I need to keep that in my offline journal
Everything happens for a reason. and it’s our responsibility to learn and grow from that experience. NSE is wild.
Cycle 13 day 5
HeO 6m40s RM:UWX 1m20s AC 2m40s
The flashbacks from RM:UWX are not that jarring anymore. Finding more clarity really helps with accepting what’s happening.
The lesson that i learned from getting hit by intense recon from WB still holds true. When in recon, find clarity and certainty.
8 minutes after i wrote that and i was hit by an old memory that happened years the past.
It’s like the repressed and old memories are surfacing up again. The manifestations also help with this process. I’m starting to understand more about why this effect is happening.
To be honest, a part of me still feel like it’s a bit weird that a nostalgia effect this strong comes from a sub about developing writing skill. But i also understand what caused this and what it’s for.
I guess being in constant nostalgia is a part of the flavor of RM:UWX. It’s like LBFH, but instead of love, it’s nostalgia.
Writing all of these made me realize that i never really applied what i learned from vipassana to what i feel when i’m in nostalgia. I need to just observe and reduce the need to crave/avoid these feelings. I’ll try it.
I like doing experiments by nature, but RM:UWX takes it a step further. it shows me what else i can dive into, what self imposed limits I set for myself, etc.
This feels like the NSE in LBFH is affecting RM:UWX. I can’t wait for when RM:UWX has its own NLE later.
I have been training this mindset for years. My goals to do it are:
- To open up more & deeper perspectives so i can develop my creativity better. This is useful for my work.
- To survive & thrive in the globalized world. Not being open minded is limiting yourself.
- Several other self improvement reasons.
It was hard to start with. your ego, pain, hatred, etc will constantly get in the way. But as time goes on, it will get easier.
From the farthest left to the farthest right to the farthest center. Try to look, feel, learn, understand, empathize, humanize every angle.
The karens, abusive people, office workers, religious people, farmers, anyone you can think of. Do whatever you can to genuinely understand their views, their lives, their positions.
It’s never simple. No one’s life is simple.
Go even further, look back to the people hundreds, thousands of years ago with vastly different views of the world. Don’t dismiss their views just because they are not modern.
Take it even further. Animals, plants, whatever you can think of.
Be genuinely open minded. Both intellectually and emotionally. It is a hard journey that will test your very being. Be wise & use your own judgment to choose what you want to do with the information you gained. Sometimes the barrier to getting more knowledge is yourself.
Reading ouroboro’s journal made me remember how ridiculously versatile ZP is.
My experience with WB was mostly related to my goals
LBFH is also the same. Most of the effects are interrelated with what I aim for.
Conscious guidance is strong.
RM:UWX is insane, again, rofl.
This makes me wonder if i even need a wealth sub at all. RM:UWX’s wealth scripting is doing more than enough of a job.
RM:UWX is insane, again, again, rofl.
i don’t know if it’s also because mogul is blooming or what, but it’s insane.
I realized that I don’t need more productivity scripting, I need less exposure.
It’s not a coincidence that my productivity always shoots through the roof in the cyclic washout periods.
More rest days is better.
Reading that again reminded me of this meme
RM:UWX is insane, again, again, again, rofl.
I thought it couldn’t get any crazier, but it does, and it does HARD.
It’s like the universe saying “Shut up let me pamper you”.
I thought about it and i think it’s better to use 7 on 4 off 7 on 4 off instead of trying to modify my current 9 on 4 off 9 on 4 off schedule to be less heavy.
DRLD is also out and AC is back.
1 LBFH RM:UWX
2
3 HeO RM:UWX AC
4
5 LBFH RM:UWX
6
7 HeO RM:UWX
8
9
10
11
Repeat
The load from my current schedule is negligible compared to the normal 26 day schedule. But I want even less of it.
After experimenting for almost a year, I found out over and over again that less load gives me more productivity, better results and allows me to focus more on what i care about.
Cycle 13 day 16
HeO 6m50s RM:UWX 2m40s AC 1m20s
I’m going to restart AC from 2m and add +10s every time i listen to it.
I think I have passed 3000 repetitions of the same set of sword movements. Around 30% of the way till 10000 repetitions. The actual number of reps should have been higher, but I’ll take the least amount from my estimation.
I tried relaxation a bit and fell asleep shortly after, rofl. Working insane hours caught up with me.
Meditation doesn’t make me fall asleep though, since I’m always sitting up right when I do it.
RM:UWX is insane, again, again, again, again, rofl.
I thought the wealth scripting was only a bit? isn’t this a lot? like a lot lot?
2 cycles. only 2 cycles. This sub is insane.
RM:UWX is insane, again x5, rofl
I’m getting used to these now, but holy shit this is insane.
You’re just consistent and SO aligned with the subs you’re picking - so well done there
NWE Is definitely enhancing RM, so that you’re getting wealth results from non wealth scripting
Yeah, it must be the NWE from Mogul blooming and getting its effects onto RM:UWX. Maybe also the NSE from LBFH somehow interacting with it.
Either way, I’m enjoying what i got
I can use these to further my business and i’m so excited by it.
RM would have it’s own NWE don’t forget