I’m rethinking my decision to continue using HeO.
Here is a snippet from my offline journal about it.
“I have gotten everything i need from HeO”
This feeling never goes away since around half a year ago, maybe more.
Objectively speaking, if i assess the changes that it has brought to my life, I have indeed gained everything i need from it.
The only reasons i’m still using it are to maintain its effects and make the changes stick more permanently.
Is this my intuition telling me that i have had enough exposure to HeO?
I’ve been using it for more than 12 cycles anyway.
Maybe I’ve outgrown HeO?
It has done its job.
When i took the HeO hiatus, I noticed some of the effects were getting a bit weaker. But the changes it brought over the year are mostly still intact.
Now that I’m back to it, I’m realizing that what i lost are not even worth mentioning. I have integrated well with the changes after almost 1 year of using it.
Not sure if i should stick with it or not.
It has done what i want it to do.
I have used it long enough to where the changes have stuck.
I’ll stick with it for now and think about it more in the middle/end of the month.
