William’s Winning Wayfare

[Viktor]

It has been 6-7 cycles of LBFH for me.

This will be the last time I run LBFH in this cycle, I need to follow the 12 day rule before swapping DRLD to RM:UWX In the next cycle. even after that, I’ll only run LBFH 3 times in a cycle max unless I make a custom with it.

So, I’ll write a review of the objectives and how much I’ve achieved with each one of them:

@SaintSovereign

Instill an incredible sense of self-love, self-care and self-appreciation like you’ve never experienced before, using a new method of flooding your emotions with universal, pure love for yourself, which…

the change was drastic from day 1.
the more I use LBFH, the deeper I’m able to explore this objective.
“flooding your emotions with universal, pure love for yourself” works really well. i can feel it.

@SaintSovereign

Changes your mental chatter to that of pure positivity and love for yourself. Attempts to eliminate all negative self-talk,

This one is interesting, negative self talk was almost gone when I used LBFH a lot. but the feeling is not. so I can still feel negative, but I don’t beat myself down using self talk.

@SaintSovereign

Develop and project an aura of pure love that has the ability to spread amongst those you encounter — if they choose to do so — bringing joy and good will back to the world.

I can’t tell, but from people’s reaction around me, I can say that this works.

@SaintSovereign

Manifest situations in which others will “express universal love” to you through free items, a helping hand, a kind word, smiles, etc.

oh my god this scripting is insane. i thought it was only gonna be small things. nope, the manifestation is so ridiculously strong that it feels like not only “others” who do that, but the universe itself is expressing its love to me.

@SaintSovereign

New revolutionary scripting allowing you to develop an inexhaustible reservoir of “love energy” that can be used to gently heal past emotional traumas.

this affects me in a lot of ways. sometimes it’s self acceptance, self forgiveness, self kindness and more. LBFH helps me heal stuff that I wasn’t even aware of before. granted, it’s really slow and subtle when it comes to healing past emotional traumas.

@SaintSovereign

Transcend all negativity, doubt and fears.

this effect is subtle. i can’t really feel it but I’m sure it’s doing something.

@SaintSovereign

Contains a “protection aura” to ward off negative individuals and situations. Please note that no subliminal or subliminal-generated aura can 100% prevent bad things from happening, nor do we make any claims of the sort.

I can’t tell, but I’m sure it’s working. i think this enhances the good manifestation scripting.

@SaintSovereign

Release stress and tension, be fully focused in the present.

i can feel it slowly releasing stress & tension in me. it was slow, i could feel it only after 4 cycles, but it works. give it time.
I can’t say the “be fully focused in the present” scripting works for me. but i didn’t do any meditation or take any action specifically towards this goal so it must be why.

@SaintSovereign

Contains significant tranquility scripting, bringing a profound sense of peace and emotional prosperity to your day to day life. Adapted from Chosen: The Way of Nature and Sanguine, rewritten to utilize the “love energy” mentioned above to deepen the effects.

i can’t say much about tranquility and sense of peace. but, for emotional prosperity, it’s like the universe is trying its best to bring a lot of it into my life. the change within myself and the manifestation is insane.

@SaintSovereign

Enhances the positive psychological effects of laughter, experience those effects on a much deeper emotional level, allowing you to release past mental traumas with something we do almost automatically.

the humor scripting works, but i feel the effect more with crying than laughing with LBFH. it’s like I’m allowing myself to be weak & be embraced by my own love energy.

@SaintSovereign

Learn the wisdoms love contains within it.

i still have no idea what wisdom i learned about love. maybe I’ve learned something, but I’m not aware of it.

that’s all. the manifestation and self change are insane.
the only drawback is reduced productivity, but that’s easily solved by not playing the sub for 15m.
i wish I tried microlooping LBFH earlier.

[Viktor]

Cycle 8 day

DRLD 9m HeO 2m

I think 9m is pushing it a bit too much. I felt a bit heavy after.
I won’t reduce it though since i only have 3 listening days left of DRLD in my schedule.

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Update 1:

The feeling is different than when i focused on LBFH for 4 cycles. Back then it was about love and spreading it, realizing that there’s value in striving for others.

Now i feel like relations are good, but i want to focus on my craft & self improvement more. And other feelings that I can’t really describe.

It’s like how using Mogul feels a certain way, but it’s hard to describe.

Looking back, LBFH is really powerful, it doesn’t only change my mindset, but it manifested a lot of circumstances that helps me integrate better with it.

[Viktor]

I’m considering ditching my plan to use DR altogether and committing to HeO + RM:UWX + LBFH.
As much as I want to experience the healing, I can’t afford to be inactive because of recon.

All I want now is to grow & master my skills with as little friction as possible from subs, HeO & RM:UWX are mandatory.

LBFH can be substituted by Chosen or True Sell, a big part of what I do revolves around giving better alternatives to people, which sometimes means asking them to change or even to part away with what they’ve put their time & effort into.

• LBFH helps me soften & convince them. plus this is my favorite sub.
• Chosen may help me lead them to a better decision.
• True sell may help me convince them.

I’ve been thinking about making a custom like I wrote in yesterday’s journal, but HeO is already everything I want in a sub (minus the scripts for sparring). It’s really hard to justify making one.

[Viktor]

Cycle 8 day 15

DRLD 15m HeO 2m20s AC 30s

I feel mentally tired after listening to it. now I’m certain my sweet spot for DRLD is around 6 minutes.

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Update 1:

I got an idea

What if i use HeO solo? No LBFH, No AC, No UW

Why am i trying to stack as many subs as i can? Everything i want is already in HeO. Do i feel that it’s not enough? Am i misplacing my hidden feeling of inadequacy onto subs? Is stacking as many subs as possible just my habit? Or is it only my human nature to hoard as much as possible and it’s normal to do so?

So many questions popped out.

There’s only 1 way to find out, i will solo HeO next cycle.

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Update 2:

I did an introspection.

I’m closer to the ideal version of me that i have been striving to be for years. It’s basically everything in HeO. I feel really fulfilled.

[Viktor]

Cycle 8 day 16

Rest

1 theme that constantly pops up since I started running HeO: “tired”

People say that I look tired, sound tired, even some of my friends picked it out by how I type without hearing my voice or looking at me.

i didn’t think much about it at first, I always put an insane amount of time & effort into my craft anyway so I always feel tired to some extent. plus I’m doing more stuff since I mixed HeO with DRLD, so being more tired is a given. but I didn’t expect the topic to come up again and again this frequently.

is stacking HeO & DRLD throw off the balance too much? is that why I got the intuition to stop stacking subs on top of HeO yesterday? is it not even related to subs and I’m putting a false diagnosis onto it? or maybe all of those are related in one way or another?

Those give me more reasons to use HeO solo next cycle.

Honestly, I’m really excited to see what’s gonna happen. I still want to do more experiments with SC’s subs but I will limit the type of experiments to those that are not gonna give me a lot of recon.

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Update 1:

HeO’s manifestation is different

LBFH’s manifestation is really in your face. Super strong like you are dancing with the universe.
Mogul’s is super strong too, but it’s a bit more subtle and structured. Not as erratic as LBFH’s.

HeO’s feels a lot more structured. but unlike the others, the manifestation feels a lot more inside focused. It’s hard to put into words.

[Viktor]

I had my guesses, but now i’m sure that Mogul is the sub that made me become more assertive.
Is there that kind of scripting in Mogul? I’m mostly sure that there is, based on my observation.

[Viktor]

Reading the discussion about dominance on the other thread made me interested in SC’s subs that are about “dominance”.

I used dominance subs long ago before SC. They always feel unproductive. They add unnecessary bumps that don’t contribute to my goals, the dominance itself feels superficial and frankly, useless. That’s what i feel after using dominance subs from other creators for years.

There’s a part of me that wants more dominance. The one that’s deeper, more genuine and kind. Reading how SC tackles dominance with ZP, and based on my experience with SC, i’m sure the experience will be better.

I’m still gonna focus on HeO for now though, so i’ll use it years from now.

[Jouissance]

Maybe the next time you have a hankering to run mogul again, you can run ascended mogul instead. You’d love it.

[Viktor]

That’s true, I avoided AM because i was wary about alpha subs. Now it looks like a really good sub to use.

[Jouissance]

I wouldn’t be over worried about them. They’re about personal power

[Lion]

@Viktor

was wary about alpha subs

@Viktor

the dominance itself feels superficial and frankly, useless.

You are right in being careful. Dominance is parasitic when it is only taking. But in a give and take situation, it is very useful.

Healthy dominance implies leadership and that is giving something useful back to those who follow you.

For example, training them to he future leaders and dominate their own lives. Be an example to them.

[Parsifal]

I believe it’s all about the scripting.
Others mainly force their interpretation of dominance on you and force you into their imagination of alpha and dominance.
Here at SC with free will scripting, all the dominance and alpha traits are created by your subconsciousness, guided by your ideals and morals.
I remember that, while researching about emperor, I found a testimony of someone about his dominance on emperor. When one of his females colleagues fucked up seriously, he had to put her in her place. At first she was really down/afraid, but in the end, she was highly motivated and felt rather empowered than anything negative.
That’s the kind of dominance I want to experience in my life. Dominating others, but by dominating helping them to become the best version of themselves and being grateful for your confident and dominant behavior.

[Viktor]

@Parsifal

Others mainly force their interpretation of dominance on you and force you into their imagination of alpha and dominance.

You described what i experienced very accurately. That was exactly how i felt.

@Parsifal

I remember that, while researching about emperor, I found a testimony of someone about his dominance on emperor.

I didn’t expect that with emperor, i might consider adding it into my stack in the far future.

[Parsifal]

In my experience with emperor, I’m more inclined to set up clear boundaries. My fiancee and I moved in with my family for some reasons and at first it was like before I moved out 13 years ago. I fell back in this childlike obedience. On empire, it became natural not to be obedient anymore, to take my stance in a calm manner.
As well as with my fiancee. Where in the past, I was inclined to cater to her needs and forget my own. Now it’s much more balanced and I can communicate my needs much more clearly even at the cost of her approval.

[Viktor]

That sounds like my experience with Mogul too

@Viktor

I had my guesses, but now i’m sure that Mogul is the sub that made me become more assertive.

It’s not as strong, but the effect is there. I like the effect a lot.
I’m more inclined to consider using emperor too one day.

[Viktor]

I don’t have to feel 100% good to enjoy the moment. There can be pain, bad feelings etc happening at the same time. It doesn’t have to be pure.

I have been unknowingly forcing my body to feel a certain way based on my flawed ideals.

All i need to do is observe.

[Viktor]

I have confirmed that there’s no reason to not use HeO for 15m, at least for me. No recon & the effects hit better.

Was i being too cautious with increasing the listening duration before? My intuition had been nudging me to run it for 15m, but I didn’t listen.

[Fire]

@Viktor

I have confirmed that there’s no reason to not use HeO for 15m, at least for me. No recon & the effects hit better.

Was i being too cautious with increasing the listening duration before? My intuition had been nudging me to run it for 15m, but I didn’t listen.

If you dial it up slowly over time, and notice that you’re not getting hit too hard with reconciliation and are getting good results - note, you have to be objective with this and be able to recognize it as it can be subtle at times - then sure, you can increase your exposure, nothing wrong with that.

[Viktor]

That’s reassuring.

I’ll monitor the recon too and make sure it’s not too much, if any. since like you said, it can be subtle and i did miss some of the cues in the past

[Viktor]

@Viktor

I don’t have to feel 100% good to enjoy the moment. There can be pain, bad feelings etc happening at the same time. It doesn’t have to be pure.

I have been unknowingly forcing my body to feel a certain way based on my flawed ideals.

All i need to do is observe.

After a bit of introspection, This realization was certainly because of HeO. But i think it only appears when i run it for 15m, i had something similar happening too when i ran HeO for that long around a month ago.

learning about vipassana also plays a big part in it. HeO brings a deeper level of understanding based on that.