Viktor’s Victory Venture (LE + DRR)

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#1365

Not gonna do this, but i wonder

If (assuming the sweetspot of B is already 15m)
A 15m B 7m30s
C 15m B 7m30s
is viable
Then what about
A 7m30s B 7m30s C 7m30s
A 7m30s B 7m30s C 7m30s
?

Load wise, it’s the same thing but spread out.
The only potential problem i see here is having 3 subs in the same day.

I could to test this, but my stack is already destabilized as is.
I can’t take more risk at least for now.

Now that I think about it, it doesn’t have to be split equally, does it?

What about, let’s say,
A 7m30s B 12m C 3m
A 7m30s B 3m C 12m
Or even
A 7m30s B 14m30s C 30s
A 7m30s B 30s C 14m30s
I tested microloops (<1m) of DRR2 on top of LE + LBFH, surprisingly no downside at all.
So I know this might be viable. But it could also be because I use the 11on4/5off schedule, which cuts off the overload symptoms even before they start to manifest at the slightest.

But what if I only apply the split to 2 subs.
A 7m30s B 7m30s C 15m
A 7m30s B 7m30s
There might be a slight overload on the first day, but it will be rinsed off by the lightness of the second.
This might be too risky to try, but what if you’re using shorter loops
A 7m30s B 7m30s C 1m
A 7m30s B 7m30s
This is likely to be viable. I did 15m 15m 15s-50s with LE LBFH DRR2 and got no overload, so I know this is more than possible. But then again, 11on4off is a big factor. So I can’t recommend trying 3 in a day to anyone.

#1366

I finally understand.
After some deep introspection & a bit of experimentation, it’s clear that I’ve been taking life too “seriously”. Nothing’s wrong with it, but there’s a value in embracing the raw, pure, almost childlike intrinsic joy of life.

I thought I was doing them, but DRR2 showed me a perspective that I wasn’t even aware of.

I wonder how AHJ would compare.
It should be more focused on the topic than DRR, so I’m excited.

#1367

With the new essence type of modules, I wonder if we can use that for this purpose instead of using the whole module. It will definitely lighten the load of an already bloated custom.

If you have 4 subs you’d like to maintain, instead of 4 cores,
It seems more reasonable to add 3 cores + 2 essence with modules that have similar functions to the sub in the essence form in an attempt to “complete” it.

Untested, the whole thing is still in a state of loose theories, but a few years from now, I’ll experiment with this after I’m done with HeO.

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#1368

First time full loop AHJ.

I think I’m starting to understand what “tool” scripting is.

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#1369

Is AHJ one of those subs like DRR1/Mogul where I won’t feel anything in particular until a few months later when I look back at the changes in my life and notice how much the sub contributed to it?

So far I’ve been noticing the sub preventing me from doing self sabotage that will lower my enjoyment.
In a way, it does feel like a “tool” when it’s in effect.

Nothing much yet. I’m still gonna observe what it does.
I’m glad there’s no recon though, so the recon back in January was caused by DRR2 instead.

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#1370

AHJ is strong, wtf?

Immediately, i can see it working on helping me prevent whatever could make my enjoyment less enjoyable.

Instead of an immediate feel of joy, i got a methodical guidance on how to gain more & prevent self sabotage.

One thing that i’m starting to notice is the comparison effect.
“Do this, then do this. Compare which one of those two will give you better enjoyment.” or “See how you’re sabotaging your own enjoyment if you do this instead of this.”

Dare I say, it is better than WB + HeO for meditation.
My awareness has been increased significantly.
Even more than that combination above.

I’m less annoyed by whatever sensations are showing up in my body & mind.
They lower my enjoyment, so AHJ helps me to just be aware of them & observe.

Thoughts, feelings, sensations that used to make me think “this is fucking annoying, but i’m gonna try to just observe” turns into “oh this sensation exists, okay”. A complete detachment. A shift in how i used to react. A rapid progress overnight.

It makes me aware of how much needless self sabotage i’ve been programmed to do all this time that lowers my enjoyment.

This is more powerful than I expected.

It’s different from LBFH.
When i use LBFH, i feel good almost immediately.
Life feels good with many manifestations almost in a snap.
AHJ is different. It’s methodical.
Instead of a raw shift, it’s guiding you there.
Now I understand why it is a skill sub.

AHJ is not just a feel good sub.
It is a “HOW TO feel good” sub.

I might just keep AHJ in my stack. It is much more than just a sub for fulfilment. It is indirectly buffing my productivity.

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#1371

I think AHJ is the first sub with “tool style scripting” that I’ve ever used.

Saint said the anti-recon scripting works best with subs that has this kind of scripting.
So i can assume that the anti-recon itself has this tool style scripting.

Now i understand better how the anti recon might work.

After seeing what AHJ is capable of with its tool scripting, it is utter nonsense to keep using the unupdated LE over EE.

If it’s not updated this month, I’m switching to EE next month.

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#1372

I FIGURED IT OUT.

“Hope”
Or whatever the right term is.

That was what was missing.
I’ve been too deep into minimalism, efficiency, grinding etc that I unknowingly suppressed this part of me way too much.

AHJ led me to this realization.
A deeper layer that I wasn’t aware of.
I think it’s only right to listen & take a step back.
I’ve done a lot. Maybe it’s time to reevaluate my life, goals & focus.

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#1373

AHJ feels more tangible than LE.
It feels more grounded, practical, usable.
Weird but that’s how it is.

I’ve been experiencing many angles of emotion.
Desperation, anger, violence, empathy, loss, safety, assuredness and many more that are hard to categorize into words.

It feels like I’m getting a fuller experience of life.
All within these past few days.

It’s interesting.
I can see how this may lead to a life that’s even more fulfilling.
I want to experience the ups and downs too. That’s life.

Though I’ve been throwing myself into many experiences in life, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I’ve been there, done that. It’s the same shit.
The answer is not what’s out there, it’s inside. It’s not through stability, it’s through chaos.
I didn’t believe it could get deeper, I was wrong.

Is this a good thing? Honestly, I don’t know.
But I know that there’s something to be gained from this.

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#1374

I’m in a huge shift in my view of life.
It’s not a good idea to overshare on the internet.
I need to cut out journaling here for a while, just in case.

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#1375

Triggered by the art of happiness?

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#1376

Most likely.

#1377

I’m reconsidering AHJ’s place in my stack now.

Damn I didn’t expect it to be this strong without microloop.
I thought it was gonna be an easy one like Mogul/DRR1.

Well, it is easy, but unlike the other invisible subs, I must set aside a separate time to digest these changes. It’s not really healing, it’s expanding. And unlike Mogul’s external expansion, which makes it frictionless to run, AHJ’s is more internal. That brings its own set of challenges.

I gotta go back to shorter loops.
Not because of recon, but the results take too much of my focus away, more than I could afford, even after I’ve taken extra preparation for it.

Even though I can just microloop, for this month, I’ll drop AHJ first. Then I’ll pick it up again next month.
Seeing how I’ve mostly figured out my problem with the help of LBFH’s softening effect, I’ll also drop it.

That leaves LE alone in the stack.
Probably for the better too, as I need to recalibrate my focus first.
I’ll take this time to digest the new perspectives at my own pace.

I think HeO would have been great alongside AHJ.
AHJ to expand, HeO to keep the focus on my purpose.
I need to finish the 1-3 month break from HeO first though.

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#1378

Since I’m just using LE now, I’ll use ultrasonic only.

I was afraid that using subs from speakers would accidentally expose it to others.
But it’s just LE, if the ultrasonic indeed reaches others in my vicinity, so be it.
(I used frequensee a year ago to confirm that it can indeed reach far away from the source)

#1379

AHJ opened so much in me.
This shift in my perspective in life is… really broad.

Before this, I was completely focused on my goals.
Few, but focused.

Now I feel open to more.

This is not a bad effect at all, but I gotta focus.
Honestly, I’m at a loss about what to do with this.
On one hand, I know there’s something huge to gain from following AHJ.
On another, I gotta focus on my goals.

MDFY: Freedom might be a good module for my predicament.
But I’ll see first whether microloop will bring a better balance or not.
This could just be an early shock from AHJ after all. It’s too soon to take any drastic action based on it.

That short run of LBFH made me aware of one thing:

I’ve become more discontent, easily annoyed by others’ flaws & incompetence.
Which doesn’t really go against my goals, so I don’t mind having this trait.
But it’ll only take me a little effort to fix this, so there’s no reason not to address it.

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#1380

Stack: fucked.
I’ll try my best to stick with the plan, but I doubt my willpower is strong enough, lol.

Seems like HLB is gonna be more focused on mastery and perfection than HeO.
This is exactly what i want.

My willpower is being tested so hard right now.

#1381

I’m taking an early break from LE.
I have nothing in my stack anymore.
That means the rest of this month will be a long washout.

Unless they update LE this month, lol.

I want to get a better view of how it feels without a productivity sub.
I’ve been using subs with that for more than 2 years anyway.

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#1382

I’m gonna YOLO WB once i get my hand on an anti recon sub.
Either when I buy EE next month, or when LE gets updated. Whichever comes first.

After the talk about WB and the expansion from AHJ, I’m starting to see the thrill in this.

I’ll be able to make space in my daily schedule for WB too.
Unless there’s an emergency.

Nothing is better to test this new tech than using a sub that immobilized me in recon for months.

I expect this experiment to take 1-2 months max.
I can spare time for this. Maybe delay HeO even more (so i’ll take a 3 months break instead of only 1) so it won’t be too kitchen sink-y.

I’ll be relying solely on EE/LE’s ability to solve WB’s recon and to maintain the productivity. This will be a good benchmark to see how effective the new scripting & update are.

#1383

I was clearing low quality replies when I saw this:

What the fuck?
I forgot this happened.
Well, judging by how I don’t get that anymore, I think it was caused by stacking HeO + DRLD.
DRLD combined with any productivity sub is a beast. It was laser focused on destroying any limitation.
There’s self care scripting in DRLD, but I think it needs to be dialled up a bit more like how EE is being rebalanced.

I wonder how DRLD will be updated later with the addition of NSE & ZPU.

I remember I used to get nightmare when using subs almost every night back then.
I’m glad it’s mostly over now.

It was the worst when using WB.
I wonder how I’d fare with it now after more than a year of not using WB.
Should I try now before LE gets updated/buy EE next month?
This is gonna be different from my plan yesterday.
I have the time & space since I’ve hollowed out this month in preparation for DRR2’s recon (that I ended up dropping in favor of AHJ, after DRR2 revealed to me what path I should take next).

Maybe I’ll run a 25s loop just to see how much I’ve progressed.
My max before I got a lethargy recon back then was 24s. So this would be a good way to gauge how far I’ve progressed since back then.

Fuck it, what if I just add AHJ back to the stack again now instead of waiting for next month.
I have prepared for DRR’s recon, this has cost me a lot.
It’s going to waste if I don’t use this opportunity to its fullest.

Honestly, the reasoning is completely reactionary & irrational, other than “fuck man, I spent so much in preparation for DRR’s recon”. I can’t get that out of my head. I know it would be better if I continued with the long washout. But this is haunting me.

Well, I guess I’ll treat this as a well needed rest from all the productivity stuff.
It has been a year of just fucking working. I deserve this.

Back then my focus was split. Now I’ll go all in on WB for the later half of this month.
Objective: Fuck. Hard.
At least for this month. I have the time. If my productivity ended up going down the drain, so be it.

This could be AHJ’s recon now that I think about it. I do feel the dissonance between what it expanded in me and what I expected. But I won’t go straight to blaming a sub over my own irrational decision.

Edit:
You know what? I think there’s merit in thinking this way.
It could be recon.
I’m gonna suspend this idea of using WB.
I’m glad I wrote all of these. I don’t feel as restless anymore & I gained more clarity.

#1384

I was doing a deep introspection while reading my journal to see what the fuck happened in the past 30 days.

I planned to switch subs (and went ahead with some) so many times.
What the fuck is wrong with me.

I concluded that it might be recon from AHJ + the instability trying to figure out wtf i want to proceed with the new goals shown by it + too much free time than usual + the push to use that time to get as much as i can from it since i’ve prepared it & before i can’t spare my time anymore + etc.

God that was a mess.

I’m glad i journaled at least some of it here. That helped a lot with finding clarity.

I need to think things through before i start listening to subs.

AHJ is still gonna stay.
DRR2 showed me the value of what AHJ can give me, and i’m willing to take the gamble for it.

But anything else that came after it was a recon minefield.

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