Traveling the Paths of Wealth, Imbuing Vital Physicality (Custom Q Journal)

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#1064

Three more days until 11-day washout. Last night, I decided to play two loops of my Terminus2 custom DUAT. Haven’t done that before. I don’t usually play more than one loop of a Terminus or Terminus2. But once I’m back from the washout, if all goes according to plan, DUAT will not be played for a very long time.

Neither will IMBUE Terminus. Played two loops of that yesterday too.

Today’s stack:

Mind’s Eye Terminus2 (1 loop, morning meditation)
The Alchemist (st. 4) (3 loops)
Quantum Limitless (st. 4) (3 loops)

Finishing up the last of that now.

Then it’s usually IMBUE and 2 loops of Jet Stream B.

#1065

The Mind’s Eye Terminus2 experiment is now concluded. This morning I did my last scheduled meditation with this program (felt fairly uneventful) and am now retiring it.

The next time I see Mind’s Eye it will be as a module in my next custom.

I’ve been running one other Terminus2 program, a custom. I may run one or two last loops of that tonight, or may not.

Either way, after Friday, my 11-month journey with Terminus2 will be done for now.

#1066

Would you be willing to summarize the results of your experiment with

#1067

I’ve learned that:

  1. I am not very clear on the operation and effects of Terminus2 programs.

  2. I do not appear to experience many obvious signs of discomfort or overwhelm from exposure to Terminus2. Interesting, since I do meet the criteria of an HSP (Highly Sensitive Person) and a highly introverted person.

  3. Some combination or interactive effect between Alchemist, Quantum Limitless, and Mind’s Eye Terminus2, led to my experiencing markedly deeper meditation sessions with Mind’s Eye Terminus2.

This was a real-time exposure effect. For the past 11 months, every Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday, I meditated for an hour with Mind’s Eye Terminus2. At some point, there was a shift in the feeling. Like when you’re swimming in a pool and you can tell that the floor suddenly dropped by 5 or 10 meters. Even if you don’t dive down, you can feel that the water is deeper.

This was the clearest result associated with this experiment and I have no idea what it signifies.

Oh, on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, I meditated with my Terminus custom. And on Sundays (i.e. rest days), meditated with no subliminal at all. The days with Mind’s Eye Terminus2 felt noticeably different from the other two conditions.

And

  1. The most obvious question, I haven’t addressed at all. What happened to my imagination abilities? It has not been obvious. There have been sporadic moments when I seemed to have a powerful imagination experience.

I need to mention that I made a specific, deliberate decision to run a number of titles at the same time. This both 1) slowed down my results and 2) complicated the tracking of results to specific programs.

So, there was this other thing that happened where when I do a magickal working I’ve been experiencing a more powerful sense of atmosphere, as if my magickal senses are strengthening a bit. I feel that Mind’s Eye Terminus2 contributed to that. But also Alchemist for sure.

Okay, I’ll stop here.

#1068

It’s interesting. In some ways, I am highly ineffective socially. In other ways, I do pretty well.

When it comes to Alpha qualities and frame control, I have a loooooong way to go. Well, technically I do anyway. In reality, I’m not sure how far I’m planning to go down that road.

I’ve just chosen to prioritize other things first because they seem so much more important. Eventually, I’ll get around to external, social strength.

In astrology, one’s masculinity is represented by the Mars placement. And Mars is often said to “disappear” in Pisces, where my Mars is placed. Mars is about assertion, competition, combat, and force. Pisces, in contrast, is of merging, dreaminess and imagination, harmonization, empathy, the boring and crossing of boundaries.

So, needless to say, adolescence was not easy.

By the time I got around to learning about astrology, I’d already gotten the same information from my social experiences. That’s why I was able to take astrology seriously. Very accurate, many parts were.

Well, I’m running Ascended Mogul now (in an Ultima booster). Eventually, I’ll let myself graduate to Emperor. We’ll see.

#1069

You and me both man! I do think it’s a viable format, but at one point I just hit a wall. What was working, started to work in less than 3 weeks and then no further progress as far as I know. What didn’t work after 3 weeks, just didn’t seem to work.

I then went to Q and that helped. TBH what helped even more was DR.

Thank you for posting your very detailed and thoughtful reply.

Terminus Squared has me stumped as well. My conclusion again is that it is viable. However I think it needs to be assigned to a specific objective. For example, Ultima is for specific or narrow change. Qv2 is more broad change. And Terminus Squared is for… perhaps very quick results with what the subconscious is more likely to accept? I don’t know.

@SaintSovereign @Fire

#1070

Hermit just keeps surprising me on a daily basis with realizations that are so obvious but they never occurred to me.

“intellectual energy is air” explains so much while I have the best thoughts outdoors…

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#1071

Ouch, no wonder we use breathing techniques to silence and concentrate the Mind :sweat_smile:

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#1072

Okay. So, this is the first day of an 11-day washout period. May 1, 2021.

I just ordered the titles of my next stack: Nova Elite

This is a pared-down version of my Nova Stack, and it’s designed to support action.

2 Customs 2 Boosters

2 Customs
Naissance Custom (Standard QV2 and TerminusV2 Build)
PATHS Custom (Standard QV2 and Terminus V2 Build)

2 Boosters
Jet Stream B Enhanced Ultima Custom
Paragon Complete Ultima

And that, for the foreseeable future, is it. We’ll see where we take it and where it takes us.

When I start this new stack, it would be appropriate to start a new journal.

#1073

How have washouts served you in the past?

I was thinking of doing a whole week as well after Total Breakdown.

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#1074

I’ve only done one before. January 1 to January 10. Just to honor the start of a new year.

I didn’t notice much. But I’d been running so many programs that 10 days was probably not even enough time to allow that washout effect. Also, I’m not the most sensitive observer of subliminal effects on here.

But the idea felt right, so I did it.

Now, 11 days, once again, feels right. So, I’m doing it. We’ll see if I actually feel anything this time. :rofl: But even if not, it feels right on a symbolic level, and so that would already be enough for me.

10 more days to go!

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#1075

sometimes you’re the shark, sometimes you’re the f**king tuna

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#1076

WELP, this sets a gorgeous tone for the next 1000+ posts. My body is ready.

#1077

This.

I don’t necessarily subscribe to self sabotage, I think we all have patterns that our whatever it is seeks to repeat, especially when those patterns are emotionally driven. :slight_smile:

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#1078

I think you just went full zen here and hurt my brain.

These posts I’m looking at are nearly a year old so, I won’t fault you if you don’t recall. What was the reason you decided to build Terminus customs rather than Q back then? Was Terminus brand new in this time period?

I wasn’t here when Terminus was first introduced :slight_smile:

#1079

The short answer is that it was the result of a period of experimentation.

The longer version:
I learned about Subliminal Club and was attracted to it because of a video I came across in which a guy was sharing about the creation of The Alchemist program. But, the first subliminal I ever bought here at Sub Club was The Ecstasy of Gold.

I bought it and ran it like this:

Stage 1: 1 month
Stage 2: 2 months
Stage 3: 3 months
Stage 4: Indefinitely

I took very little pinpointed action because I was not really ready to take significant action yet. I was very busy with work responsibilities and hadn’t set a specific enough direction for personal wealth projects to enable me to use the off-hours very efficiently or effectively. But I stayed with Ecstasy of Gold because, action or not, it represented (and still represents) a very important aspiration for me. I figured that when I did get my act together, all of the months that I’d spent exposing myself to the subliminal would not hurt. Maybe when I started taking action I would see much faster progress due to all of that exposure.

Anyway, bottom line: I did not feel much reaction to the sub. I also tried working with Limitless and with Emperor during those first 6 months. This was pre-Q. With Emperor, I did feel some subtle reactions and possibly some effects. But more than anything else, this was a period in which I resigned myself to getting an idea of how the programs worked with me.

In May 2020, an experimental new track was workshopped. It was called Stark and was offered in a new build strength called Terminus. Originally, I hadn’t been interested in switching to a new title, but when I read about Terminus, I decided “Well, let’s see if I feel anything more with this”.

Bought it. Played it. And I did feel a difference! For the first time, it was kind of obvious. My state of mind and my behavior. I felt expansive and loquacious. My mind felt kind of active. So, that first experience made a big impression on me. I thought, ‘Well from now on, maybe I’ll work with Terminus builds’.

So, in June 2020, when the Q Store opened and custom subliminals came into being. I created my first two customs: Paths of Wealth Terminus (containing Ecstasy of Gold IV and Stark) and IMBUE Terminus (for fitness and vitality).

That was right around the time that I started this very journal that we’re in right now.

My ideas and experiences have evolved since then, leading me to the current day. And I’m getting ready to close out this journal and start a new one in about 10 days.

In my next phase, I’ll be emphasizing standard QV2 versions of my customs and I’ll be emphasizing action (as best I can). I feel great to finally not be progressing through a multi-stage. Going forward, I want to tie my subliminal transitions to result benchmarks rather than to time periods.

(The major focus of the past year turned out to be my decision in July 2020 to work through Alchemist and Quantum Limitless at 3 months per stage, while playing maintenance loops of my 2 customs. It was kind of heavy, and I’m happy that’s over.)

There are a couple more important details, but that’s the basic idea.

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#1080

This washout period is feeling different from the previous one.

I think that when I did the last one, I hadn’t yet introduced Ascension. This program is apparently quite necessary for me and is making more of a splash. Well, maybe that’s a possible reason.

I’ve experienced something like reconciliation. My own seems to come in the form of increased frequency of doubt and doubting thoughts. Not fun, but not to the level of debilitating yet. My attitude is to let doubt come in, offer doubt some pizza and a comfortable spot on the couch

AS LONG AS

he doesn’t get in the way of what I’m doing.

In other words, he can talk all day if he wants to, but if he starts blocking my actions, then we have to fight.

This time, that’s been okay for now.

The other sign, so far, of the washout has been a string of insights occurring if I journal or reflect on things. This happens during the time of using the subliminals too. It just had a kind of different felt quality to it.

So, this time of washing out feels more eventful so far. It’s only day 2. We shall see.

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#1081

Looking forward to more reports on this topic, thanks!

Journalling is definitely a key with subs. Gets overlooked too much imo.

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#1082

There’s a strange feeling of excitement and anticipation (and appreciation) around this washout period.

:pray:t4:

#1083

Why not try the Emperor for some time and see how it works for you now? Oftentimes we take into account the sales page and people’s experiences but ultimately it’s our own experimentation that matters most. I didn’t try to ease into the Emperor when I was running Stark and RM I just jumped into it. :sunglasses:

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