Ran last loop of Khan St2 today starting washout for next cycle.
3days on Washout…
Every night I experience intense dreams that are so damn shocking and not funny but most atimes I wake up remembering none of them.
I also wake up with boners every now and then.
Total reprogramming is not an easy subliminal to run ,I can attest that.
2 days on washout.
This explosive raw desire shrouded my being to the extent am uncomfortable with such feeling.
I tend to let it be by breathing in and breathing out.
I have to learn how to stay with the raw desire and channel it to some thing creative.
Today I just engrossed myself one legal fiction novel that give me chills!!
Last night I listened to Affirmations on mastering my sexual energy and slept off.
I dived into series of dreams, even getting hard in those dreams and woke up around 5:am in the morning, checked time and slept off again.
I started dreaming again when a mermaid(her legs is that of a fish) is romancing me and rubbing her hourglass ass over my dick, before I could know I have gotten wet dreams. This dream seem weird . God protect me from all this succubus that wants to take my divine power away from me.I cried in that dream that I ejaculated. Waking up to noticed I had wet dreams.
Khan has several goals, one is to transform you in a man with great ideals, a strong masculine dominant man that achieves all his goals and desires while demolishing anything that stands in his way.
So you have this objectives of personal development.
And, the wide focus on romance, attracting a harem of women who are obsessed with you, and fighting over your attention as you are the price.
See, Total Breakdown is supposed to remove these limiting believes from your subconscious.
Per coincidence I read several Khan journals today, and what I kept seeing from my detached perspective is that many are walking in circles never getting anywhere, and arriving at the same place where they begun.
I have to admit, I’ve had to make this personal assessment too.
@FoxDie is having this same issue too.
While @Saiyan4Blue is also walking the same journey, using the same exact program but instead is seeing far different results.
The only difference is truly within the subconscious.
I’m not sure what the reason for this is, since Khan Total Breakdown is supposed to break you down, fully, so that you can freely, without angst or fear approach women and accumulate new experiences which are to prepare you for the following stages but apparently that is not happening.
@Saiyan4Blue already had this resolved since he spend much time on Primal Seduction and had an active sexual life.
Okay, so I wanted to point out that obviously both you @SWITCH, and @FoxDie are executing the script. Because it is giving you the effect of the eyes, it’s nudging you, internally, to approach women that pique your interest, it’s doing all the things Khan is supposed to do.
However, somehow, this internal angst and fear is causing a paralysis.
Just one experience with a women and what she truly things of you could change your own internal reconciliation, stress, fear, anxiety and imposter syndrome of not willing to accept how women are reacting to you.
But like I said Total Breakdown is supposed to get rid of all those things, either way it might be that both of you need to spend more time on this program, or that for some other reason after months and months of listening to it, the same paralysis consists that you might have to try a lighter title to heal first.
Anyway, Total Breakdown is supposed to that both of you have done 2 cycles, it’s time to look at why it is not working and finding a solution but it would be illogical to move forward otherwise and just to return to a cycle of desperation, melancholy, feeling bad sad etc which eventually will turn into a burn out and depression with many negative effects on your whole bodily health.
If you have not slept with women on Total Breakdown, it’s not going to change with Total Reprogramming that scripting will just cause even more angst and fear, aye it might be possible that a sudden night while drinking or due to some other occasion you are suddenly free’d from the fear and act on the scripts which might be a turning point, a hit from hammer 
that finally breaks the “stone wall”…
Because this is also stonewalling, in my eyes, it is processing the script but not executing it due to restrictive emotions or blockages.
See, I have the exact same issue I build a massive Custom, and did not take the time to go through the reconciliation of each Core, fully resolve it, and build a solid foundation from which I can execute this Custom without these same feelings of angst and fear. I noticed I was executing on a lot of the modules, I was feeling, over and over again, the Cores processing and saw some of the energetic effects but it’s exhausted me, caused anxiety, stress, angst, fear, because it was too far out of my paradigm.
Therefore it is needed to remove these blockages first.
And for me I was in a far worse position even because it caused tremendous brain aches, simply because of pent up scripting which my subconscious cannot accept from the place I previously came from and effortlessly execute so it just get stuck and this can have very detrimental effects on the whole entire body.
But I do still have the balls and will to just act on the scripts, the go towards the fear and face it but I think personally that was not a good idea as it would cause panic attacks and it’s too much, too far away, too big obstacles to overcome, too big steps, too big of a mountain to climb.
I’m just sharing this with you and @FoxDie because I want you to succeed too and I wish you to overcome the same limiting believes that prevent you from executing the script.
Aye, I think we can all do it but we must not overwhelm ourselves.
I’m sure there are women attracted to you and @FoxDie that you just can’t accept this fact, that the thought alone gives you incredible nervous tension and fear.
It might be good to just go back to Total Breakdown and do something like 3 min a week, just to let the scripting process, execute and give it time for you to reconcile and space for you to accept the internal changes so that finally, you know within that you deserve the attention from women for you have worked for it, as in going to the gym, working harder towards your goals.
The key is to go SLOW AND STEADY… so that you do not get overwhelmed or extreme fears, angst or phobia which then leads to lethargy, apathy, and other very detrimental psychological states.
And I find this sometimes hard with ZP because it can go hard and fast very instantly… so if you are going to tackle a program such as Khan it’s probably wise to get some foundation first, or to really go slow, like very slow, 3 min a week and see if that gets you a staircase higher you know?
Eventually you might find yourself at the first floor (talking with women, flirting with them) taking it a little bit further, which eventually leads to sexual encounters — and eventually, finally, the whole goal of this programs it to completely reshape yourself as a person.
But you have to give yourself the space and time for persistently allow this transformation to unfold until eventually you have achieved your goal.
Hone
You are also obviously executing a lot of parts of the Khan scripts, but still, some internal blockages, a fear is preventing you from directly executing it on a women and instead (on the high loops) you seek a release from this focus of your mind on sexuality by masturbating on porn.
If you actually had a women, a girlfriend, or someone to interact with while running Khan it would be far more an enjoyable ride for you, you’d be able to see your new interactions as the Khan alchemy unfolds and this would reshape your inner world to one of confidence, calmness, assurance, self-worth, status and value with those women.
But now, if you do not find that interaction with a female in whatever form, it will never get rid of those limiting beliefs and insecurities.
I do wonder why that cannot happen passively, why can Khan Total Breakdown not just obliterate these believes without having to be proven as truth externally, by having the NEW EXPERIENCES.
Or is it passively obliterating the beliefs but does your subconscious not believe them and therefore it needs proof? That begs the question…
Always thought of these subs are profound tools but from my experience and in my opinion when used inappropriately they can actually worsen your state, or cause long-term negative emotions; if you keep running a program that you are not executing due to a blockage, fear, limiting believes, opposite believes to the scripting that is not first healed and removed.
Personally, with my Custom, I saw the manifestations, some of the energetics (not always), some of the nudging scripting that guided me through scenarios, aye a lot of things where happening but I was still not healed enough internally to fully accept it and started to stonewall heavily.
I think ZP probably does have the healing scripting to get rid of these blockages but that it needs the proper time and space to unfold like I said previously.
I’m personally going to use a Spiritual healing approach and then return to the subs and see if these same issues for me persist.
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I also want to add that when I ran Total Breakdown a few months back, I also overexposed, and while this caused tremendous exhaustion, an emptiness within, I did have INSTANT success with women — I had a girl profess to me how much she cared about me, loved me, that we should date and she was touching me all over while her boyfriend was not sitting far away from her.
The issue I had is that I felt NOTHING, I was careless.
This is probably in reaction to the intensity of change from jumping into 2 loops of Total Breakdown would momentum.
If I had taken a washout and let it acclimate I would have major results while having the emotional peace within.
But instead I just jumped to a different program.
Now I finally understand ZP and realise what I did wrong.
So I’m encouraging both of you not to make the same mistake. ESPECIALLY with Customs without any former integration of momentum, I immediately had a headache from the first moment I listened and it never went away and I kept convincing myself that by the magical power of will, strengthening this, and my energetic field that I would be able to surpass the obstacles but there is only so much a man can carry.
Aye but I learned the hard way.
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On total breakdown am able to approach women easier and create rapport than on total reprogramming.
Total Reprogramming is incredibly hard if you have not first removed all that is standing in your way from becoming a Khan.
It nearly drove me crazy once on Qv2
So I’d suggest you to be wise and allow Total Reprogramming to do it’s thing. It’s really stupid to give predetermined markers (amount of cycles) to people as to how long they should run a stage.
If you have achieved the objectives of Total Breakdown which is removing all that is preventing from becoming a Khan.
Total Reprogram will instil within you behaviours of a Khan. If you still have many healing to do, reprogramming will only be a very harsh clash with your inner world as your new behaviour will cause massive reconciliation.
I had this in the forms of dominance is xyz, toxic, etc I power of others is unhealthy, etc all these believes which then caused major turmoil when I was executing the new behaviour on Total Reprogramming.
Total Breakdown gets rid of those things if you give it time.
And you absolutely don’t need the 15 min, I’d go with @RVconsultant his advice and use 3 min no more.
15 min occupies almost your whole mind with the script if you have healing to do, it will effect in a lot your attention and energy going to healing.
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Also am not sure that Total Breakdown will break all the limiting beliefs that I have been carrying for decades for just in two cycles. It takes time , I will still go back to St1 after full run of all Khan Stages.
You suggesting I go back to run Total Breakdown till all my limiting beliefs are shattered?
I think running all stages and then stacking St1 and then Khan complete will be a better option.
Yeah actually but I feel that running it 15mins a full loop is much better or Maybe am going to increase the rest days to 2days instead of one day off in my second cycle of Total reprogramming.
Yeah but
I don’t know why I have this feeling of 3mins on this --The script is not complete.
If it works and you are executing the scripts well then you can walk this path.
I was under the impression you were having hard reconciliation but this does not seem to be the case then.
By the way I had this same fear but many are doing it and with great results. And you can always give it a TRY and see. On the other hand Saint would not advise it publicly and even officially if this was not a viable listening method.
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I have to keep on with this since I have already started… besides in the sales page says…
Khan is for those who desire to fully embrace that profound power and dominance, in a way that is perfect for them. It’s challenging, it’s hard, but the rewards are worth it. Others will challenge you and your rising status, you will face (sometimes quite hard) reconciliation and you will want to quit or change your sub as a consequence. This is all part of the process. Decide, right at the beginning, that you will finish all 4 stages no matter what, even if you feel that absolutely nothing is changing (a side effect of the reconciliation fog that comes with intense reconciliation). Khans are made in the fires of adversity
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This might be the case too–Recon because since am on this Washout mode I experience more intense dreams
As I was coming back from work today, I saw beautiful women passing by and going to their businesses or various plans I started getting angry why ?
Why cant I attract these creatures that flood around me everyday? And feel them express my desire I have for them.
I also feel that I no more try to be friendly with women , If I in anyway like a woman I approach directly and start telling how I like her that I want to be with her, the last one I approached on the streets didn’t even give me a listening ear , I have to leave her because I was in a rush.
I came to understand that over these years I have not been a social person am much more of let me focus on myself girls will come later when I have achieved greatness, last two years I stopped chatting on Facebook and WhatsApp even In real life occasions, I only chat when I want to get something from you or learn something from you .
I left Facebook for 2yrs in name of I want to build on myself financially and mentally before I get serious with relationship with people. To leave in the moment of enjoying myself with humans has been difficult for me all over this years since I dive into medical school.
@Houdini this is the exact same reason I am back to Stage 1 and doing it solo this time (ok with a light title Diamond ZP) and I can see it breaking a lot of walls in front of me (I feel like being forever on this tbh). I should not have stacked Wanted with Khan and let it do its own thing for a while.
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During my days of Total Breakdown I ran it solo for 2 cycles.
I will still come back to it in the future.
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I can’t even understand why people stack a social dominance sub with a passive attraction sub. It seems to be a clashing archtypes.
When I ran Wanted,I hated it am just always passive and too calm combined with my introverted nature. I prefer Ps to Wanted.
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As much as I love the confidence and dominance on Khan, I love feeling attractive and the deer in spotlight effect from WANTED. But I need to get Khan right first. Also both of them stack exceptionally well. See Wanted Khan custom for example.
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