Wait a minute.
This is the same time of the year i had the “recon” a year ago. It was in the middle of october too.
The condition was similar.
I did everything cleanly. I ate clean, worked out, slept well etc.
And the fix was the same: Dirty sweet food.
Maybe this isn’t even from subs or my eating schedule. Maybe it’s just something cyclical my body goes through every year.
I wouldn’t have found this if i didn’t journal.
The sweet food treatment was successful yesterday.
Idk if it was a recon, a cyclical phase my body goes through, random physical problems etc.
I’ll try to increase my food intake from now on. Let’s see if that works in fixing the situation completely.
This is a really interesting find. I spent the last couple days on a tiramisu binge, feeling some minor symptoms as well.
Interesting to think about it possibly being related to a larger cycle than one’s personal cycles.
I added some deep fried food with extra salt to my eating routine today.
This is the best i’ve felt in a while.
Idk what the fuck is happening, but i fixed something apparently.
Taste wise it wasn’t even that good, but i feel really good afterwards.
Well, it’s working. I’m not gonna complain, rofl.
I think something is processing extremely deeply inside.
I just got the most extensive dream i’ve ever gotten ever.
It felt like i lived another life entirely. I’m not exaggerating.
Only subs ever gave me dreams this deep & realistic before.
But this was way more immersive than the usual sub dream from SC.
This is so different than usual that i can’t pin point it to subs or other stuff.
Maybe there’s a link with it and why my body needed sweet food & salty deep fried stuff. Maybe it was trying to process something but it required more fuel to do so.
Idk what & why it happened, but i’m just enjoying the journey.
DRR2 3m LE 15m
This is 1:1 what I felt from DRR2.
I didn’t like it at first. It was nice to have, but I prefered the smooth & invisible approach of DRR1.
But then I read the quote above from NR.
And it’s also similar to a part of the module “Revelation of Product Creation”.
I wonder if I can use this effect from DRR2 to enhance my creativity.
It’s similar in principle, maybe this can work with a bit of conscious guidance.
DRR1 has served me well for more than 3 months. Now that I have achieved one of the time consuming endeavors I did, increasing creativity in the meantime seems to make much more sense than focusing on DRR1’s push for productivity when combined with a productivity sub.
The cleansing effect and passive buff on everything in my life that I got from DRR1 might get disrupted by going to DRR2, but it shouldn’t be that bad considering it’s still the same sub, just different stages.
It won’t be as invisible as DRR1, but I have the resources to spend on dealing with recon and adapting to the other scripting. The “natural state of calmness” from DRR2 will be great for my meditation practise too.
I might gonna throw LBFH in the stack until the end of the month.
I can afford to not be as productive as usual for the time being, I might as well get more enjoyment from my stack by means other than work related stuff.
Update 1:
Ok, the scripting from DRR2 worked quickly.
It’s working together with the ambition scripting from LE.
I know it’s from LE because I didn’t feel this when I first ran DRR2 back then.
The inspiration came from the scripting similar to the “see the beauty in life and all things” in DRR2.
It’s almost like the one from the experimental RM:V.
Combined with the ambition scripting from LE, makes me want to just take action on it.
There are things that I want to try, to get deep into.
But it’s gonna cost time. My schedule is already packed enough as is.
Especially the next month after I get back to being busy as usual.
Can I fit more? I just added a colossal time sink 4 months ago after I got the inspiration from RM:V.
I don’t know, I barely take any weekends to rest already. I won’t have any time to rest if I do.
The worst thing that could happen is if the other things I do get affected negatively because I stretch myself too much.
It’s probably not wise to go with that.
But I’ll try cutting stuff off to free up more time.
Maybe I’ll even get EB to supplement the stack.
Prolonged rest is not my style anyway.
If I fuck up, at least that’s from trying & living life rather than inaction.
I spotted a limiting belief about my health
“I’m too busy to take care of my health”
“I have done the best I could to my health, I can’t do more than this”
No, these are just excuses.
Yes, I live cleanly compared to other people. I eat well, I sleep well, I workout & have enough physical activities etc. These things are important for my performance.
If I don’t eat well, I can’t have the energy & clarity to do my work.
If I don’t sleep properly, I’ll impair my thinking capability.
If I don’t work out, I’ll feel worse and I’ll lose my focus more easily.
I don’t smoke, drink alcohol, do drugs etc for the same reason. Performance.
I thought I had done enough, but this is just a limiting belief that I put onto myself.
I’ve done well, but these are just the bare minimum for my performance.
This is a part of productivity I can still explore & improve with the biggest potential for great outcomes.
Paragon is the obvious sub to add, but I have been jumping around too many subs lately.
So I’ll stick with LE + DRR first, then add Mogul if necessary.
Wealth makes health easier to improve after all.
AC 1m20s
I feel so overloaded. I’m not gonna use AC on rest days anymore.
It has been more than 1 year and I still can’t listen to more than 3m of AC without too much overload.
I’ll start over from 0. +2s every time I listen to it instead of +5s.
Slowly build it up again until I feel zero overload from it anymore.
My ambition is firing up.
LE’s scripting here is really strong.
I get a big push to fix myself too.
I wonder why this didn’t show up a week ago.
This level of effect is what I would expect when I first listen to a sub.
Maybe LE needed to clean something deep inside first before it showed more of its effects.
How would you conpare it to EB productivity/ambition if youve used it
I have never used EB before.
But compared to Mogul, RM:UWX & experimental RM:V, LE feels a bit more whole & focused on productivity. I’m also stacking it with DRR2 so the effect is enhanced.
Oh ok, if you really want productivity then EB is the way to go as iv seen amazing reviews for it and people sayings its better than le for productivity
I have also been thinking about including EB in a few months from now.
DRR + LE + EB once a week sounds good for my goals.
The only reason I chose LE is because it has both productivity & creativity enhancement.
If I’m only after the productivity boost, Mogul is enough for me.
I just had the longest meditation I’ve ever done before.
My mind feels more calm with LE + DRR2.
DRR1 made me more relaxed, and then DRR2 brought it to the next level.
I’m liking LE + DRR2 so far. LE’s focus on productivity made up for the switch to DRR2.
I think my worry about LE was too hasty. What I wanted from LE has finally come.
Maybe I did too much yesterday.
I ended the day extremely tired and slept for 10 hours.
Well, at least now I know what LE is capable of.
Now it’s about making it sustainable.
DRR2 3m45s LBFH 15m
I finally pulled the trigger on LBFH after not listening to it for half a year.
I wonder how it will affect me now after all the changes I went through.
I plan to only listen to LBFH for 3 loops this month. then I’ll go back to LE.
This is a good opportunity to try the “refresher” method for subs that I used to use for months back then. Is 3 loops, once every 4 days enough to make the scripting stay again? If yes, then for how long?
DRR2 + LBFH will be a blast. DRR2 makes me enjoy & find the beauty in life.
LBFH does that too, but is more focused on human relations through its overflowing love.
I think I would absolutely lose myself in the bliss if I stacked it with RM:V too instead of LE.
LBFH worked fast, rofl.
Update 1:
And that wrecked my productivity, lol.
God damn it I knew 15m of LBFH would do that, and i still did it.
Well, at least now i know LE can’t mitigate LBFH, rofl.
But i have only been using LE for 4 loops total, it’s too soon to judge.
I’ll continue using LBFH for 15m alongside DRR2 & LE and see how it turns out at the end of the month.
Had the same impulse yesterday and ran a full loop of Emperor again. Had a serious headache afterwards. But now it’s gone 
The calmness scripting in DRR2 helps my meditation a lot.
I didn’t really like DRR2 at first, but after finding a use with “life appreciation” its scripting for my creativity and seeing the other effects it has, i’m starting to like it.
It also helps that i didn’t rush to 15m this time.
Unlike the first time i ran DRR2, i don’t get any recon now.
I hope it stays that way.
I just realized something important.
The goals I wanted to get by using LBFH had been completed half a year ago.
I enjoy LBFH’s effects, but the difference in my focus now is a bit disturbing.
I realized that i have very little tolerance towards scripting that’s not targeting my goals.
I’m focused on them all day every day, and that’s also how i like my subs to be.
After looking back at my experience with subs, every single aspect that i didn’t need but was “nice to have” ended up being a burden I wasted valuable resources on by having to constantly readjust my focus.
This is a great realization.
I thrive better on subs that directly target my needs.
I probably can’t use any archetypal sub anymore except for HeO since their goals are too broad or just too far from mine.
But now i have a better idea about what subs i want to use.
Owned: DRR, LE, Mogul, HeO
New: Limitless, QL, ME, RM:UA. Then NR & EoG.
Finally I can confidently cut down so many of the “nice to have” subs that i wanted to use like the ASBR, TSo series, Sanguine series, Emp series, the rest of the RM series etc from my wishlist.
No more nice to haves.
If it doesn’t fit my long term goals like a glove, I’m not gonna use it.