I listened to my own recording, and i immediately think that it sounds sexy as fuck. It doesn’t matter if my voice is actually getting more enticing, all i know is that i like my voice more and that’s what i want.
Idk what scripting in WB is causing this, but i like it.
Everyday i feel safer and safer. HeO & WB are working great together.
So it’s gonna be a WB +LBfH + HeO custom?
I doubt i’ll use WB in the custom. I want a core that can increase creativity. I think i’ll leave the spot open for now.
I rarely say this in this journal, but holy shit what’s with WB making me horny as fuck? it’s not only happening lately, it has always been the case every time i run the sub.
i won’t go too far into the details, but fuck me it has been hard trying to balance work and “releasing” the desire. i took a rest from work yesterday and went wild like a rabbit, that was still not enough.
Meditation can help me stay calm, but i can’t stay focused for long when I’m working.
I hope this is just a recon and I can come to terms with it soon. I don’t know how to channel this energy elsewhere so i can focus on my work. this is frustrating.
If I wouldn’t know your plans I’d recommend KB for this. For me, it changed everything.
I was constantly horny (pornaddict) and coping with release. 3 cycles of KB1 and its gone.
Magic 
That’s what i thought too, using KB will be good to solve this.
I’m gonna use KB after i’m done with QL, saint said it’s good for creativity & energy so i’m interested in it.
I might just gonna stop WB if this effect is going too strong for too long. I’m already using super aggressive microlooping with low listening frequency and a lot of rest days now, any lower than this is ridiculous, but i might just try it.
Guided TMI meditations
I have some meditating experience so tbh maybe this is just a me thing, but here’s my recommendation.
Spend a week or two on stage 1, then a week or two on stage 2, and do the same thing for stage 3, and then jump straight into stage 4. Don’t wait till you’re ready. Just do it.
Then, when you actually have focused stage 4 meditations, you know how to act in that situation… and if it’s not one of those days, you can use the tools from stage 1-3 to revamp your focus.
Tbh I avoided reading stage 4 and the interlude right after for so long, just did this week; regret not doing it earlier
This post made me think back about my life, and it hasn’t changed fundamentally.
I feel like i already fulfilled my calling in life.
The growth that i’m undergoing now, the struggle, the achievements and everything else is just an extra. I have lived my life to the fullest when I didn’t have anything. Now that i have more, it’s nice but they are not necessary.
I can die tomorrow and be fine with it, i already achieved what i needed to and now i’m enjoying the fulfilment of struggling & striving in life on top of that.
Cycle 15 day 2
WB 25s HeO 15m
Even though i want to stay at around 10-20s, I’m gonna follow the schedule and increase the exposure by 5s every listening day. i bit more recon won’t mean much in the long run.
there are new states that I’m actively reconciling with, but no overload symptoms at all. I’m trying to increase the denseness by only taking 3 days off in the middle (9 on > 3 off > 9 on > 5 off) to see if i still get the overload symptoms near the end of the cycle. if there’s none, then i can run 15m of HeO & RM:UWX without worry.
the structure of the schedule still follows fire’s rule:
1 HeO + WB divided by half
2
3 UWX + WB divided by half
4
WB is great for meditation, at least for me. on paper, LBFH should have been better, but WB is better based on my observation.
I realized another layer of hindrance in my meditation journey.
I’ve been automatically avoiding some feelings whenever they show up.
I wasn’t even aware of them before this.
WB is really strong for my meditation goals.
Cycle 15 day 4
WB 30s UWX 15m
I think WB is starting to eat on my productivity.
I should have listened to my intuition and stayed at around 10-20s instead. the decrease in productivity is tiny, but i want as little of it as possible. using less than 30s has also shown to be effective for the results too.
So, i will restart the microloop back to 5s again. increasing by an additional 5s every listening day.
I don’t care if it’s gonna take 1 year or more. Let it take as long as it needs to take.
Update 1:
I made a plan for a custom using the synergy modules just for fun.
This custom will see action after I’m done reconciling with WB. So it will most likely change again by then with the new updates and module packs.
Goals:
Cores:
1 HeO
2 LBFH
3 ASBR - Creativity, innovation and cognitive enhancement. Expanding on HeO’s resilience & mastery scripting. Supporting LBFH with its social scripting. A wild card to give me different perspectives that i can use to improve myself.
4 NWE - I wanted to use NLE, but i will pair this custom with Limitless at some point anyway.
Meditation: - Expanding on the focus & relaxation scripting from HeO & LBFH.
5 Synergy: Semper Praesens - Everpresent, EGO ADSUM
6 Synergy: Breath of the Storms - Foundation, Eye of the Storm
7 Synergy: Harmonic Conflux - Harmonic Singularity, Stress Displacement
8 The Single Point
Productivity: - Complementing HeO & ASBR. Balancing LBFH.
9 Synergy: Machine Unleashed - Machine: Action, Productivity Unleashed
10 Synergy: Carpe Vitam - Carpe Diem Ascended, Joie De Vivre, Unrelenting Wealth Motivation & Energy
11 Virtue Series: Diligence
12 Victory’s Call
Brainstorming: - Going Deeper into ASBR’s innovation scripting.
13 Visionary
14 Disruption
15 Revelation of Product Creation
16 Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages - Wisdom Personified, Mimisbrunnr, Pragya, Wayfinder
Skills:
17 Fortune’s Favorite - Luck is a skill that i always want to go deeper into.
18 Rembrandt - A wild card module. I’m not an artist, but I want to see what it can bring to my life.
19 Synergy: Tale of the Dragon - Dragon Tongue, True Sell, Song of Joy, Story Teller - ASBR & LBFH.
20 Synergy: Voice is the Law - Emperor’s Voice, Voice Master - I realized that I want to improve my voice after i ran WB.
I’ll start super slow, take a lot of rest days & use it solo until i get through 90% of the recon in the way. then I’ll slowly add limitless, and eventually swap it to QL. I wonder whether it’s better to use limitless before or after QL with the new changes.
Is recon really so bad for you?
For me, if recon is on 3-5/10 I’ll take it, knowing change/adaption is happening faster than when I don’t feel recon.
I’m a fan of microloops as well and chose shorter loops even when I can stomach longer or even full loops without recon.
But with LB I welcome recon because it’s showing that I experience more healing than when I dont get recon…
I don’t know if I make sense to you 
Yeah, I understand it completely
The recon itself is not bad, I would say it feels neutral. The low exposure is giving me enough time to slowly adapt to it. The effects themselves are really strong even with less than 20s.
The problem is the lethargy. It hits my productivity from many different angles. It’s not that bad, but i would rather not deal with it.
If shorter exposure can give me great effects with minimum to no adverse reaction towards my productivity, then i’ll stay with it.
So basically recon is hitting you mildly, but to hard in a special area (productivity) so you better avoid it?
That’s why I dropped Emperor last year. The situation in my family was pretty tense, so even this slight irritability from Emperor was to much for delicate negotiations so I dropped it altogether, at least for the time being.
Just throwing this out there. Are you eating enough? Maybe the lethargy is the physical shifting from WB?
you have a point.
now that i think about it, i have been eating a lot more lately since i started WB. I’ll look more at my food & nutrition. maybe if i optimize it more, i can get away with longer loops. thanks!
Did you consider refreshing loops?
I can’t remember where I’ve read about this concept, but some longtime users wrote about listening to subs they’ve integrated already for one loop every now and then to refresh its effects. I’m gonna try this with emperor.
Was this confirmed somewhere? I knew Saint said he planned to do it, but I didn’t catch him mentioning it anywhere recently.
the only subs I’ve run for a long time are Mogul, HeO & LBFH. the rest are only 4 cycles at most.
maybe I’ll run Mogul again every now and then to refresh its effects. more money is always good anyway.
It’s in the description. we don’t know how deep the scripting goes though, that’s why i want to experiment with it