Ultima Test Experience


#1

As of 9:33 pm on June 26, 2019. I am pausing my listening to my present subliminal stack until the end of the Ultima trial.

I also will not use any superchargers, hypnosis tracks or guided meditations during this trial.

I listened to Ultima A last night twice between 10:30 and 1:30 a.m. I listened uninterrupted once, took a break to eat something and then listened to the track uninterrupted a second time, finishing a bit before 1:30 a.m. I was involved in some minimally mentally taxing online activities while listening.

I listened from my laptop into an adapter that contains a dac into a small cmoy headphone amplifier and then into Sennheiser HD580 headphones.

The track was masked with what sounded to me like the standard Sub Club masking track.

I had the sensation of the track transferring a strong energy upon initial listening.

I felt comfortable and mentally sharp while listening. I had no troubling sensations or discomfort.

I went to bed by 2:30 a.m, which is quite late for me. It was not difficult to fall asleep.

I briefly awakened after having what I noted to be a vivid dream and fell back to sleep fairly quickly after thinking, “I will remember this dream tomorrow”. I only remember that I had the dream and some vague shapes associated with the dream, but cannot recall its specifics.

I slept very soundly unti 8:30 a.m. No interruptions to sleep other than waking after the dream. I feel relatively refreshed this morning after awakening.

I will run “B” at some point this evening, likely before I go to bed.


#2

Listened to a playlist I had put together of music from much younger days and felt a profound sense of sorrow and loss. It was nearly unbearable to listen to some of the songs.


#3

I feel a slight shift in thinking about what is possible and how I might do things.


#4

That’s fast…


#5

It is mostly in just feeling a break in a place where I felt really stuck. Will see how it may unfold.

It will also be interesting to see how a break in listening to my previous stack plays out.


#6

I have been rarely going to stores over the last three months. I had been putting off going to a department store to buy some clothing items but will do so today.


#7

Will go out and do some shopping and see what effects this may have on my perceptions and openness to people. I feel excited about this which seems odd but like a result of Ultima programming.

I will listen to “B” in the evening.


#8

I will say that I feel a kind of lightness and enthusiasm today, that I had not been feeling recently.


#9

Have felt pretty motivated and clear today.

In maybe 20 minutes I am going to listen to “b” for the first time and treat it like a meditation. No other stimuli.

I will attempt three full listens to “b” before midnight today.


#10

I have finished a round of “B” for today while resting/meditating. No other stimulus beyond Ultima “B”. Felt an energetic charge with this track, too. No adverse sensations or effects while listening.


#11

Listening to “B” a second time while doing some pointless internet browsing and listening to spotify.

I will play “B” twice in a row to get to three listens for the day.


#12

Starting the third run here at midnight.

Listening to Spotify over the subliminal track.


#13

Ok, so I finished “B” third run after midnight. Listening went smoothly. No adverse or uncomfortable sensations.

I felt energized after and did not go immediately to sleep, but I found when I finally wanted to go to sleep I pretty quickly went into deep sleep. This also happened with “a”.

No chance yet to really see any effects in waking life. That can happen later.

I will also be making a three+ hour drive today in fairly light traffic. Will notice how this might affect that.

I am thinking of doing one of my runs of “a” this morning before making my longish drive.


#14

Went back to sleep again and had a dream in which I was teaching a lecture class and brought in a good friend to speak to the class. When we arrived, his step daughter was already there and I for some reason let her deliver a diatribe brutally savaging him to my class. After this I took back the stage, and later said to my friend, “I’m sorry”. He was completely devastated by being publicly attacked by someone so close to him.


#15

Had an interesting synchronicity this morning that led me to take an action that I knew I would see the results of quickly.

It did not play out badly, but not quite in the way I had hoped either.


#16

I have not yet run “a” for day three. Will do that, hopefully three times, after I complete my 3 hour plus drive this afternoon. I seem to tend to be most able to run my tracks in the evenings.


#17

Nothing in particular to note from my drive. I was my usual defensive driving self with the usual contempt and befuddlement at the weird and pointless foibles of my fellow drivers.


#18

Starting my first listen to “a” for the day.

Started second loop at 11:35. While listening I am feeling a bit of a headache like some force is pressing energetically into my head on both sides along the headband a 1.5" up from the plastic cups the speakers are in.

I will end up with two listens to “a” today.


#19

Traveled and am not sleeping well tonight. Cannot be attributed to anything about the subs, as they had seemed to help sleep the previous two nights.


#20

Only made two loops of Ultima A yesterday.

Today I am going to take a little different strategy. Doing the first loop at 6 am. Will see if I can get in three total loops by midnight tonight.