William’s Winning Wayfare

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#1668

So…

I’m not saying that 3s of Mogul is enough to bring results.
I’m just saying that the coincidences are starting to get a bit too much for it not to.

Maybe it’s working with the wealth scripting in the other subs in my stack. 3 seconds might not be enough, but with the combined wealth scripting in the 3 other subs in my stack, perhaps it’s getting to 4-5s of wealth scripting. From my experience with microlooping, that’s more than enough to bring results.

My history of around a year of Mogul total must have influenced it too.

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#1669

I’d guess that these three seconds are like

And suddenly your subconscious produces all the rest from memory.

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#1670

Mama… Life had just begun :sob:

Most likely. It’s pretty fascinating.

With how fast the messages in subliminals are played, it’s more like playing part 1 of a 4 part song 3x instead of 4*225x a full loop does.

Enough to affect the brain with the first mini stage, and in some circumstances, like you said, it helps you autocomplete the rest of part 2, 3 & 4. Also autocomplete/refreshes what has been built in you after a long use.

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#1672

DRR3 is finally diving into my deepest scar.
It’s time to take off the duct tape and apply real fixes.

This month has been full of a hectic healing streak. Many inner works have been done.
Shall I add that every single one is happening in a safe environment.

This also confirms how strong <15s can be.
My experience with WB, EE, & DRR3 using this low exposure for these past few months, I can describe it as more “tactile”. It feels like I can work through & hold the results more clearly. Less to work with means there is focus on resolving, experiencing & taking action within the smaller set of goals.

DRR3 30s EE 15s WB 12s

I’m gonna try to “jolt” the exposure for DRR3 & EE once every 5 listening days.
Basically, increasing it to the next threshold for a day to see where I stand in terms of recon & progress.

Today is DRR3, tomorrow is EE.
I don’t get recon from both at full loop anyway, so this shouldn’t be taxing in any real terms.
WB stays as is. I’m not gonna do anything funny with it.

Update 1:

I’m starting to relive the old patterns.
Being able to see what made me suffer back then, but in a safer & more guided capacity.
Instead of the endless rationalization, endless search for relief, now I understand AND able to just observe and be mindful of these internal struggles.

If it were me a few months ago, I’d have been wrecked by this.
But now, after “it” clicked, I’m finally able to confront these hastily duct taped wounds and finally apply a real fix.

I’m starting to believe even more about my theory that there are “checks” that DRR has to make sure I’m ready before going deeper into the healing.

How else would I explain the more intense healing at <15s compared to when I ran it for 30m?
It’s the checks. If I’m not ready, it won’t go there, even with 2 full loops back to back.

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#1673

Maybe a break from DRR3 is warranted for now.

It always acted as a “no cost booster” for months, but now that it’s acting as a healing sub, I’m starting to understand people’s cautious & reserved attitude toward it.

Damn this is deep. I have been feeling this for a while, as I’ve written lately.
My main concern is how it’s affecting my work. DRR1 & 3 had always been a positive holistic booster for what I do, but now I’m starting to see how the healing is starting to require a bit more time & attention than I planned for.

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…is what I thought. I had to write that to get it out. But this is either true or a “switch/stop sub” recon.
I was using 30m for cycles on end with no problem, and now, after the “gate” for healing is open, 30s is giving me this? Funny how much change a sub can bring, depending on how ready I am to receive it.

It’s either to stop or to continue, I think a reset is the best option in between.

I’ll reset it down to 1s.
I’m gonna use this sub for a long time, so there’s nothing to rush.

Update 1:

Fuck me that was some intense healing.
I think the process is mostly over now for that particular one?
Either way, I’m still going down to 1s.

#1674

EE 17s WB 13s DRR3 2s

The healing “occurrences” stopped, or at least not as intensely anymore.
That means it WAS from DRR3.

Damn that was intense. Honestly, I needed a bit of a break to recuperate. Resetting it to 1s was the right move. I’m not claiming that 1s works, it’s the opposite. it hadn’t even finished fading in by the time i stopped it, but that gives me a moment of rest.

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Also I think I misinterpreted an effect.

I naturally love to be polite & cheerful. I thought conquering WB made me able to channel more of that, to be more authentic. But now that I think about it, WB no doubt has helped me with that, but the one helping me to channel it was the rebellious scripting from DRR.

I like being polite, caring & cheerful. The rebellious scripting is breaking me from the internal chains that stopped me from being completely who I want to be. This is not the conventional outward expression of “rebellion”, but this is what I want.

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Now that I read that again, ~1 year total of LBFH has changed me so much that I didn’t even think for a second that that’s different from who I was a few years ago.

Or rather, LBFH showed me who I am inside, WB guided me to be more “me”, DRR cleared the way and encouraged me.

I haven’t even run LBFH for the past year. The changes stick so much.

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I spiked EE to 30s last listening day. No recon.
Not surprising, but I’ll still follow the microloop progression.
I’ll use it for a long time, no reason to rush.

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Update 1:

I did a bit of introspection.
The healing “occurrences” didn’t stop, just the intensity dialled down.
The one before this was so intense that I glossed over the recent one like it was nothing.

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#1675

I’m taking an early break.

Rather than micromanaging the breaks/resets like i did with DRR3, why don’t I just take a 5 day washout like normal? It’s much more straightforward.

I can get the break to internalize & recuperate from the subs plus other benefits of a washout.

Hopefully we’ll see an update for EE soon. The new scripting should take care of this.

#1676

It has been almost half a year?
What the fuck?

It will be half a year by the end of december.
WB has been working so well that I didn’t think much about listening to more of it.

I’d say it has been mostly a comfortable cruise once it “clicked” after around 3 months.
That was when I was finally able to break out of using only <=8s.

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#1677

I looked back at my listening history.
It’s VERY interesting how i started to feel like i needed a break from DRR3 after 21 days of using it passed.

Coincidence? Yeah most likely, rofl.

The cycle was longer of course since i solo’d EE for a while before i added WB & DRR3 back into the stack.

#1678

The update came exactly on the day I started my cycle.
Last cycle, I decided to cut it short before I reach 2 months.
I’m hopeful to see how this cycle unfolds.

A quick update on WB & EE, I experimented with what I eat.
I decided to do an elimination diet, I cut out any sugar, nightshade, and high oxalate vegetables.
I’m also taking more anti-inflammatory foods.

This works better than expected.
Combined with a new skincare routine I’ve been applying after expanding on the aloe vera base, my skin is in a better condition than it has ever been in my life.

The food plays a huge part, but the best unintended result comes from my energy reserve.
Before this, my energy would crash a few hours before sleep.
Now I can hold on without it negatively affecting my sleep.

That’s an unexpected gain in productivity.

Though I accidentally got low blood pressure for a few days from a turmeric concoction i made, the rest of the experience has been more than a success.

#1679

EE 18s DRR3 3s WB 14s

Second listening day in the cycle.
Finally I have an anti-recon sub in my stack.

I can’t test the effects of the new EE yet because of the festivities.
Though I’m confident in pushing the listening duration with the update.
Well, I’m still sticking to the plan, EE & DRR3 +1s/listening day and WB +1s/2 listening days, but at least I won’t need to be as trigger happy with resetting the playtime like before.

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#1682

Reached that with ~a year total of LBFH.
If i said “this is enough”, then Mogul too.

Even now, if i look deep enough, I can see how my default has changed drastically after using LBFH. Some feel so normal & natural that i didn’t realise it was a change brought by the sub too.

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I wonder how much DRR has changed me. It has been around 1.5 year. The sub always felt like a passive booster so i didn’t really pay as much attention to it.

Now seems like a good time to reflect on the subs i’ve used. I’ll go through them from the first I’ve ever added till the last.

LBFH (~a year) - The only sub I can say I’ve completed. I could use more, but the changes have been so profound that I feel like getting more is unnecessary for my life.

Mogul (~a year) - I’ve never lived better financially in my life, ever.

DRLD (~half a year? I forgot) - It’s a booster, quite a straightforward one at that. Unless it gets updated, I won’t rank it higher than the holistic DRR or the more work focused EE.

WB (~9 months total, ~6 w/ microloop) - Phenomenal when used with an aggressive microloop (nanoloop? quantumloop? anything less than 30s). I’m still progressing through it. The short duration allows me to integrate it easily into my life and adapt its guidance at my own pace.

HeO (more than a year) - I miss this sub so much. The changes I needed have been staying well, but nothing hits as good as actively using HeO. It’s an incredibly fulfilling sub. If i didn’t stumble into the unexpected synergy between DRR3, WB & EE that I want to focus on, i’d have found some way to weasel it into my stack again.

RM:UWX (~4-5 months) - I can’t wait to be able to visit this sub again. Looking back at how I approached this sub, my dumb ass progressed the microloop too quickly then jumped straight to 15m. No wonder I got so many subtle recons that I wasn’t even aware of back then.

DRR (~1.5y) - DRR1 7 months, DRR2 7 months (I used DRR1 & DRR2 together at some point), DRR3 almost 6 months. This sub is the best holistic booster. there is no reason not to use it. But DRR3 has been acting like a normal healing sub instead lately, so I can’t say it’s just a booster anymore. I still believe that DRR has “checks” to make sure you are ready before it dives deeper into the healing. I happened to be ready after processing some changes and the healing gate opened. Now instead of the boosting quality, I use it for ripping out the hastily applied duct tapes and administering real fixes inside.

LE - I’m sorry but this one is a let down compared to the updated EE in every conceivable way. I can’t see myself using it under any circumstances as it is now. Don’t get me wrong, it is one of the best productivity sub I’ve ever used, if the comparison is outside of SC. The updated EE is just better. I hope the update later brings it justice.

EE (3 months) - Just better. It feels all encompassing. Instead of just pumping me with motivation, it makes going against many types of friction easier to do. It feels like a more refined version of DRLD when it comes to getting things done. This is the sub of possibility. If HeO is based on virtues, DRR on inner power, I feel like EE is based on how possible everything seems to be.

I thought I’ve been using more subs over the past 3 years. Well, it’s gonna be my third year in 1-2 months. I think i did a good job holding myself back from sub hopping too much. It’s hard to do when SC releases great subs such as A:Singularity and HLB.

9 subs over 3 years.
It averages at 3 new subs a year.

I decided to stick with my current stack (DRR3 + EE + WB) for the next year with some sneaky HeO when I take the scheduled breaks from each of them.

Usually I have 1 anchor sub that I never remove from the stack (it used to be HeO, then DRR), A semi important one that I try to stick to for the second sub, then the third slot I can change whenever I want. Now everything is immovable for at least a year.

DRR3 + EE + WB gives me an unexpected synergy that’s working so well, mainly regarding mindfulness and my ability to just observe. I want to make these changes as permanent as possible, so I can’t upset the balance by swapping any. The stack also has a great synergy for my life in general. A sort of work hard play hard dynamic, with healing on the side.

I’m very satisfied with this stack. I can’t wait until I’m done with DRR so I can focus on HeO and then HLB & the last Hero title. But foundation comes first.

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#1683

EE 21s WB 16s DRR3 6s

It’s time to go back to being productive.

I’m a bit cautious now that WB has passed 15s, but EE has the new antirecon and the other new stuff. I’m also still using +1s/2 listening days for WB. So there shouldn’t be any problem with it, I hope.

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I’ve been thinking about this.
Since WB & DRR3 haven’t been updated with anti recon yet, what if I give them rest days without stopping EE?

So at listening day 10, 11, 20 & 21, I’ll stop WB & DRR3, only using EE.

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It will be the same as what I thought as my “limit” without anti recon back then.
17 days on, 5 off, 15 days on, 5 off, 17 days on, 5 off.

If the last cycle that I had to cut short were to teach me anything, the recon can still pile up in the course of 21 days, even with the ridiculously low exposure I’m using now. Giving the not updated subs a breathing room like this is the best assurance I have that my cycle is gonna be smooth and I can focus on what truly matters.

#1685

EE 22s WB 16s DRR3 7s

It has been smooth sailing with progress here and there. Nothing big to talk about yet.

#1686

BRO is the hardest sub to resist so far, second only to HeO.
I knew I wanted it even before the copy was out.

But this is just perfect.

It’s 1 to 1 what I thought a perfect social sub would be like for me when I suggested the title back then.

I… forgot to listen to my stack, lol.

In my mind i was supposed to listen on odd dates, but i forgot it’s now even dates on January.

I’ll just do the scheduled break i planned above earlier while i’m at it and only use EE for 2 listening days.

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#1687

I almost forgot to listen to sub again.
Is this my body telling me to take it slow?
I don’t know, I don’t care. There’s no reason not to take it slow either way. I’m gonna reset WB.

EE 23s DRR3 8s WB 3s

I’m gonna use +2s/listening day with WB until I reach 17s, then back to +1s/2 listening days.

#1688

I know this very well. And I can’t decide if it’s a warning or a sign of my subconscious fighting against the change.

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#1689

Exactly what I think too sometimes.

But since I use subs for long periods of time, whether I take it as a warning or as a resistance doesn’t really matter in the long run. I’ll get to the goals of the subs eventually anyway.

It doesn’t matter if you decide to reduce the playtime or not. Worst case scenario, either it will take you a bit longer to get the extra results if you get overcautious, or you can just take an early washout & reduce playtime after if you’re being too forceful.

You’ll get there either way.