Traveling the Paths of Wealth, Imbuing Vital Physicality (Custom Q Journal)

[Malkuth]

@mnemosyne

So do you think your brain was relieved for the respite or the regular subs just became child’s play after the terminus consistency?

That is exactly what I’m wondering about.

I’ve been listening to Terminus tracks for about 3 months now. Starting in June or so, I started taking Sundays as rest days. But other than that, every day for the last 3 months has had either a Terminus or a Terminus² track. Often both. (Since I still like to sometimes play a loop or two of PATHS Terminus even if I played Mind’s Eye Terminus² during that morning’s meditation).

It has felt okay and even good for the most part. But perhaps despite this apparent smoothness, my mind has in fact been adjusting to this daily stimulation and ‘strengthening’. (not sure if it’s really about strength or not).

A bit like if you take one of those wood chippers that can manage a normal thickish tree:

and then you just feed in some light bamboo and rattan:

or even some flower stems or thin sticks

They will float through like a hand waving through water.

So, I was wondering if it might be like that. I don’t know. It may be nothing like that.

Anyway, that’s why I’m contrasting Content Challenge to Build Density as two independent factors that could influence Reconciliation.

Content Challenge. I am allergic to tree nuts. Violently in some cases. So, for me, a cashew is an extreme Content Challenge. My body just can’t process that message. It doesn’t matter how dense or light it is. A cashew cream puff is going to lay me out.

I guess there might be some subliminals with content that is just really challenging for me to integrate; so that even if I’m dealing with the lightest build strength in the world, it’s still going to give me trouble.

I’m thinking that with Alchemist, I probably had the opposite of a Content Challenge allergy. It may have been like Content Ease. On top of that, it was a Q standard track, so it was light in comparison to these main tracks that I’m playing. I’m thinking maybe that combination could have led to an initial strong result.

(Of course, then everything calms down and it’s back to patiently assimilating over time.)

[Malkuth]

You know, I’m actually suspecting that it was Sultan, in part, that led me to begin Alchemist and Quantum Limitless much earlier than I’d planned.

The realization and acceptance that my inner path is not only compatible with my wealth generation goals, but it will be indispensable, crucial, and fundamental to those goals.

Sultan is said to be about finding your own personally-tailored optimal approach to wealth-generation and financial building.

Distinguished from EoG? I’ve been scrutinizing these modules and my guess would be that Sultan or something very much like it was already part of Ecstasy of Gold. And likely Stark as well.

The description for EoG Stage 2 says:

This subliminal will guide you to the skills and knowledge you will need to make the most wealth in your life. It will help you find the areas that you will excel at over all others, and that will make you the happiest you can be.

and also

…will help you dig deep into yourself and find your truest purpose that will bring you the riches you desire.

So, this Module may already be subsumed within those programs. Either way though, I have the sense of having felt it.

[Malkuth]

Hm…While I’ve been doing hiking and was doing pull-up workouts (until the park covid-closed the pull-up area for a few weeks), I have not been doing push-ups for maybe 3 or 4 weeks (whenever I last mentioned it here).

The last record I have in my notes is from July 3 and on that day 40 or 41 felt like an okay amount.

Just now I was having my son get up to do some exercise, so I did pushups too, and I found that my comfortable amount had increased to 55. That was cool!

[Malkuth]

Decided to take a week away from the discussion forum. Seemed like it would be a good idea. Corresponded to my current phase of somewhat increasing emphasis on taking action (over talking about action).

Back again now. But the break was a good exercise. Will periodically integrate in little breaks and fasts when necessary.

Still extremely happy with my ongoing subliminals. Really great. After 7-8 weeks with my customs, I’m feeling the movement.

Excellent.

Thanks @SaintSovereign
Thanks @Fire

[Malkuth]

Back from another 6-mile IMBUE Terminus hike. To the showers!

Mood: Grateful

[Simon]

Hold on, let me overthink this

It’s free (but, of course, one will receive advertisements in the future if one signs up).

Your free link sold me on Medici.

[Malkuth]

Your free link sold me on Medici.

How so?

Does it mean that you’re using Medici and it manifested this link? Or something else?

[Simon]

Your free link sold me on Medici.

How so?

I mean - following the instructions on the audios, and looking at my chart above…

Venus in Scorpio = Mystery / Other People’s Money / Discretion / Secret Negotiations / Investing
Mars in 7th House = Weighing Options, Pros & Cons / Relationships & Partnerships / Diplomat

Naturally, there were Stark qualities too, above are the Medici ones.

I knew I was going to get into it long term, but incorporating the training you shared, I’m modifying my strategy to use more of the Medici elements than I was intending to previously.

[Malkuth]

Ah, I understand. So, interesting. Didn’t realize you’d listened and gotten through it so quickly. (Should not have been surprised.)

Mars in Sagittarius in the 7th House.

I think of the the planet as defining/constituting the Job. The sign describes the Specialist/Specialty (or the style and skills brought to the job). The house is the Office (i.e., the context in which the specialist works).

The planet defines what needs to happen, what is being taken care of.

Mars takes care of Will, Passion, Motivation, and the expression of creative intention. i.e., Vocation.

Sagittarius is a seeker and purveyor of truth and aspirational learning (‘Higher Learning’). Sagittarius routinely rises above or crosses over cultural and social borders and boundaries in the pursuit of insight and learning. So, this sign describes a versatile, broad-minded teacher and cultivator of ideas.

The 7th House. The House of Libra. The context is relationships, partnerships, contract-making, and deal-making.

So, through this lens, you’re a person who can derive great pleasure and satisfaction from bringing insight, breadth, and depth of perspective to the making of deals, contracts, and relationships. Not only that, it suggests that you’re motivated to continually develop and extend your understanding of effective ways to approach relationships, partnerships, negotiations, and so on.

Yup. Sounds very Medician to me.

[Malkuth]

As you’re a Sagittarian Mars in the Libran (or 7th) House, I am a Piscean Mars in the Sagittarian (or 9th) House.

The specialties of Pisces: compassion, solitude, empathy, introversion, the psychic and the psyche, the spiritual, the musical and artistic. Mars in Pisces would be passionate and motivated about working with and expressing these focuses. spirituality, (subjective, empathy-based-) psychology, music.

The context of Sagittarius: higher learning/teaching and ‘traveling’ (crossing sociocultural boundaries).

That is accurate for me, and sort of eerily closely describes what I’ve attempted to do.

[Simon]

Mars in Sagittarius in the 7th House.

Please share your reading for “Venus in Scorpio in the 6th House” too.

The North Node part does not need much elaboration (I think).

[Malkuth]

I have this little truism/cliche that your optimal career lies in the space where your passions, your motivations, your nature overlap with the needs and wants of the world. You look at that place of overlap in the Venn diagram and that’s sort of your optimal strategic positioning.

Well, the Mars placement talks about your passion. Conversely, I think the Venusian placement describes where the world is very much prepared to love, need, and want you, and where it feels natural to you to receive that. So, I think of Venus as ‘Where and How it feels natural for me to be appreciated/loved/wanted’. As such, it describes where you’ll smoothly perceive the ‘needs/wants of the world’.

You have a Scorpean/Scorpian Venus in the Sixth (Virgoan) House.

The Job (planet): Venus - Perceiving/Welcoming/Responding to Appreciation/Adoration/Need/Want. I’m being a little pedantic and particular here. A much more straightforward way to say this is: ‘The World Likes it When You…’

The Specialist/Specialty (sign): Scorpio. Deals with the deep, primal, intimate parts of life: Birth, death, Sex, the occult. Personal transformations and life transitions. Other people’s secrets and property.

The Context/The Office (house): Virgo. Service and care through conscientious observation of how things proceed. I think of Virgos as the one’s who came up with the concept of the ‘trimester’…and then filled in those charts of everything that normally happens during each trimester of pregnancy. Virgo observes nature carefully and uses what it learns to serve, tend, and care for growing things that require care (gardens, children, animals, families).

So a Scorpian Venus in the Virgoan House is valued for dealing with peoples’ intimate details, possessions, life transitions in order to conscientiously serve and care for them.

Lots of lawyer energy for you. Not the popular cultural stereotype of the venal or showboating lawyer. But the kind of person who we go to for advice when we’re about to do something major like write up a will, start a business, get married, etc., Not necessarily a literal lawyer, but that kind of person.

With this placement, it would be likely that people would find it easy to trust you or to turn to you for advice.

[Simon]

Thanks for taking the time to write these. Brought a lot more clarity to me.

@Malkuth

it would be likely that people would find it easy to trust you or to turn to you for advice.

That is accurate for me, and sort of eerily closely describes most of my relationships.

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@Malkuth

I have this little truism/cliche that your optimal career lies in the space where your passions, your motivations, your nature overlap with the needs and wants of the world. You look at that place of overlap in the Venn diagram and that’s sort of your optimal strategic positioning.

Yes. Ikigai was among the first ideas I contemplated on, when I started on Stark.

[Malkuth]

Again, for contrast, my own Venus is in Gemini in the Eleventh (or, Aquarian) House

The sign. Gemini works with active Communication about stimulating Ideas. That is Gemini’s talent: Communication. It is the symbol of/symbolized by Hermes/Mercury, the messenger God, the swiftest planet. Mercury is said to ‘rule’ Gemini.

The house. The Aquarian context is that of innovation, invention, ‘future-facing’, futurism.

So, this combination suggests that the world ‘likes it’ and receives me well when I communicate about innovative trends and possibilities. Wired magazine is a good symbol of Gemini in the Eleventh House.

So, my Mars and Venus together suggest that I’ll be most engaged when I’m working spiritual, psychological and personally-meaningful content in some sort of higher learning or aspirational learning context.

If I then discuss innovative trends and possibilities related to Spirituality, Psychology and Personal Meaning, it will combine in a way that is received the best.

It was really interesting to me to read this because that is almost exactly what the research proposal that I submitted earlier this year was about and was motivated by.

Finally, for my own profile, is the True Node/North Node. My challenge and my purpose in this life is, in brief: to build a solid, profitable business that is focused on Service and Caring for people.

I can’t tell you how much these elements synchronize with my Vision. I experience doubts sometimes, so it was really encouraging to read these from an impartial source.

[Malkuth]

Continuing to feel forward movement in connection with my stack of subliminals.

There are a lot of powerful movements in process.

[Malkuth]

Now that I’ve got Quantum Limitless, I play one loop for my son and me as we listen to fiction before bed. (I used to play Limitless.)

I’m thinking about creating an Adolescent Thriving custom for him.

[Malkuth]

This current phase of subliminal-listening involves working with my two customs: IMBUE Terminus (Physical/Sexual Fitness and Wellbeing) and PATHS Terminus.

I’m also running the (non-Custom) multi-stage programs that will eventually feed and combine into my next Custom subliminals: Alchemist and Quantum Limitless. I’ve begun playing a loop of Regeneration as I go to sleep. Plan to do this over the next 9 months. No rush. Just gradual acclimation.

Finally three days a week (Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday) I do a meditation with Mind’s Eye Terminus².

Magick teaches us about the phenomenon of Lust for Results. It’s a scarcity and desperation-based needy mindset. It’s not a crime, but it does fuck up the process. It’s basically like hungrily opening the oven door over and over again to see if the pie is done baking. Doing so slows down the baking process and also interferes with the process so that the pie doesn’t actually get to bake properly.

Two powerful antidotes to Lust for Results are Contentment and Gratitude. You take the same imagination that oppresses you and drives you compulsively, and you use it to work in your favor. Imagine that you already have the results you seek. And feel great joy about that. Picture the result on its way to you, and just pour gratitude into that picture.

Also, cultivate and charge-up your ability to notice beauty around you. Cultivate gratitude

And of course there’s also the age old favorite of ‘Getting on with your life’ and focusing on something else.

[Azriel]

beautiful post-really needed this one at this moment

[Malkuth]

Re: Mind’s Eye Terminus²

Accessing vivid internal imagery in those momentary flashes when it comes seems to be more about dipping into a trance state than anything else.

[Malkuth]

I’m going to list out my two next planned Custom subliminals. The current plan is to build them in 8 months, in April 2021, that’s when I’ll have completed stage 3 of Alchemist and Quantum Limitless.

What are the chances, however, that these will stay the same by April 2021?

Anyway.