Today’s microstack (3 mins each of):
- Alchemist – Stage 1 (“Spiritual” detox)
- BILLionaire V3.1 (all 4 EoG stages + R.I.C.H. core)
- Revelation of Wealth (belief rebuild)
- Emperor Core (action/sovereignty)
- Wanted (magnetism)
Running now.
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Dream. Prompt.
House Reno
We (wife and I) have found a townhouse that we need to renovate to move into. I’m not really feeling living there.
The townhouse next door is also in a state of semi-disarray. But I get the sense that I really want to live in THAT townhouse.
I think I used to live in that townhouse and would rather live there, than in this new one we found.
Nostalgia? not sure.
Aardvark
I walk into wherever we’re living (this isn’t tied into the townhouse dream at all afaik). Wife is there talking to Aardvark (girl from 2010 I mentioned in previous chats I had a thing for).
Aardvark is there with her family. Her, her kids (she’s married IRL now), her mother. I’m floored as wife never met Aardvark, so of course I’m wondering what led her to be HERE, of all places.
I’m happy to see her, of course. So we all end up spending the day together. I’m talking to her kids, talking to her.
As the day winds down, they’re in their vehicle, I’m looking at Aardvark sitting in one of the rear seats. I feel like there’s so much I want to say to her. Apologizing for being weird about things before. Of course I can’t/won’t since the wife is right there. She and I just look at each other. I sense she had a lot to say too, but understood that we can never be together. blah blah. And I’m feeling accepting of that.
The mother asks me to lead us in prayer before they had back to the place they live. I said “Well, I’m not really of the faith anymore. But I’ll do my best.”
I offer up a prayer basically thanking God for bringing Aardvark back into my life, even though she’s blocked me on everything IRL. Just happy to see her again. Still filled with a sense of love for her, but not romantic. That part is hard to get out into words.
I start to call her my “bestie” but stop short since Cart Girl is my “bestie” according to the wife. Yeah, Wife calls CG my Bestie.
So I stop short, and just say “A good friend”. I open my eyes from my prayer and realize they’re already driving away. I feel a bit dejected. start to chase after their car, but then stop.
Carjacking
Right after the they leave (see “Aardvark” dream), wife and I go to get in the rental car we had. (We’ve been renting cars from Turo to do Instacart since my car is currently out of commission).
There are 2 guys hanging around the vehicle. I feel a bit nervous about the. One resembles Jason Beghe (Actor on Chicago PD) and I feel like they’re there to mess with us.
I nod and say “Sup?” and they say “Sup?”
I get into the passenger sear, and go to pull my door shut, and “Jason” pulls out a pea shooter. Derenger looking thing and says “You’re done.” I get the sense they’re trying to steal the rental vehicle. I say “Like hell!” and slam the door shut.
Wife had already had the vehicle started. I scream. “Reverse! Get us out of here. GO!”
She slams into reverse and drives back, pops it in forward and speeds off. swerving around a couple corners, I figure we’re in the clear at least. She swerves around another corner and there’s 4 or so people on roller skates or roller blades in the road. all over the place. like a carjacking derby.
Suddenly a shot rings out, and one of the skaters falls down dead. wife keeps driving, and I’m barking out orders when to turn to get away.
My thoughts are predominantly about the rental vehicle being stolen or damaged, leaving me on the hook for the costs.
I felt bad the one person got shot and killed. But my thoughts then to to what I’ll say to the cops to explain all this.
She keeps driving away and I woke up. snapped awake.
Later introspection this morning, it’s as if parts of me are trying to keep me in place.
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I just had a funny thought about my car
“It may not be the greatest, but it gets me from Point A to Point A”
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that’s an interesting stack …
What results have you seen from it?
You should make a custom with Regeneration, EoG stage 1, and GLM like i did and see if that works better for you then have your wife run RoW and RICH.
Oh this isn’t about me. It’s about Shmalpatine 
Yeah that def seems like a good combo. I’m currently using Khan4 and GLM:At the Top as my mainstay stack. I swap things in as the third title based on intuition.
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I ran it like once or twice. But my flow factor with these is way better now since I run them with the intention of looking for effects/results.
That one definitely shook something loose after a loop or two. Helped me settle onto K4+GLM:ATT with @Geoff’s assistance.
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That sounds like an interesting combo
How is that working for you so far?
It slaps all across the board.!
I’ve removed the intake manifold from my car, found the coolant leak FINALLY. waiting on replacement parts.
I’ve all but told wife that I want Cart Girl. I’ve dropped several innuendos which she’s caught onto. I think she’s just afraid to ask outright haha.
Told he as much as if we ended up splitting someday, WHO at the store I’d go for. Besides Cart Girl. I like a few, but CG is the only one I think about every day.
I told her that once i get this car working better, if we get another like she wants, I’m going to give CG this car as her first car (if she accepts it. I’m not sure if she will accept a gift. Because, like Dagny Taggart, CG is not a moocher)
The thing with the car is wife kept wanting to just “push” it and do Instacart to keep up with hotel room costs. I finally told her “If we keep pushing it, even if I dump in coolant as fast as it’ll take it, it will eventually break down”.
She finally listened and “let” me have time in my time off from the main job to work on it.
Overall, I’d say my masculine core is amping up all over the place.
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At one point, she said “Don’t you think Cart Girl is a bit young for you?”
And I said “Well, neither of us has any control over when we were born, so that’s not something I concern myself with.”
Today’s stack is 3 mins each of:
Khan4
GLM:ATT
Heartsong
DR: LD
DR: Phoenix
I ran that. Sitting here at work processing emails and handling calls as they come in.
In between, I’m listening to my shuffled YouTube playlist.
“Marry Me” by Train came on, and it’s hitting me super hard and deep. like Wow.
I just had a thought.
The new tesla BL sub stacked with Index Gate UP
Imagine if Tesla knew programming, the things he’d do.
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My car is fucked for now. It’s the Silver Draggin’ once again.
I took off the intake manifold a couple weeks ago. Found the coolant leak. fixed that.
put the thing back together, now it won’t start at all. The starter cranks, but as Ruby Rhod would say “My man, it’s got no fire!”
Got a cable coming tomorrow I should be able to use with my laptop to do some BMW-specific diagnostics via OBD.
Anyway, no car means I’m taking the bus everywhere.
Not the end of the world.
Posted all this to say I ran my “money stack” again today.
And no money directly, but a friend is going out of town for Thanksgiving week to be with family. She and her “husband” are letting us use his car for the week, to be able to go check on their cats the days they’re gone. They said we can Instacart with it too. (“yay”).
Won’t have to rent a car at least to IC for this week.
So I still claim that as a “win” for the money stack.
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Finally considering building that $353 money stack as a custom. Not quite enough in the coffers to get it. but soon.
I’m short on funds because I will be building it as either Terminus or T^2, and starting with microloops to be as careful as possible.
Since the first stack was 3 mins each of the 5 titles, I’ll work up to 3 mins to make sure I don’t experience horrible recon and then consider increasing.
This is what I'm looking at for a custom build.
Cores:
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/mogul-q-core/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/rich-ultima-core/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/emperor-black-core/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/dragon-reborn-limit-destroyer-core/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/rebirth-ultima-core/
Modules:
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/synergy-the-golden-one/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/synergy-subconscious-mastery/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/synergy-divine-dominion/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/the-merger-of-worlds/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/submodel-alpha/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/instant-business-tactician/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/multiple-streams-of-income/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/new-wealth-experience-core/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/inherited-wealth-stories/
https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/the-way-of-roi/
EDIT: I went ahead and got it at regular build strength. Just did express delivery. I figure I can bootstrap up to the higher strength later on.
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Custom got delivered yesternight.
I call it 353 (because of the original amount this OG stack brought to me)
I ran full loop of 353 before sleep.
my dreams were very nondescript. the only part I remember is something about having to put something into a cardboard box.
and whatever it was, no matter how much I put in, the box just wouldn’t fill up
kept having to try to find more and more X (?) to put into the box, trying to fill it up. But it was an exercise in futility.
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Wife asked what I’ll do today. And apparently “turn your throat into a daycare” isn’t what she had in mind.
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I finally bought The Light That Blinds yesterday. Ran ST1: Earth right away. Found myself decluttering my desk today. First time in months.
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I booked a 2-hour float session this Saturday at the local float place I go to.
Will be running Supreme Chancellor, DR: Regen and Emperor at the start of the float and then the rest of the time will be silence to allow it all to do its thing.
Time for a reset.
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“Just as I support my life, neither by robbery nor alms, but by my own effort, so I do not seek to derive my happiness from the injury or the favor of others, but earn it by my own achievement.
Just as I do not consider the pleasure of others as the goal of my life, so I do not consider my pleasure as the goal of the lives of others. Just as there are no contradictions in my values and no conflicts among my desires—so there are no victims and no conflicts of interest among rational men, men who do not desire the unearned and do not view one another with a cannibal’s lust, men who neither make sacrifices nor accept them.
The symbol of all relationships among such men, the moral symbol of respect for human beings, is the trader. We, who live by values, not by loot, are traders, both in matter and in spirit.
A trader is a man who earns what he gets and does not give or take the undeserved. A trader does not ask to be paid for his failures, nor does he ask to be loved for his flaws. A trader does not squander his body as fodder or his soul as alms.
Just as he does not give his work except in trade for material values, so he does not give the values of his spirit—his love, his friendship, his esteem—except in payment and in trade for human virtues, in payment for his own selfish pleasure, which he receives from men he can respect.
The mystic parasites who have, throughout the ages, reviled the traders and held them in contempt, while honoring the beggars and the looters, have known the secret motive of their sneers: a trader is the entity they dread—a man of justice.”
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John Galt, Radio Speech, Atlas Shrugged
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