I will have to check that out haha I have been reading Think and Grow Rich and its been a good read so far! Lol when I finish that I will check out this book!
So today is amazing day for me, today is the day that I graduated school. I honestly canât put into words how proud I am of myself, proud of myself for starting school and seeing it all the way through. Not only did I graduate but I also graduated in the top few of my program.
During my excitement while on my drive home I realized the point that I am in my life, the point where true internal and external change can happen. I was speaking with my father earlier about making changes and long story short he basically told me how what I should change about myself, especially since I am heading into a profession where I need to be a professional. Funny part about it is that everything he said, was everything that I have been deeply thinking about changing. I ended up just marking that as a sign that I am on the right path.
I know for the past week when I passed my final I did cut loose a lil bit cause I knew deep down inside this change was coming, and my old ways were just hanging on for one last time. Even now I can feel my old ways slowly lose itâs grip on me with no resistance at all. Perhaps my growth this past year with 8 of those months being with SubClub gave me the growth and foundation to allow this change to happen.
Speaking with my father we were talking about how him and my brother were always consistent with what they needed to do and do it no questions asked, where as I was mostly lazy my whole life and more stubborn and laid back. He did agree with one thing though that does separate me and them though. When I set my sights on something and decide to give it my all, I just go on an absolute warpath and the amount I accomplish in such a short amount of time is astounding. My father actually agreed with me on that one haha.
Reason why I mentioned the above paragraph is that I know that is what needs to be done right now. I am no longer cooped up at school and work so now that I have more free time for a bit, there is a lot of work that needs to be done. Despite the long road I am on, I am ready to take it on and make these deep external and internal changes. The only difference this time vs the other times in my life I was like this is that I am not angry nor digging myself out of a rut that I got myself in. For once I am walking on the path of major change because I need to do it. I guess I really have grown a lot.
Now this is just a major update, I still plan on keeping the updates to a minimum, tbh whenever I am so focused on myself I tend to just really keep to myself and thatâs not goin to change anytime soon. I will still check on the forum and make comments and give out likes here and there but thatâs about it.
Uber out 
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Okay so itâs been a month since I have updated on here, while I have been more and more active on the forum in general, I think itâs time to officially make an update here.
First while I was off school, the first month I took a mental health break to take the step back and reassess myself, so during the break I wasnât playing Primal Ascension nor any alpha sub for that matter.
I swapped out DR ST1 for LBFH because I wanted a more direct approach at healing with loving myself and I really liked the move. I will probably run DR in the future but right now is the time for action, and LBFH healing is very tolerable and doesnât slow me down.
Now after thinking about my custom I realized I got what I needed to move to the next step and that was Emperor, to further build upon my foundation and strengthen my masculinity, amongst other goals Emperor offers. Also the week I was finishing up my Washout the Experimental subs dropped and LBFH and WANTED was already apart of my stack and Emperor was next so it was perfect 
Now I am at a coffee shop studying so I will stop here and bring another update later but I will end with this
New Stack
Emperor
WANTED
LBFH/Minds Eye/Ascension Chamber custom
4th slot is undecided for now, waiting for more experimental versions to drop
Okay so im going to start things off here with why I am running what I am running and what I have noticed so far results wise.
Emperor
As I stated above I want to further strengthen my inner foundation that I got from Primal Ascension but also cultivate the other benefits that Emperor offers! Plus one thing that I like about Emperor is that while it really boosts my social status and people end to enjoy my company, Emperor does also allow me to be a recluse if I want to and focus on the grind for a bit. With me focusing on studying, getting my license, then getting a job in my field. I need to be focus and Emperor helps me with that! Plus I want to start my business at the beginning of the year and we all know Emperor is great with that!
So far this new Emperor is amazing and integration is easier than ever. I am much more focused than ever before, and much more productive and I enjoy getting things done. I am starting new habits that will lead to a better lifestyle, now this has been a slow start but I knew it would be slow, but I am doing it. I started to workout again and slowly started to make changes to my sleep schedule and diet.
WANTED
I started working out again and I want it to make me look more attractive haha Plus the nonchalance is something that just gels so damn well with me lol. The biggest reason why I am running wanted is the healing that it has given me and it really kicked up when I added LBFH
LBFH Custom
So LBFH has been one of the best titles I have ran because it finally showed me just how negative and how much self love I lacked my entire life. This led to a lot of healing for me but the recon was amazing to deal with because I never felt beaten down or anything of that sort and with all that positivity and self love it literally boosted every sub in my stack as well as my life in general. That said it made me decide to create my own custom with my favorite boosters as cores.
Its a feel good/general wellness, and positive manifestation custom, because positive manifestation needs positive action 
Before I post this I do want to give a shot out to @Invictus with Euphoria and @Davisnwc with WorldBreaker and Magician. I actually got the inspiration for this custom from those customs that you two made, and made it my own. Lol thanks for making great customs you two 
Now here is the Cores and modules
- Minds Eye
- Ascension Chamber
- LBFH
- Joie di vivre
- Carpe Diem Ascended
- Tyrant
- Omnidimensional
- Yggdrasil
- Foundation
- Ego Adsum
- Fortunes Favorite
- Inner Gasoline
- Prevent Porn and Masturbation
- Deep Sleep
- Fusion Optimized
- The architect
- Energetic Development
- Deus
- Inner Voice
- Mosaic
This custom is doing exactly what I want it to do 
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Glad I could help inspire you. Your custom has a pretty interesting combination of modules too. Also remember that the best part about a custom that contains those coresâŚis that it can act as a booster fir any subclub program you pair it with.
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Yeah when I looked over the list I thought it was interesting too 
but I just based it off of what I said and let my intuition do the rest and since having Minds Eye in my stack for months now Iâm pretty trusting of it lol.
I will say that this paired with Emperor so far has made me really enjoy the grind and love to dominate
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You are successful the moment you realize you can appreciate exactly who you are todayâŚAnd that satisfaction can coexist with the desire to make changes that will help you feel even better.
Quote I saw earlier, but I do love the meaning so I decided to share it
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