Viktor’s Victory Venture (LE + DRR)

Journals - Major Programs
#848

Damn i’m lonely
I wasn’t even aware of it

I let loose a bit to give myself more space to process DRR. Talked to more people and reconnected with old friends.

There i realized that i’ve been feeling lonely and i didn’t even notice the depth of it before.

Stopping LBFH means i have to be a bit more proactive in nurturing relations. I can’t keep neglecting them.

I want to use LBFH again but mixing 2 healing subs is not a good idea. LBFH lowers my productivity and i haven’t integrated well with DRR yet. Mixing both of them won’t be good.

Fewer social manifestations aside, i don’t feel as connected to people as when i was actively using LBFH. It doesn’t feel as satisfying & fulfilling either.

I won’t swap to LBFH though, i want to see if i can fix this by myself first. LBFH has done enough showing me what’s possible anyway.

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#850

DRR1 5m

please no lethargy recon

it doesn’t feel that heavy when i listen to it, but who knows how it will turn out.
7m made me more productive, i hope 5m too.

i kinda feel that composed feeling i felt when i listened to 7m.
but there’s a bit of anxiety too deep inside.

this is exciting.

No heavy recon so far.
It doesn’t feel as dense as the first time i listened to 7m.
DRR is way easier than i anticipated.

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#851

DRR1

no recon at all for the whole day.
no overload symptoms too.
practically nothing other than the slight anxiety i felt right after listening to DRR1

more grounded
more of “i can”, “I’m doing it right”, “I’m safe & succeeding” etc
more productivity

fuck it, I’ll try 10m next.
i love this sub. it’s just a flat upgrade to my daily life with no downside.

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#852

DRR1 is smoother than LBFH.
It’s even smoother than RM:UWX.

it doesn’t introduce anything overtly new like LBFH did and just enhances everything that’s already there.
I expected it to be a recon filled experience but it’s the opposite.

I’m sure it’s this smooth because I’ve used other subs for over a year. the foundation is already solid.

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#854

DRR1 15m

I didn’t feel any denseness when i listened to it. It’s smoother than i expected.

I’m gambling a bit with trying full length, but i hope there won’t be any lethargy recon. my experience so far has shown that the longer i listen to DRR1, the more productive i become. I hope it stays that way.

I wonder whether i should stick with DRR1 or move to the next stage.

DRR1 is smoother than DRLD, now that i looked back at it.
I expected DRR1 to be a brutal experience, but it couldn’t be farther from how things unfolded now.

Update 1:

No recon whatsoever.
i don’t feel overloaded either.
damn this is REALLY smoother than i anticipated.

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#855

I decided to move to stage 2 next cycle.

I’ll use +2m instead of +3s, starting from 1m.
I think it’s fine to go fast like that. Stage 1 is supposed to be the hardest, it was not hard at all. I would be surprised if stage 2 turns out to be significantly harder.

I will slow down and stop when i feel it’s too much though. Being able to be productive is still my biggest priority.

Using ~10 cycles of LBFH and ~4 cycles of WB + ~12 cycles of HeO has already healed me significantly from most of my problems. I’m glad i didn’t jump straight to DRR when i bought it long ago.

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#856

this made me look more into my intuition
holy shit it’s powerful, and I’ve been taking it for granted because it has been the new normal ever since i used HeO

i have more moments where i just “know”, like it’s a certainty.
this is different than before i used HeO.

now that i think about it, why did i even start using DRR?
logically speaking, using Limitless first would be the right order for my needs.
but i just felt like it was the right time to use DRR. i jumped on board immediately & just made up random excuses to go along with it.

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#857

Be that as it may, something about DRR made you want to run it. Were they really just excuses, or maybe there is something deeper there that might just be masked? Idk. What are your thoughts about it?

Running Limitless first is just as viable an option as doing it after or stacked with DR.

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#858

I just re-read my journal and i realized that i didn’t even write an excuse to run DRR, i just somehow slipped it into my stack as if it’s the natural thing to do.

honestly i don’t know what i want from DRR. All i know now is DRR stage 1 gives me a boost in the things i want with no downside. which, ironically, is exactly what I want now that I think about it.

DRR is perfect, it enhances everything without any additional stuff. no weight, no recon, just a flat increase to my quality of life.

that’s true. it’s just funny to me that I’ve been planning to use Limitless for months, but then DRR came out and something inside of me just said “yep, it’s the time to use DRR”.

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#859

DRR1 15m

ez

I’ve been shifting my focus and working on this dream i had.
Now I’m gonna swap RM:V to Mogul.
It’s time to focus on funding and growing.

Mogul is the smoothest sub I’ve ever run with virtually no recon and only upsides.
So I wanted to use EoG to take it to the next level, but using it alongside DRR seems like an overload & recon hell.

NR also looks fun, but i only want the slight monetary boost from Mogul, like a lucky charm.
I don’t want to add the potential for recon by introducing a new sub alongside DRR. I know DRR is smooth for me to run, but i won’t take unnecessary risks, especially concerning the responsibilities I’m taking.

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#860

Since i’m moving to the next stage, this is my review of DRR1:

DRR1 fixed my loneliness from stopping LBFH.
It boosts my productivity in a healthy way.
Meditation is now easier.

There’s a different kind of confidence growing in me. One that makes me be more composed.
It’s similar to HeO, but different. It’s hard to explain.

Overall, it’s a flat, straightforward increase to every aspect of my life. Everything just becomes better & easier. No new concepts to grasp, just a simple increase to everything. It’s perfect.

DRR1 is way smoother than LBFH & RM:UWX, a bit smoother than HeO, and almost ties with Mogul, which is as invisible as it gets when it comes to recon.

My experience with DRR1 is almost like how it was with Mogul. No downsides & no redirections, only upsides.

If DRR1 is a standalone, i wouldn’t even think about changing it. But DRR2 awaits & i want to see what it can bring to the table.

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#863

DRR is top notch for productivity.
It increases it a lot, but it doesn’t go too far like DRLD.

I’ll take out The Executive from my plan. DRR is enough. I prefer to spend the extra time on other things rather than doing even more work. I’m already a workaholic as is.

To be honest, DRR’s effect on productivity is the last thing i expected from it.
I thought it was gonna send me straight into a spiral of lethargy recon.

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#867

Have you personally noticed better effects from increasing subliminal listening time by +3s +4s or +5? I only listen to my subliminals 8 loops a cycle so if i only increase by 3s everytime i would only increase by 24s per cycle

#868

When i use +3s/+5s, my goal is to have as little recon as possible. So the effects of the sub is secondary. It’s a stability over gains strategy.

The effects vary, if it’s under 20-30s, they are mostly subtle. Not as deep as getting longer exposure.

If you want to take it slow, use +10s instead. Anything lower is only good if you want to avoid recon above all else.

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#869

I think i will use +5s increases,too scares to use +10s in the fear of recon

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#873

Funny how I decided to say fuck it and started all of these because of the inspiration I got from RM:V.
But because of that, i can’t really spend time dealing with music anymore, rofl.

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#874

I think i can finally pin point 1 clear effect from DRR2:

I’m more open minded, much more eager for stuff, i take things for granted less, adoration for the things in the world etc

some stuff that i only saw in passing before is much more appealing now. it’s not really gratitude, but more about awareness of the world & fascination towards them.

I don’t know if i describe it correctly, but that’s how i feel. Things are just hitting me like I’m a child discovering the world. The things that i used to feel disinterested in are becoming more intriguing.

Like a whole starry sky has just been revealed in front of my eyes.
It’s not as grand as that, but it’s the closest analogy that can describe my experience.

I like it, but i much prefer DRR1 as it’s just a straight improvement to everything in my life. No new concepts/changes that i need to adapt to. DRR1 fits my circumstances better at this point in time.

Idk, I might just start using DRR1 again until my life becomes less hectic.
But I’ll stay with DRR2 for now. I have only been using it for 4 loops across 12 days anyway.

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#879

How long is ot, that you don’t run LBfh and HeO anymore?

Did you consider running a short loop of both to reactivate the scripting?

Nothing major, only like 5 minutes of each, once every 6 weeks or so.

#886

Mogul is working fast, rofl
I might not have to use it for as long as I planned.

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#887

I get that “everything is easier” again from DRR1.
less friction for anything.

DRR1 is just a flat straightforward enhancement to everything in my life with no downside. i love it.

I don’t feel significantly more cheerful, more loving, more appreciative etc, no new concepts. it’s just a straight improvement to everything that’s already me. nothing new to adapt to, which is exactly what i want & need right now.

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