Totally missed this half sentence. Thanks
I kinda expected a big announcement
Totally missed this half sentence. Thanks
I kinda expected a big announcement
the recon to swap subs is intensifying.
i feel like i want to swap WB for LBFH so bad. this is also one of the reasons why i stopped WB a few cycles ago, i felt an intense desire to swap it for LBFH.
Stacking WB & LBFH is an option, but my intuition always tells me not to do that.
I’ll stick with WB until i can’t take it anymore. i think my plan to use WB for as long as it is needed won’t be as smooth as i planned.
My feeling is all over the place.
This is weird. I know this is recon because it always comes from the deep down. It’s deeper than just some feelings coming and going.
“Is using WB even a good idea?” I always have this thought every time i run it. It’s not a problem, but i always succumb to it after a few cycles.
On the good side, this shows how potent listening to less than 30s is. If it doesn’t work, how the fuck am i getting recon in the first place.
Edit1:
It just crossed my mind that maybe the recon was also affected heavily by my lack of sleep.
That’s completely my fault. I should have taken another rest day.
I went into a deep introspection again.
The alpha scripting from WB helped me uncover something interesting.
It reminded me of that one time i used an alpha sub from another producer. When your status rise up, there are people who want to put you back down.
That unfortunately happened to me hard. There were people who were hell bent on putting me back to my place. They went so far as to make my life hell constantly for a few months.
All these time, i thought i got through it without a scratch. But now i realized after running WB that there are residual trauma from that period that i wasn’t even aware of.
Maybe this is why WB is so good for my meditation goals. Its alpha scripting directly healed these traumas from the past that i didn’t know were a problem.
Now I get it.
Now I understand what caused the recon.
A prolonged traumatic event like that can’t just happen and leave no scar.
The solution is to run one of the most alpha sub from SC to heal it. WB did its job well.
The romance scripting showed a really good dream about romance. Really close love and playfulness.
The dream eas so sweet that it makes me want to stop jumping from one girl to another and actually have a stable relationship.
This is not the time though, gotta grind
The beginning of a serious relationship is always time intensive. You need to get to know your partner and of course your focus isn’t the best.
So grinding and starting a serious relationship is hard.
But it can work out if you really want to. My mentor found his big love while bringing his business on the next level.
He did it. But he was in his office at 5 on workdays. So he told me his focus wasn’t on point
So if you say you can wait, it’ll be easier.
That’s insightful.
My focus is all over the place too when i use WB. Starting a relationship will make it worse.
I want to focus on work like usual, but the dream last night really showed me what’s possible with a relationship. It was not a grand dream, but that’s exactly what made it sweeter. Just a mundane day to day life with someone i love.
These dreams from subs are insane, sometimes i feel like i’m living another life completely.
It makes me wonder if there are scripting to use our dreams to help fulfill the subs goals.
Yeah, this is for the better. I’ll continue with the path i chose.
There is a lot of friction whenever I try to run WB long term.
The lethargy effect, contrasting goals, manifestation etc.
I need to approach this from a different angle.
Instead of forcing myself to run WB for multiple cycles straight, I’ll only run it for 1 cycle (or half) every half a year or so. WB works insanely well for my meditation goals, so i will match the schedule with a personal retreat that focuses on my vipassana practice.
This is a long term project, there’s no need to rush.
I’ll slowly allow myself to adapt to it over the years.
Fuck i look sexy as hell
WB’s physical shifting, or the way it shifted how i see my own body, is really strong.
This is with only less than 30s
Thank God, I’ve reached Arch Alchimist and can post stupid emoticons now without a bad consciens.
Arch alchemist gang
Cycle 15 day 14
HeO 15m LBFH 8m
on the edge of bawling my eyes out now.
“it’s okay”
“it’s fine”
These reassuring thoughts are coming back again.
I started to think, was I not getting enough positive affirmations like these in my life?
“Impossible. i get flooded by those almost daily. The evidence is in front of my eyes”.
then i looked into myself and realized, I’m not lacking love from the outside, but from inside.
I don’t say those kind words to myself, or at least i don’t genuinely say them.
There are still many things I need to work on with LBFH. 9-10 cycles wasn’t enough. This sub is deeper than I expected.
I’m starting to think that taking a break from a sub for at least 1 cycle can give us a fresher perspective on its effects. it’s a sort of pattern break. we can use this new point of view to spot better what we can work on.
I won’t stop using HeO though. At this point, it feels so normal that I no longer know what it’s doing inside of me. I only know that it’s helping me improve myself even if I’m not aware of it.
That’s why I recommend LB to everyone
absolutely. everyone should run one of the heartsong line of products at least once. the ROI is insane.
So i used 4 cycles of RM:UWX.
honestly, i don’t know how i would rate it.
the holistic effects are great even for someone who is not a writer like me.
Overall, this is a blind guess, but I can’t recommend it over the other RM products if you’re not a writer.
RM:UWX is not bad, it’s actually the opposite, it’s really good. The problem is, I couldn’t take full advantage of some of the effects & manifestations since I’m not a writer in the first place. it was fun to use though, the wealth manifestation is insane.
I’m glad the new Limitless fits my needs better than RM:UWX. I can’t wait to use it next cycle.
Cycle 15 day 15
Rest
“i deserve love even when i …”
this thought has been starting to appear again after i ran LBFH yesterday.
it has always existed, but the effect is deeper after discovering more about myself with WB.
I can simply observe it better and allow me to accept & be kind to myself. It’s like I gained a new perspective to handle my thoughts & feelings.
Lately i also realized that i have fixed around 80% of one of my phobias. it doesn’t bother me as much anymore. i didn’t take any action to fix it and i don’t know what sub helped me. I’m just healed.
I feel like I’m rewiring my brain. my thought pattern, reaction etc.
Update 1:
I’m beginning to accept that I’m more moody than how i believe & portray myself to be.
This is good. I stop denying that part of myself. now i can adapt & work with it.
Stop the lies, stop the denial, stop the avoidance.
It’s a part of me. Observe, accept and work with it.
This took me 1 year of SC to realize. but I’m slowly becoming more aware of the fundamental flaws of my thinking & start chipping away at it.
Update 2:
I’m slowly regaining my productivity.
The lethargy recon from WB was mild, but I don’t want to deal with it now.
About your journey with WB
Before you started, did you think the sub was aligned with your personality?
Or was it because you developed those traits it offered?
I have this theory starting to form in my mind, that as for me and many others with LB, recon on microloops is a very good sign because you work on a topic that is kinda underdeveloped.
But then there’s also recon on subs that are to advanced…
You see, I’m still at the beginning.
Not at all.
To put it into perspective, I’m heavily aligned with HeO from the get go. It’s aligned with my goals, personality, beliefs and more. It’s like as if i asked SC to make a sub that’s tailor made for me.
Running HeO doesn’t feel much like anything. I don’t feel like i’m working towards different qualities. I just feel more like myself. Even Mogul, another sub that feels invisible to me, makes me feel slightly different.
What does it have to do with WB? This:
The difference is as big as it can get.
That’s spot on. The sheer amount of personal development that i went through with WB is insane. Even on microloops. Not to mention the effects & manifestations.
In the past Khan was multistage but not building on each other. So you could chose what ever stage wanted first.
From what Saint said, I’m guessing Vibes will follow that path again. Like Part 1 Lyrics Part 2 for mixing etc.