Ultima Experiment


Day 1: Looped 2 times in a row

Felt some head pressure while listening and some slight pressure on the side of the head while taking a shower. But haven’t noticed anything out of the ordinary from that as of yet. Hopefully, something will show itself later.


:skull: Hail Hydra :skull:


Day 2: Ultima B: Looped 2 times

While with A, I didn’t feel much for whatever reason except for that head pressure that I’ve mentioned when compared to the other journals that I’ve read here. But mind you, my mind is bit stubborn than most people, so that could play a part. But after running B, what surprised me is that I didn’t get the usual 5 o’clock crash and sleepiness that I normally get – ALL THE TIME. I was wide awake and I felt pretty good. Felt more productive, but calm at the same time as well. Because I usually take a nap around that time or I’m feeling like I need to close my eyes and sleep even if I don’t.

I’ve been pretty lazy these days while in quarantine and would watch movies on my computer or play the guitar whenever I’m at home. But I got up today and after running those two loops, about an hour and a half later, I just started to stretch and work out. It was like, sort of, a mental push to do something rather than sitting back and doing nothing. I’m hoping that I’ll see the type of results that others are seeing with A tomorrow.


Day 3: Ultima A: Looped 2 times in a row

Felt sadness coming up today. Also, felt a bit tired as well. Was thinking about my past and how things could’ve been different if certain situations didn’t go the way it did. Walked around the neighborhood today for about an hour and just reflected on my life. This is the most noticeable things I’ve noticed today after the 4 1/2 hour mark.


Day 4: Ultima B: Looped 3 times in a row

I seem to be feel more of the effect on Ultima B than A for some reason. Which is the opposite of what I’m reading from most people here, as I’m reading they’re feeling more productive on A. But maybe it’s because I looped it 3 times rather than the usual 2 times, I felt a bit tired almost near the 5 hour mark. But I didn’t take a nap or anything. Just felt a little mentally tired. For me, personally, it seems that A is more of a purging effect, while B gives you productivity. But that’s just me. But I also did find myself questioning some random things in my head today.


Day 5: Ultima A: Looped 2 times in a row

Felt more productive today. I feel like people are treating me a little more differently than usual. Like, they seem more calm around me rather than being pushy or trying to be dominant. Also, found myself listening to more music than usual today as well and getting more into it. Came home and started to listen to more music and reading up on stuff that I wanted to learn. Felt this weird, rapid, pulsing sensation on the upper right side of my head randomly, but just for about 2 seconds. Probably had nothing to do with the sub, but it came out of nowhere.


Day 6: Ultima B: Looped 2 times in a row

Felt some head pressure today with this one today just as I did with A the very first time I played it. My dreams also seem to be getting more vivid as well lately. Definitely, a lot of anger and some violence in these dreams. Still felt that same energetic vibe from B, but it felt more subtle this time around. I guess I’m getting accustomed to the feeling or something. Didn’t go out today and just stayed at home. So, I can’t say much about interactions with people. But I also feel that I’ve been getting more clear and direct with what I say rather than beating around the bush and sugar coating things.


Day 7: Ultima A: Loop 2 times in a row

Wow, I felt really tired today. I’ve read that some people here were getting burned out from listening to this and needed a break. I’m not going to take a break from listening, but man, I felt really out of whack today. Low energy and just wanted to go home and take a nap. Feeling sleepy while I’m typing this as well. But I had a strange dream where I was playing a CD on a vinyl player.


Why are you not doing a rest day? You will feel much better after that.


I guess, I want to keep the momentum going and get the most out of it. I don’t feel tired today as I was yesterday.


Day 8: Ultima B: Looped 2 times in a row

Felt more productive today as I didn’t have that extreme tiredness from yesterday. Didn’t really get that energetic vibe that I usually do from B, but also didn’t feel tired as well. Had a strange dream though. I was outside this gated facility of some sort and there was a bunch of people outside the gates sort of mocking these elephants that were roaming inside the gates. One of the elephants become irritated and just started ramming the gates with its head and eventually broke through. It then just fainted and looked exhausted on the floor breathing heavily. All of a sudden, I hear a new reporter saying that this elephant was always a jovial elephant that never acted out in this way and how it was a strange occurrence. Weird.