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#41

An update to my tentative custom:

Cores:
Muay Thai Mastery X
Mind’s Eye

Subliminal/Stack booster:
Deus
Carpe Diem Ascended (motivation & happiness)
Berserker (fighting stack booster)

Manifestation components:
Fortune’s Favorite

Physical shifting:
APS: Legs
Serum X
Harmonic Singularity (relaxation of tensions in body, directly impacts physical and mental)
Elegance (graceful movement)
SPS: Fat Burn
SPS: Muscular System

Mental skills:
Extreme Exercise Motivation
Submodel Alpha

Technical skills:
All-Seeing (sharper senses & perception)
Master’s Coordination (hand-eye coordination)

Physical skills:
Equilibrium (flexibility, agility, balance)
Inexhaustible (stamina)
Blink (speed)
Thunder (reflexes)

Decided that I want a bit of a greater focus on physical shifting, so I went ahead and replaced Ego Adsum and Unlimiter with Fat Burn and Muscular System.

I want to order the custom soon but I also don’t want to make any impulsive decisions. It would be better to have physical shifting for my cardiovascular system anyway, so I need to think and reflect a little more on what I want to do with that.

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#42

@bombayduck Your custom looks great. I love how you broke it down. If you don’t mind, I will develop my next custom in a similar manner. May you have a great outcome. Heel us posted.

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#43

Are you looking to make a fighting-based custom as well? That would be nice to see.

I’m feeling good about this latest custom plan, I think I’ve settled on that being the one to go with. Just enough physical shifting for me to be satisifed IMO.

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#44

Decided to pull the trigger and order the custom. Decided to do it in ZPS and in the future, if I want it in ZPT I can just reorder it since the modules would have all been purchased already at that point.

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#46

God I’m so impatient, now I see why people pay for express shipping with the customs. It’s because you decide to pull the trigger the moment when you feel that you need it the most, and then the wait time comes in.

I really can’t wait to start training with this custom. Gonna make a huge difference I feel.

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#47

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You cheeky bastards.

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#48

:eyes: Ooh what program did you buy?

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#49

Rebirth. Thinking about running it to get more out of QL and Emperor, but I’m also thinking about running Stark instead (out of temptation to be honest, Stark doesn’t actually fit what I need at the moment but I just enjoy it too much).

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#50

Despite my new toys I decided to restart Paragon after yesterday’s training. Got my shinbone kneed so many fucking times, it’s in immense pain. Just woke up from the sheer pain, and I only was able to sleep because of Paragon.

I’m wondering if I should do as I did with my foot and just overexpose myself just for the pain relief, ‘’ cause it’s killing me at the moment.

Also I think I might have a staph infection, which really fucking pisses me off. Gross as fuck.

#51

Overexposure time. This staph is driving me crazy, and my shin is fucking killing me; do your thing Paragon. Do not try this at home.

It’s recon time.

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#52

How many loops will you be going for?

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#53

Once a day. Thinking of putting my stack on pause, while I sort out the leg and Staph. Maybe I can run Sanguine and Paragon, to ease the recon from over exposure.

Speaking of which, I ran 15 minutes of Paragon yesterday and on minute 9 of Paragon today, I had to take my headphones off from how sick I was feeling. Really heavy stuff.

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#54

That sounds similar to what Alphamale went through. I wonder why over processing leads to symptoms of physical sickness.

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#55

Interesting.

To be honest, I’m not sure if it’s helping much. Definitely helping with the leg injury but I don’t see any progress with the staph, unfortunately. It’s really frustrating, think I might have to go through the garbage healthcare system again.

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#56

Just received my custom, 3 business day turnaround was nice.

Do I even have space to run it right now though? How frustrating.

Think I’m going to start running Paragon with Sanguine, I need all the positivity I can get.

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#57

Feeling super hazy, a lot of brain fog going on today. Making stupid mistakes in class.

Pretty sure it has everything to do with running Paragon yesterday.

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#58

Woke up with a huge ass headache after running Paragon again yesterday. Think I’m gonna tap out, my brain can’t handle the overexposure at the moment.

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#59

Torn between running loops and doing a washout, but I think it’s better if I run Paragon with Sanguine today, and see how it goes.

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#60

This staph infection is not only not getting better, but it’s getting worse. It keeps spreading, and the fucking honey-crusted sores are disgusting. I’ll take the foot fracture over impetigo every day of the fucking week, not kidding.

Taking significant amounts of antibiotics to address this, I hate to go this path but I feel like I have no choice as more natural solutions have been exhausted. Hoping for the best, as this llness has definitely put a huge pause in my actual stack goals. ‘Welcome to the Dark’ is all about growth and productivity, instead I’ve been blessed with ‘Welcome to the Staph’.

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#61

I hope you feel better soon.

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