful. The rebellious scripting is breaking me from the internal chains that stopped me from being completely who I want to be. This is not the conventional outward expression of “rebellion”, but this is what I want.

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Now that I read that again, ~1 year total of LBFH has changed me so much that I didn’t even think for a second that that’s different from who I was a few years ago.

Or rather, LBFH showed me who I am inside, WB guided me to be more “me”, DRR cleared the way and encouraged me.

I haven’t even run LBFH for the past year. The changes stick so much.

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I spiked EE to 30s last listening day. No recon.
Not surprising, but I’ll still follow the microloop progression.
I’ll use it for a long time, no reason to rush.

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Update 1:

I did a bit of introspection.
The healing “occurrences” didn’t stop, just the intensity dialled down.
The one before this was so intense that I glossed over the recent one like it was nothing.

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#1682

Reached that with ~a year total of LBFH.
If i said “this is enough”, then Mogul too.

Even now, if i look deep enough, I can see how my default has changed drastically after using LBFH. Some feel so normal & natural that i didn’t realise it was a change brought by the sub too.

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I wonder how much DRR has changed me. It has been around 1.5 year. The sub always felt like a passive booster so i didn’t really pay as much attention to it.

Now seems like a good time to reflect on the subs i’ve used. I’ll go through them from the first I’ve ever added till the last.

LBFH (~a year) - The only sub I can say I’ve completed. I could use more, but the changes have been so profound that I feel like getting more is unnecessary for my life.

Mogul (~a year) - I’ve never lived better financially in my life, ever.

DRLD (~half a year? I forgot) - It’s a booster, quite a straightforward one at that. Unless it gets updated, I won’t rank it higher than the holistic DRR or the more work focused EE.

WB (~9 months total, ~6 w/ microloop) - Phenomenal when used with an aggressive microloop (nanoloop? quantumloop? anything less than 30s). I’m still progressing through it. The short duration allows me to integrate it easily into my life and adapt its guidance at my own pace.

HeO (more than a year) - I miss this sub so much. The changes I needed have been staying well, but nothing hits as good as actively using HeO. It’s an incredibly fulfilling sub. If i didn’t stumble into the unexpected synergy between DRR3, WB & EE that I want to focus on, i’d have found some way to weasel it into my stack again.

RM:UWX (~4-5 months) - I can’t wait to be able to visit this sub again. Looking back at how I approached this sub, my dumb ass progressed the microloop too quickly then jumped straight to 15m. No wonder I got so many subtle recons that I wasn’t even aware of back then.

DRR (~1.5y) - DRR1 7 months, DRR2 7 months (I used DRR1 & DRR2 together at some point), DRR3 almost 6 months. This sub is the best holistic booster. there is no reason not to use it. But DRR3 has been acting like a normal healing sub instead lately, so I can’t say it’s just a booster anymore. I still believe that DRR has “checks” to make sure you are ready before it dives deeper into the healing. I happened to be ready after processing some changes and the healing gate opened. Now instead of the boosting quality, I use it for ripping out the hastily applied duct tapes and administering real fixes inside.

LE - I’m sorry but this one is a let down compared to the updated EE in every conceivable way. I can’t see myself using it under any circumstances as it is now. Don’t get me wrong, it is one of the best productivity sub I’ve ever used, if the comparison is outside of SC. The updated EE is just better. I hope the update later brings it justice.

EE (3 months) - Just better. It feels all encompassing. Instead of just pumping me with motivation, it makes going against many types of friction easier to do. It feels like a more refined version of DRLD when it comes to getting things done. This is the sub of possibility. If HeO is based on virtues, DRR on inner power, I feel like EE is based on how possible everything seems to be.

I thought I’ve been using more subs over the past 3 years. Well, it’s gonna be my third year in 1-2 months. I think i did a good job holding myself back from sub hopping too much. It’s hard to do when SC releases great subs such as A:Singularity and HLB.

9 subs over 3 years.
It averages at 3 new subs a year.

I decided to stick with my current stack (DRR3 + EE + WB) for the next year with some sneaky HeO when I take the scheduled breaks from each of them.

Usually I have 1 anchor sub that I never remove from the stack (it used to be HeO, then DRR), A semi important one that I try to stick to for the second sub, then the third slot I can change whenever I want. Now everything is immovable for at least a year.

DRR3 + EE + WB gives me an unexpected synergy that’s working so well, mainly regarding mindfulness and my ability to just observe. I want to make these changes as permanent as possible, so I can’t upset the balance by swapping any. The stack also has a great synergy for my life in general. A sort of work hard play hard dynamic, with healing on the side.

I’m very satisfied with this stack. I can’t wait until I’m done with DRR so I can focus on HeO and then HLB & the last Hero title. But foundation comes first.

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#1688

I know this very well. And I can’t decide if it’s a warning or a sign of my subconscious fighting against the change.

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#1689

Exactly what I think too sometimes.

But since I use subs for long periods of time, whether I take it as a warning or as a resistance doesn’t really matter in the long run. I’ll get to the goals of the subs eventually anyway.

It doesn’t matter if you decide to reduce the playtime or not. Worst case scenario, either it will take you a bit longer to get the extra results if you get overcautious, or you can just take an early washout & reduce playtime after if you’re being too forceful.

You’ll get there either way.

#1690

EE 24s

I did some introspection on how the past subliminals have changed me.

It’s interesting how many of these are so natural that I forgot I wasn’t this way before.
LBFH has the most profound changes to date. It was not a sub I’d say “aligns” with me, but I’m glad I used it because the contrasts taught & changed me a lot.
HeO comes second. It’s more aligned with me from the get go, but it also brought me lasting changes.

I’ll find a way to refresh LBFH one day. It’s hard to get an opening for it on my stack now.
HeO is already in my plan to be refreshed, though I still want to dive deeper into it more later down the road.

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#1692

Listened two days in a row.
Anti-Recon free stack.
But with reducing the time from 5 to 3 minutes I didn’t notice to strong recon.

#1693

I think I saw that in your journal.

I just hope nothing funny is gonna happen. Recon can be subtle & unpredictable after all, even with this ridiculously low exposure.

#1694

Honestly, I believe the recon as a very good thing to happen. The irritability as well as the emotional turmoil opened my eyes to some things Intended to ignore for a very long time.

As unpleasant as it was, it was good, healing and reconciling.

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#1695

Absolutely. Recon is a part of the process after all.

My concern is adaptability & my awareness of it.
If the recon is too intense, it will be hard to adapt to.
If it’s too subtle, it can add up and leave me with too many recon I’m not aware of.

I also have my priorities with them.
For some subs like EE, being a bit risky is worth it. DRR3 too, to a lesser extent.
For others like WB, a bit too much recon and it’s getting reduced immediately. I don’t have enough incentive to push it.

Right now, I decided to risk it since WB & DRR3 are only at <10s anyway. EE is the biggest risk factor but I’m willing to face it.

My view on recon really has changed after SC shifted its description of it.
Back then, it was “don’t blame the sub willy nilly, it might be from other stuff unrelated to it”.
Now it is “yeah, the recon from the sub could have caused it, but it’s a part of the process”.

The intensity doesn’t really play a big part. The recon could be subtle or intense, but I could still tell if it was a recon or not based on my experience.

For 2 years, I thought there was a fine line between a “recon” and what’s just a normal daily struggle. If it’s just a small thing, I won’t label it as a recon. But now most things are considered recon, as its meaning becomes whatever is not in sync with you & the sub, no matter how small. It’s not just distinct experiences I thought as recon anymore.

Honestly, I’m still confused about it. The one from my years of experience using SC, or the broader one that includes my experience AND the numerous little stuff. Anything can be recon, but not everything is recon. I like my version of deduction using my observation & experience to determine what’s a recon and what’s not. But clearly the community is increasingly embracing the broader interpretation of it. Which I don’t have a problem with, but it’s so hard for me to say if something is a recon or not with it.

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#1696

Also important to note, subs can lead to recon.
But other stuff can lead to recon as well.

I remember a conversation I had with my fiancee a few years back. It was the first time I admitted to myself what was going on in me. Stuff I’ve never dared to speak out loud before.
Stuff I considered not fitting to someone like me.
This lead to the most extreme headache I’ve ever felt.
I reconciled the image of me I tried to cultivate and my true self. Accepting my true self, including my shadow parts. Taking back the power.
It was confusing, enraging, devastating… but healing. I needed some days to adapt, but then I felt freed.

This experience was similar to the emotional confusion I experienced a few days back after 5 minutes of my Adcendet Love Custom.

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#1697

That sounds rough, i get what you mean though.

I think recon from sub are more consistent in some aspects that makes it quite distinct. But the process of reconciling with other subliminal unrelated stuff can feel quite similar to recon from sub too.

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#1700

I’m gonna ask support to be anonymized at last.

I can’t share out about SC with this name to some people. It has been more than half a year since i asked about the namechange and it’s still not open yet. I don’t want to wait to share anymore.

#1701

How about opening a new account?
That way you could share freely.
And at a point, they’ll change the name of this account. Then you could decide which account you want to keep active.

#1702

The problem is that the name is connected with me. My name + the subs i’m using is as obvious of a combination as it can get.

I wanted to keep a personality using a name, but unfortunately it looks like i can only anonymize.

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#1703

I know how you feel.
I posted so much privat Intel about me, that if I ever should recommend SC to someone I know, he knows way to much about me.
There are a few people I don’t mind, but not the most that would need subs.

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#1704

Have you tried opening a new ticket for a new name?

With the upgraded backend I’d imagine it’d be answered a lot quicker

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