Using subs for 17 days don’t feel as overwhelming as it used to be. Maybe it’s because HeO + RM:V + DRLD is more streamlined with my life.
I want to risk it and swap DRLD to DR Red next cycle. The Executive & DRLD are overkill if there’s no LBFH or WB in the stack. So i think i can use DR Red just fine.
I will use 1 stage every 2 cycles. 1 cycle will be 11 on 5 off or whatever i see fit. I’ll start the microloop from 0 using 5 second increment. So i will move to the next stage after 1 minute.
There’s no need to risk more than that for now.
After i’m done with the 4th stage, i’ll go back to stage 1 again. Repeat it from there until there’s no significant recon left
If DR is harder than WB, i’m fucked. But i’m curious.
The lethargy recon from WB can start from 25s. It was not much but I can’t afford any lethargy yet now. I hope it won’t be the same with DR.
DR Gold looks really appealing. It’s more in line with me & my goals than DR Red. But i’ve bought the original DR a long time ago. I haven’t even used it once.
Well, i’ll continue running HeO for a long time and add Limitless in a few months anyway, so it won’t be that different in the long run.
There are questions in DRR’s description, i’ll try to answer them before i use DRR.
years ago when i fought every single uncomfortable thought and feeling instead of just accepting and observing them. no one taught me how to handle them and i had to figure it out myself after years.
a lot of times, but now I see them more as the consequences of the dynamic of life and human relations. they are bound to happen anyway, so why bother suffering too much after everything has happened.
when people don’t react the same way i expect them to. this is what i found after i dug deeper using SC for more than a year. it became clear that this was a blind spot that was affecting me a lot.
yes, now. without the active effect of LBFH it feels a bit lonely, but it’s not bad.
Too many times to count. not all of them are bad though, i find it hard to care about most of what have happened. i bet DRR will uncover some shits i didn’t expect here.
I’ve come to term with people lying. People lie all the time and it’s just normal human behavior. i can excuse that as long as it’s not about something serious that can’t be fixed.
I can’t come to terms with this. because the only time someone can betray me is when it’s something serious. though forgiving them emotionally is not as hard as before i started SC.
For emotions, mostly about 3 days. the feeling just kinda dies out after that long.
I’m naturally rebellious since i was a kid. so I’m pretty good with setting boundaries against injustice. but I’ve come to terms with it, as long as I can improve the situation or get something out of it.
I don’t have those external limitations on me. I worked my ass off to gain this freedom. but I’m sure there are things that I’m not aware of, i hope DRR can show them to me.
it would feel like this, right at this moment. because I’m living that life right now. It’s far from perfect, but the process of thriving is what makes life more fulfilling.
sometimes i get that feeling, sometimes not. it’s the natural up and down. getting more of the up will be better though if it’s possible.
1+ year of SC has fixed that. Some of the bad memories & feelings from the past still pop out every once in a while, but that’s normal. I can let go more in general.
LBFH addressed this, i wrote about it extensively at the beginning of this journal. right now i feel i already have used LBFH enough to satisfy everything above.
HeO & NSE already make me feel invincible. Subs in general help me feel certain that whatever i do, I’ll be fine and thrive. my mind automatically converts situations that i used to consider as bad to be a learning experience instead.
I don’t need to wonder, I’m living that life right now. I’m not kidding when i said LBFH is that strong.
My acceptance and forgiveness for those who lied also helped me to not suffer mentally. simply observe.
I’m gifted with people who i can trust like that. They are one of the biggest wealth i have in my life.
I don’t need to wonder, i have those people in my life.
Yeah… I resonate better with DR Gold. i already fixed a lot of what’s mentioned in the questions above.
LBFH and HeO fixed a ton of shits, HeO + WB introduced me to deeper levels of emotional management through vipassana, and the other subs (Mogul, DRLD, RM:UWX, RM:V) also helped me in their own ways.
Well, let’s see what DRR can do for me. I’ll use it in about a week. I bet it will surprise me.
Reading how people got recon from DR Red made me rethink my approach.
I’ll use +3s every listening day instead of +5s. starting from 0 until i feel more confident to increase it to +5s. I’ll stop the increment whenever i sense the slightest hint of lethargy recon.
After I stopped using LBFH, I start noticing things that are different. and that’s about the underlying foundation of my reasons for upholding the morality that HeO helps me cultivate.
Just like how CWON acts as the missing piece that strengthens your conviction to persevere & thrive, LBFH helps enhance HeO’s effects by giving it a stronger foundation to stand on. Without it, HeO feels like it lacks a little bit of the extra push it had when I stacked it with LBFH. If I hadn’t run LBFH before HeO, it wouldn’t have as much of an impact on my life as it has.
Imagine if there’s an LB sub that’s focused on the virtues like HeO or how DRG has that tweak.
That will be an insane sub for confidence. The virtue scripting in HeO gives me a unique sense of peace, resilience, confidence, & fulfilment. I know there are separate scriptings for those in HeO, but the fact that what I’m doing is aligned with the values that I’m upholding alone gives me an insane boost in confidence.
I’ve been listening to AC for more than a year but i still can’t get over 5m without getting overloaded. this sub is harder than i expected. I heard there’s something similar to pragya in Limitless & QL, let’s see how is my tolerance to AC after i used Limitless in 4 months from now.
I’m still grateful for RM:V. it brings so much color into my life, maybe because it’s much more relevant to me than RM:UWX.
I’m starting to understand why i may want the rebellion scripting in DRR too. DR Gold resonates more with me, but DRR might reveal things I’m still blind to.
i’ve tried 5s of subs a few times and there were some subtle results from it, I’m sure I’ll start noticing some results from DRR too. I had my suspicions that i already started getting small results from 3s, but they are too small for me to draw any concrete conclusion from
being more vulnerable and accepting towards myself. LBFH and the other subs I’ve used helped me realize that this is a big part of freedom & fulfilment. I’m still really grateful for SC’s subs, they changed my life significantly. this past 1 year has been amazing.
I talk a lot about how my dreams after i started SC are insanely creative with their settings, stories, etc and I wouldn’t be able to come up with those when i’m awake.
Now i’m increasingly able to tap into that creativity. I’m sometimes still surprised at what i can come up with. Using RM:UWX & RM:V is the right choice.
RM:V & UWX slowly ignited another layer of motivation in me. It reminded me of my dream years ago that i abandoned.
Just like how LBFH added another layer of motivation by using healthy attachment, now I have a big goal that I want to achieve.
I worked my ass off for the freedom that i have now. I wanted to take a milder approach in life, and so far i have been loving it. But now i want to focus on reaching the summit again.
LBFH taught me more about love.
RM:V & UWX taught me more about vision.
They both add to my motivation.
Edit:
After reading that again, maybe DRLD & DR helped with it too since i didn’t really get it that much from when i was just using UWX without the healing subs
I decided not to exceed +3s/listening day for DRR.
But I will use +30s right before a washout to test the water.
I can afford a few days of downtime in case I get recon from it.
The schedule:
3s, 6s, 9s, 12s, 15s, 45s
washout
18s, 21s, 24s, 27s, 30s, 1m
washout
swap to the next stage
I know I can take more, but I really don’t want to risk getting heavy recon. I’m on such a good track in life that I can’t afford to go through recon too much. The lethargy recon from WB was a trainwreck even though it was not that hard, it took almost 2 months to fix & get everything back up.
Honestly, I can go on with only HeO solo in the stack right now. I’m done with LBFH so I don’t need to balance it with a productivity sub anymore. The only reason I use other subs other than HeO is just curiosity. there’s no reason to be hasty with DRR.
I will stack it with DRR for around 8-9 months. Both LB & UA can help with creativity.
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LB has a scripting to attract romantic love, I don’t want that yet.
LB is also a healing sub, it might be too hard to run it alongside DRR.
I don’t have that much of an issue with self love either even before i started LBFH. I just like the love scripting.
UA hasn’t been updated yet.
No love scripting like in LB/LBFH, the scripting makes life a bit sweeter and i’m gonna miss it.
If i choose UA, there will be no aura sub in my stack.
After looking at it again, i decided to drop LB in favor of UA or RM. Depending on which one pique my interest more when their descriptions are updated.
Running LB + DRR might be too hard and i don’t want to risk it. So i will cover love & aura using modules instead.
If the new module pack is out when i make my custom, then i’ll use NLoE instead of NLE. I’ll also use Synergy: Venus Unveiled instead of Rembrandt.
Either RM:UWX is blooming, RM:V affects more than just music, or they both unfolded changes that work together.
my creativity is super high.
I can tap into that creativity much more effortlessly.
I’m able to understand the structures, intentions, emotions, etc of a creative work deeper & easier.
I ran RM:UWX for 4 cycles and I didn’t feel the effects as strongly towards creative works like now. but some of the effects make more sense if i attribute them to RM:UWX instead of RM:V. i guess RM:V is building on top of what RM:UWX had already laid out.
RM:UWX is still better when it comes to wealth manifestation though, rofl.
I decided to throw out everything love related to make the custom much more focused.
I also swapped Synergy: Voice is the Law to just Emperor’s Voice. Voice Master is intriguing, but I’m not a singer nor is any of my goals depend that much on the quality of my voice. I trimmed it out to make my stack more focused. 4 cycles of WB and (later) 5 cycles of RM:V should be enough to affect the quality of my voice for years to come.
Custom
Cores:
1 HeO
2 RM:UA
3 Limitless
4 NLE
Meditation: - Expanding on the focus & relaxation scripting from HeO
5 The Single Point
6 Synergy: Semper Praesens - Everpresent, EGO ADSUM
7 Synergy: Breath of the Storms - Foundation, Eye of the Storm
8 Synergy: Harmonic Conflux - Harmonic Singularity, Stress Displacement
Productivity: - Complementing HeO, RM:UA & Limiteless.
9 Victory’s Call
10 Virtue Series: Diligence
11 Synergy: Machine Unleashed - Machine: Action, Productivity Unleashed
12 Synergy: Carpe Vitam - Carpe Diem Ascended, Joie De Vivre, Unrelenting Wealth Motivation & Energy
Brainstorming: - Going deeper into RM:UA’s & Limitless’s creativity scripting
13 Visionary
14 Disruption
15 Revelation of Product Creation
16 Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages - Wisdom Personified, Mimisbrunnr, Pragya, Wayfinder
Skills:
17 Fortune’s Favorite - Luck is a skill that i always want to go deeper into.
18 Emperor’s Voice - I realized I want to improve my voice after i ran WB.
19 Synergy: Glory Incarnate - Gloryseeker, The Spotlight, Lifeblood-fable
20 Synergy: Tale of the Dragon - Dragon Tongue, True Sell, Song of Joy, Story Teller
This custom looks dense, 3 cores + 1 NSE + 8 Synergy modules. but everything here is streamlined to what I do every day, except for the sparring scripting in HeO. It’s moulded to fit my daily schedule perfectly.
Hopefully the update for HeO & RM:UA come soon. There’s little reason to rush a custom now since HeO alone already fills almost everything I want. So I’ll wait a bit more before making the custom.
trying out different sword movements is really fun.
I feel like I missed out on that by committing myself to only practising one set of movements for half a year. I don’t regret it though, having that movement so ingrained in my muscle memory is a really gratifying thing.
I’m more steady with the new movements too, compared to the first few weeks when i first used HeO.
Who would have thought that i’d not only stick with sword wielding, but also enjoy it this much.
Now i just need to make the time to spar regularly. It won’t happen soon though, I’m still too busy to make such commitment.
