DRR3 30m WB 4s
Understanding WB’s direction & why it caused me recon is one thing. Adapting to it is another.
I think some parts of the scripting are working well, but some I have a particularly hard time digesting.
With <=8s, it’s noticeable but I can manage it just fine. it’s just 8s after all.
It is abundantly clear that this can develop into a recon if I take too much of it like I did in the past.
For the other scripting, for women, looks, social, manifestations, acceptance, weak to strong, self improvement etc, they seem to work just fine.
But this one aspect of WB gives me a hard time.
I can’t really pinpoint it, but this run has given me more clarity about what might be causing it:
- The mysterious character is too far from my personality & priorities. So many things to relearn & recalibrate. Despite that, it’s easy to learn the rope now that I’m using low exposure. It’s gentle yet impactful.
- it’s the detachment scripting. I can digest DRR3’s detachment just fine, I’m running 30m of it now with no problem after all, but WB seems to have its own flavor that’s hard, foggy & confusing for me to swallow. It has been easier now that I give myself less load & more space to process this. DRR3’s own version of “processing that leads to detachment” also helps.
These are the only reasons I can gather from my observation for now. I can’t think of other reasons yet.
Whatever it is, I like how WB is working now.
It’s subtle with minimal recon.
It’s also not as kitchensink-y as when I ran longer loops.
It’s just subtly adding color to my life without taking the focus away from the main points of the picture.
Those are the 2 problems that prevented me from running WB, all vanished.
I want to add & improve some stuff, but my other goals are still my priorities.
This is giving me the right balance.
Though WB has its own unique flavor of detachment, I think DRR3’s role here can’t be understated.
WB shows me what I need to detach from, DRR3 is giving me a broader view of why & how to proceed with it.
It’s as if the guidance from WB alone isn’t strong enough.
Combined with too much exposure, it made me fall into a recon hell.
DRR3, low exposure & more frequent washouts are patching that up.
Well, isn’t this what anti recon scripting is for?
The new tech is solving the problem by itself. It won’t be a problem when WB is updated.
Honestly, I’m still in disbelief at how impactful the subs can be to this low exposure.
<=8s.
But it works.
Better than more.
I know this is unquestionably WB.
I’m familiar with how it feels & I have an extreme reaction to it
That can’t be lawyer gamed out of me.