So I feel compelled to clarify this, to avoid confusion:
The reason I made the 2 customs (HermĆØs and Narcissus) wasnāt just because ātheyāre my main archetypesā, but there was another reason as well; to see if it was truly WANTED and Stark cores that caused me to question my identity and everything, or if it was the power level.
My findings?
It was not Stark and/or WANTED, but actually the ZPT2 power level, which I underestimated too much and ended up doing things like: consecutive days listening, 2 loops, and then also using mindās eye + AsC with the custom on the same day.
The fact that I did all that and ended up with the identity crisis showed me just how dumb I was being by underestimating the power of the build, but at the same time, my mind felt like it had enough of ZP, as in, I felt like I wanted to reach an even newer level of development, with increased depth, but ZPT2 was too much at once, so now that I got the custom in ZPT, I feel much better, because not only am I getting the depth I wanted, but also the extra level of development.