"To Infinity, and beyond!" (EQ, QLQ, DDQ + stacks)

Journals - Major Programs
#21

Day 17

Quick notes before bed. While Emperor is still having its effect slowly I am by far the most impressed with what I assume are the effects of Godlike. The effects have been mostly in ease of being natural in conversation on phone calls with clients, saying no when a firm no is required, and body language/confidence when dealing with boofheads. I’ve definitely felt the most effect when connecting with my partner.

I’m currently separated from them by state borders due to the COVID19 situation, so we communicate via video chat. This evening after pushing the limits of my exercise workout on the way home, my video call with them was full of laughing, joking, flirting etc., and a much more natural and easy rapport. My humor was a lot more down to earth, even ribald. I felt the masculinity pushing through in my way of speaking and the confidence levels were much higher than usual. I’ve been noticing this building over the course of this first week of using Godlike and particularly using it in conjunction with Limit Destroyer. I definitely think they work well played in conjunction with one another.

#22

Day 18

Again at the end of Day 18 I am surprised by the strength of GMQ. Exiting work with GMQ playing felt a strong presence in the third eye and automatic adjustment of body posture, and by the time a minute or two had elapsed, confidence and mood enhanced to ridiculously high levels, I felt like surely everyone around me must have been seeing the over the top positivity emanating from me. On the train home, I observed an extreme negative reaction to my confidence and body language from one person, but didn’t give a frack and actually enjoyed the fact that they were uncomfortable and knew it was about them, not me.

Secondly, Emperor’s empire building may be finally starting to make its impression on me, I spent time this morning and this evening discussing potential creative avenues for developing income streams together with my partner, including the practical research required which I’ve made a mental note to execute this weekend. The mental planning and visioning of executing projects with them to earn funds for subsequent travel was present with a simple clarity, and I can’t wait to take the next steps to put together potential marketing ideas in the upcoming weeks.

#23

Day 20 or 21

Weekend before mid week pay. I have been strongly considering obtaining Quantum Limitless, even though Emperor is meant to contain the script of Quantum Limitless Life, to enhance my abilities further. Very focused on wanting to enhance the one pointedness of action and the ability to onboard the right quality information, and considering using these subs with meditation along with certain YouTube programs I learned of from another thread on this forum. I like the idea of next level evolution, always have, people always considered me a smart cookie but the reason for this is the thirst for knowledge and I need to combine this with the ability to apply this knowledge. Whatever I can do using subs and meditation to enhance my ability to do action I will do. To that end I’ve added aura as my new module to experiment with in my stack.

Currently my default listening pattern during weekdays is: Emperor Q on the way to work (most days achieving one full loop before starting work). Godlike Masculinity and Limit Destroyer on the way home, with LD helping me to push myself harder in physical exercise while walking home. Further programs during sleep, usually additional runs up to 2 of Emperor, and Godlike/Limit Destroyer alternating. Sanguine I have used less frequently.

Currently running my first loop of AURA. I’ll have Godlike after it in my stack before continuing with my day, possibly with ultrasonics.

Prior unjournalled days I felt Emperor’s push to action reach painful levels on one of my goals which currently is largely on hold due to COVID border closures: bringing me and my partner together across states. This most likely involves me moving states because they have family obligations in their home state that are important to them. To solve this problem before borders reopen I have to: learn to network and find openings in the other state, save money while paying an overpriced rent $80 more than what I used to pay per paycheck, reduce my smoking and find a way of maintaining my relationship with my partner while also working on my novel and listening to the subs. At the same time I need to work with my ASD and personal skill-set limitations or try to overcome them as they impact my ability to find new work outside of the contact centre environments I’ve gotten used to working in. Emperor is pushing me to make headway on this as well as earning new money through creative endeavours and time management is going to be crucial to this as well as how fast I can take in information and learn marketing skills, as I intend on continuing to work on persuading my partner to go into creative collaborations as a way to make money to further our mutual offline plans.and become self sufficient. There is resistance there currently which mainly stems from their desire for anonymity and their own belief in their perceived limitations or belief they are uninteresting in conversation (podcasting is one idea I am playing with, Aeolus Kephas style with appropriate levels of anonymity at least in the beginning while building a listener base).

These next two days will be a way of testing my ability to pull off beginning this process methodically.

#24

Day 22 or 23

Dunno if its just the amount of loops I played over the weekend, the extra youtube programs I combined with the aura sub and Emperor, or a combination of things, but this morning things just started to click.

A friend finally came through on paying off an old debt, someone else sent me support, and reading through the journals and doing loops I got to the point of talking with one of my housemates about developing a business plan, breaking down my goals into the smaller steps required, and focussing on them one by one. I hit on the idea of channeling my artwork through the focus of my novel trilogy, wrote down research topics required for the podcasting, made a resolution to get chapter outlines done this week for remaining chapters of Book 1, recognized connections between Quantum Limitless and the premise of Book 1, Damien’s eidetic memory, hitting on a way to get back to writing this hardcore detective without the need for a return to the alcohol and other intoxicants the character would have been taking. Worked out a list of potential podcast topics to go through and the right questions I need to ask myself.

Got to work and literally nailed a good 80% of the calls effortlessly, power walk home and video chat with my girl absolutely killing it on the fluidity and confidence levels. I can only hope this is the first signs of more permanent changes coming, especially if I budget well enough to get the final piece to my sub puzzle/sub stack in a few days.

If I can replicate what I’ve done to get the good results tonight over the next several days I may share more about the tweaks I added in on the weekend.

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#25

Tuesday less successful, Wednesday starting out almost with what I imagined QL would be like, until I had to defer to a specialist for information not available to us mere mortals, today I have call listening feedback which may or may not dampen my spirits, we’ll see.

This will be the first day after several loops of Quantum Limitless (QL) which I bought and downloaded last night. There was one full ultrasonic loop while awake and two masked loops during sleep stacked with GM afterwards. There were dreams and mental self talk as I was coming out of sleep that seemed like I was in full analysis mode about things.

During the first ultrasonic loop where I was watching bits of Limitless the movie to remind myself of what I’m after, I paused the movie several times, eventually pausing it altogether, to sit and meditate on my body and awareness of it, almost completely involuntarily. I also read an article in New Dawn magazine from start to end without a break with full comprehension and analysis of it, which surprised me (due to the way my eyesight has suffered in my forties, its more difficult for me to appreciate the long sessions of reading I used to enjoy as a younger lad).

Really liking the clarity I feel this morning after the loops. I sense this journey with QL will be an interesting one.

#26

Heavy reconciliation this morning, which has faded mostly. I ran QL ST1 back to back with Aura and Emperor during sleep, which was probably a little too much intensity (2 x 3 hour loops).

Sneak peak at stages 3 and 4 this morning. I’m looking forward to seeing progress in my job today as a result of the loops. Job involves heavy use of scripting and procedures which are often complex and contain at times ambiguous wording which requires interpretation in the light of the bigger picture. I get the strong sense QL will be very helpful in this area…

#27

I’m only a couple of days into QL, but I can tell this is going to be a game changer. I currently have ST3 running as a standalone ultrasonic while I consume the documentary Fantastic Fungi, which is a fabulous exploration of mushrooms and mycelium and their role in the evolution of the planet and human consciousness.

Already, my brain is running at an accelerated rate while taking in this information, seeing connections with other things I’ve read. Trees communicating with one another and recognizing or protecting their kin via mycelial networks… at least ten fungal spores on average per breath of air… now there’s some deep stuff. Perhaps the writers of Star Trek Discovery were onto something when they indicated their debt of gratitude to Stamets by naming the inventor of the spore drive after him. Parts of my brain are also working at the same time on the question of whether I can use this new information in my novel, perhaps in the story of the creation of Rhino Juice (the prototypical drug which forms the bedrock of the story’s plot, a drug that increases compliance and gives its users a form of telepathy where they can get inside one another’s minds).

The speed at which I’ve started to notice my ability to remember things is pretty incredible. This morning in conversation with my girl I mentioned in sequence the taurobolium of ancient Rome, its similarities to the blood rave scene in Blade, and a documentary film I’d seen in 2007 about modern day vampire wannabes in America and the mysterious disappearance of Susan Walsh (Vampyres, 2007). That in itself stemmed from my mention of the history of Tarot cards and the infamous female pope story (the High Priestess) and St Christopher (the Hermit). All these concepts were popping into my mind, some of them would have anyway but the rate has probably been accelerated due to what the subliminal is doing.

I am going to be interested to see where this all goes next.

#28

Day 4 of quantum limitless. Almost a month of Emperor. I’m counting the days for QL from the morning after I began playing it.

Compared to yesterday, I’m really feeling the lethargy and do nothingness, the desire to just let it all hang out. Its been over 3 months since I had a drink of alcohol, but the cravings still occasionally come which I push aside for now, knowing eventually I’ll be able to do that again when short term goal number one of meeting with my partner again comes through. But for now I have way too much to do in everyday life anyway.

I know this is reconciliation, but it doesn’t make it any easier. Just need to go with it and keep pushing through, nap when I need to, keep playing the message, experimenting with listening patterns, etc etc.

I console myself that while I haven’t gotten my chapter outlines done yet, at least I’ve finished reformatting back into Scrivener format the paragraphs of the old text I had finished and compiled before the fire.

EDITED 11:07pm to add: the reconciliation was eased by running some hemi-sync while meditating. I think I’ve found a way to test my own theory about improving results without losing hours of exposure during sleep. Just have to experiment with the stack of programs and volume levels a bit.

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#29

Three hours later… “well that wasn’t supposed to happen!” And also – :cool:!

I accidentally (or perhaps through exhaustion) fell asleep a second time after waking up a first time earlier in the night, I would estimate I’ve been asleep 1h 45m or less. But I fell asleep with the computer still on the bed listening to Quantum Limitless ST3 masked and Aura Q ultrasonic back to back. That was the most intricate, cinematic dream I have had in ages! The characters and the settings/scenery were just way over-detailed.

I was apparently moving house but had only half finished the process this time round and somebody took me with my bags via way of a Garden (with a capital G) to an area I could unload and unpack my bags, but I found no bed at first, which was weird. Here I met a “dude” like character who dressed in multicolored silk or fabric robe-like clothing wearing a top hat way too small for his head who looked the spitting image of Ashton Kutcher in Dude where’s my car (told you this was detailed!)

I ended up wandering off through the house trying to find the bedroom as my companion had left me and found a hallways in which there were several beds tucked into alcoves in the wall, dressed in the most opulent gaudy colored linens you could imagine, including gold colors. And there were pianos by the side of each one, which seemed more than symbolic and which I tried to explore in the dream before that part of the dream bled into something else. There were hallways that seemed to lead nowhere except to this section of the house waited on by butlers complete with a red carpet.

The garden itself was this extraordinarily exquisite creation with steps leading down into the garden proper, but completely impractical steps it seemed that would not take an ordinary persons weight. Flower beds and running water and people lounging about, with rich pinks and reddish orange sandstone steps, with one set of wooden steps arcing down through the garden that were not even human sized.

I’m not even going to try to finish the dream description because before I finishef writing about it I had another cinematic level dream involving my old high school friends and people I don’t even know which were disturbing but also incredibly intricate in detail, with one guy in the dream spilling bubbly white wine on me and the carpet then trying to clean up a coffee table while clearly very drunk as I was broken down in tears nearby over something he had told me.

I don’t know if its just the hemi-sync last night but good god damn! Those were some of the most incredibly detailed dreams Ive had in two back to back sleep cycles, and I never remember my dreams. I’m scratching my head wondering WTF I just unlocked.

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#30

Day 7 of Quantum Limitless, Day 33 or so of Emperor.
(With various loops of the superchargers)

I’m starting to wonder whether I might be suffering from too many loops.

Not on Emperor, since that remains at 1-2 Q loops per day. Quantum Limitless however, different kettle of fish.

I have been experimenting with running ultrasonic loops of that while running binaurals during sleep and waking. More ultrasonic loops while studying in the evenings but also if I study in the mornings. Masked loops of other subs are for when I’m on the move with my phone, or occasionally switching to masked to ensure I’m getting exposure if I’m less sensitive to ultrasonic.

Despite occasional flashes of brilliance, I haven’t got as much of an effect from the QLQ subs as I thought I would during the weekdays.

This morning though, I turned the subs off for my sleep cycle at 6.50 in the morning. Woke up an hour and a half later after an extremely vivid dream. I had been reading about the Hong Kong protests before bed. In it they described a young protester (a woman) who had goggles in her backpack.

The dream involved me being at a university campus of sorts, and at one stage in the dream I visited a new age shop. There were two women lounging outside the shop on chairs and having a conversation. It was hard to get past them, but I squeezed through and into the shop, which was the same new age store I had seen in previous dreams which has old dusty bookshelves at the back like Archives Fine Books which I used to visit in Brisbane. A lady inside was getting ready to close the shop up. I told them “oh, okay I’ll come back later”, but looked dejected to them so they said to stick around as they wouldn’t be gone long.

Outside the shop there was a series of apartments along a waterfront. Out the front of them were chairs looking out onto water, and crops of some kind growing. While I hung out there one of the women put her washing on and the chair began to vibrate. She was very friendly and easy to talk to. I realized it was inappropriate hanging out where I was and ended up following her to a bar. We continued chatting and found out we lived in the same area. One of her friends started suggesting we should connect, complimenting us on having so many interests in common, almost egging us on to hook up.

There was a feeling of great elation at having found a new female friend who seemed to genuinely enjoy my company, and she came towards me at some speed and I went in to give her a hug. She rushed straight past me to go to talk to someone else at a tablle at the (very un-socially distanced) bar who she knew. I realized at this point that I had been misreading her signals and there was a sense of embarrassment that quickly passed. I continued to take in the room. There was a TV monitor nearby displaying some kind of advertising that was saying for a moment that the woman who had egged us on was kind of like our muse, and I had a moment of understanding a concept I had recently encountered called the triple infinity, known to Alice Bailey as the triangle (but which I uncovered myself in real life). The monitor changed from saying don’t fly to fly. Not don’t walk, but don’t fly.

There were other dream components similarly detailed, and at one stage I woke up or thought I woke up but later realized I was still in hypnogogia before I opened my eyes for real.

I felt the dream was instructing me and that in a way the dream was allowing me to take action in a way I could not currently in reality due to the lockdown and my personal circumstances. Specifically, I get the impression this has to do with one of the aspects of Emperor which was mentioned on the marketing blurb which so far I hadn’t taken action on because it was not what I was looking for consciously at this point. The woman was Asian and the university campus setting near the bar seemed like it could be real in the outer world. I felt like the dream was showing me things about the need to interact socially with like minded people in settings that before would have pushed me out of my comfort zone.

Also this happened only when I had had the subs off for some time. I need to experiment more but its possible I’ve been running too many loops lately and I need to unplug for a day or so to allow the programs to have their effect.

#31

Day 12 of QLQ, Day 38 Emperor (approx).

Brief update

  • I started working recently with Libertine as a result of a conscious decision after the dream and out-world events a day later. Not getting daily use yet, have to work up to that.
  • Obtained multiple other products to assist in accelerating learning about sexual topics and conversational hypnosis/erotic hypnosis. I have been gradually consuming them while working with Quantum Limitless
  • Obtained hemi-sync products to ease the burden around reconcilliation using QLQ and EmperorQ together with the subs.
  • Some gradual developments are occurring now that I have a tangible game plan for reconnecting with my girl after quarantine. An individual has presented themselves to my awareness who could be a potential future mentor or new employer, and my job is now to research them thoroughly and retain all of the information that is relevant and use my Emperor and QLQ skills to take action to further myself along the path to that goal by investigating what value I can offer that individual and magnifying my already existing abilities in those areas. It is satisfying to finally have concrete things to work towards which Emperor and QLQ can have their energy channeled towards.
  • My current foci are on using QLQ in learning very specific skills, and acquiring the material using my ample online private detective skills to locate sources for it. Sound technology, hypnosis, confidence, and heightening of my mental faculties.
  • Checking in with myself about where I’m at fortnightly. To pull off landing the high value mentor/employer I will need to add in Daredevil and most likely Inner Circle/PCC gradually, but thats in the future after QLQ has had more time to sink in.
#32

Day 13 QLQ / 39 EQ

Wrote a long post only now to remove all the details that are unimportant and say goddamn that reconciliation can sneak up on you. The subconscious and its stored memories of pain and pleasure mixed together are like a heady brew and you don’t realise you’re drunk on it until you metaphorically stand up and feel yourself unsteady on your feet.

Had a good long talk with someone this morning about some past pain I’d experienced while living with them, and they admitted they’d devalued me at the time and apologised for what had happened, and told me I was a high value person. Still reeling from that one and processing the memories of the time. For those who don’t know, we’re currently astrologically in a Venus retrograde period, which is usually where people dredge up the memories of past relationships and things that have happened during them and process it. They can be intense. We’re still in it till 23/24th of June when it stations direct, so be careful y’all!

#33

Day 17 QLQ, Day 43 EQ

I’m at the limits of what I can run in my stack for now, having added Daredevil Q on Wednesday, although going slow to start on that one. (PS: Thanks @Baphomet for recommending this one!)

Today was my first outing into the city since the coronavirus lockdown measures hit. Our state returned to level 2 restrictions at the start of this month and so I took a chance to visit the same new age/crystal shop I visited before lockdown went crazy several months ago. I had a sense this morning of receiving telepathic contact from my master, recommending me to pay close attention to a special type of stone which caught my eye on their website. It’s name is Satyaloka Quartz, which turns out to come from a monastery in southern India, gathered from a sacred mountain and blessed or charged by monks who put into the stone their intent to spread the experience of enlightenment and relief of suffering throughout the world.

I ended up also buying a small uncut topaz, a gaia stone (green stone from the eruption of Mt St Helens in 1980), and a shiva lingham. The lingham was smooth and shiny and the first lingham I have owned in ages, since long prior to the fire, and now I actually can feel confident and worthy wearing one as a man (I had never worn mine before, it was always on my altar to Shiva when I still had one).

The quartz was barely larger than the size of my thumbnail, with a nice pointed end, but the power I felt from it was palpable and I had an experience of talking to something through the stone that let me know this is something special which I am now privileged to have custodianship of to help me in jumping levels and removing those internal and external limitations to success and happiness.

Despite the loops I have run so far of Daredevil, my habits and fears/limitations in socializing were on display strongly and I observed myself being painfully shy with the woman operating the till. Fears of saying something that would make me seem overly stupid, woo-woo, unmanly, whatever all came to the surface and prevented me from making more than a passing comment on the stone being from an area close to where my master lived/grew up and not making small talk with her, and almost slinking out of the shop shyly afterwards. On one level it was embarassing, on another level at least I know Dardevil is pushing on my limitations and bringing them to the surface for examination and resolution.

Upon leaving the store, I had some synchronistic events before finally returning to public transport to return me swiftly home. Waiting for the tram I discovered at the tram stop a full branch of lemons on the branch, the branch itself broken off from whatever bush it came from, ripening and just left on the seat by some fellow traveller. Ordinarily I would be suspicious but this time I treated it as a gift from the universe and took it home with me. It felt almost like I was walking in a dream.

The last several days have felt very magical, from yesterday talking with a fellow housemate about the QLQ subliminal and my internal experience of it, environmental factors in the acheivement of greatness and the idea that if the imbalances of intellectual vs emotional development etc could be dealt with the idea of birthing a race of supermen and women would not be so farfetched and may actually be an attractive idea, to meditating and watching Age of Ultron for the first time. I downloaded a number of courses to apply myself to including a speed reading and superlearning course and look forward to applying myself to them over the coming weeks.

I had been fearing this weekend due to its astrological implications and warnings that someone could betray me who I called a friend, but the eclipse came and went and so far nothing bad has happened in response to Mars being at my midheaven squaring the eclipse. Early days of course, but its possible with all the good work I’m doing internally I have been able to overcome any of the difficult energies of that square and an eclipse laying so close to my ascendant.

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#34

Day 21 Q / 47 E

I had an impromptu forced break from the subs for the last 4 days due to a run-in with tonsillitis and pinched muscles/nerves. All it took to take me from the state of feeling invincible to feeling all too human again. Three forced days off work in a row to recover, in great pain for 3 nights in a row, without being able to use headphones because they press on the same area of neck that was swollen.

Ironically, the symbolism of the illness precisely fit the eclipse with its lymphatic inflammation and reminded me there are always hidden variables we don’t see. Maybe that’s part of why I’m running QLQ :wink:

Positives today:

  • Adapted to a difficult situation fluidly despite still being ill
  • Wrote an email to my partner beginning to outline my game plan for action utilizing these subliminals and others to be obtained over the next couple of months to manifest a very specific career goal in her state and received a very positive response (and I’m just warming up!)
  • Returning to the other audio technologies I’ve been using tonight as well, but taking it slowly. Working with QLQ for the first time in several days I can tell it has started to integrate into my mind already, felt less resistance to running multiple loops and the corresponding focus state was strong.
#35

Day 24 Q / 50 E

A successful weekend despite a few negatives. I feel like I can see the influence QLQ has had on my ability to study and make good decisions, in conjunction with Emperor, on my self education material.

I have noticed a pattern of more progress on weekends. While this could be for a number of reasons, the hypothesis I have is that during work days, my typical mode of consciousness is focused outwards on listening to customers or using the senses to view their details in our computer systems, and I naturally move into a state where there is more separation between my conscious and subconscious minds, or less tendency for them to work together. A way of testing this would involve applying the principles I wrote about in my articles about magick and the life power today when I notice my focus of awareness has shifted away from my body, and use of mindfulness practices with breathing at work, to see if the skills of QLQ and EQ become activated more strongly.

I obtained four downloads this weekend to help with my self development, now having plenty of material to follow through with in the next week as I consider my move to possibly bring a further subliminal component into the game as a chess piece to supercharge my ability to manifest my goals. Before making this decision, I want to have enough time to work with today’s downloads, which include a popular manifestation technology, so that before bringing in either ME or IC, I already have the groundwork laid.

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#36

Went off forum for the night after writing in the Magick and Chakras thread about magic vs magick.

Within the first minute of returning to one of those programs I’m using, the narrator said: “to make real magic happen by understanding their internal experience and discerning it… then applying what theyve discovered to make positive changes in their living experience”

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#37

Day 28 Q / 54 E

  • Had 3 days off the forum and with minimal loops due to computer problems
  • In my job, the day after discussing Crowley on the forum, I encountered at my job a customer with last name Crowley, first initial also A. Other amusing aspects of the case reminded me of Crowley himself and made me realize this was humor from the universe playing with me.
  • After having depression for two days due to my old machine not sending data out the HDMI port, and not being able to access my files or research due to my cracked non working laptop screen, my partner unexpectedly stepped in and provided me with financial help to get a new laptop. Huge gratitude to her, but also I feel this is a sign of some of Emperor’s scripting starting to manifest itself tangibly.
  • I got penalty rates for working a public holiday which gave me enough extra cash this fortnight to still buy the subliminal I wanted (Inner Circle) to continue my game plan while paying back my partner what I originally expected to for the laptop.
  • Backing up my other brain expansion programs to thumb drive ended up being a good move and I made the first program I ran on the new laptop the eliminating self sabotage program.
  • Had a dream last night, remembered and detailed, where my work mates were in it, and a female trainer told us all joyfully that we were going up onto the roof of this multi-story building to a courtyard where a harmony mural of sorts was painted, to retrieve snacks and supplies for a teaching session, and that everyone was required to go. I was sitting on a bean bag I had managed to retrieve from our house. I complained that I shouldn’t have to go due to my real life vertigo/fear of heights, the trainer laughed and ignored my request saying it didn’t exclude me from having to join them up there, while I began freaking out about the potential vertigo. As everyone else left, my workmate (one of the few girls at work I enjoy the company of due to their sarcasm and good work ethic) was chatting to me and asking if I was going to skip out on the session, and I was still making the decision and trying to figure if I could slink out or be forced to join them all when the dream ended.
  • My old broken laptop is still functional with the exception of having no way of seeing whats on the screen, I’m hoping if eventually I can find a way of repairing the screen I can use both laptops at once and have one to take out on the town or to parks with me, then I can really start to take off and have both machines doing different things at the same time, maybe use one for writing/programming and one for research and tasks that require more grunt.
  • Partner and I managed to have an involved discussion about our respective budgets and the logistics of me moving to her state while the laptop was non functional.
  • While falling asleep to hemi sync and ultrasonic subliminals, I had old memories reawakening and replaying, not all of them pleasant, but all of them musty. My brain is definitely working on reorganizing itself as the result of QLQ and my other brain improvement programs.
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#38

Day 29 Q ./ 55 E

Within two days of obtaining my new computer I have located two or three important programs for me to follow through to mastery in my path to achieving my goals. One of them has to do with Bagua, and reviewing the introduction to it while listening to ultrasonic QLQ ST 3, I recognize what it talks about teaching as a furthering of the principles in QLQ ST 1, and the principles I discussed in the Magick and Chakras thread, specifically relating to learning to integrate the different systems of the body-mind to operate as one system.

I have noted happily this morning a slowdown of time during my initial study or review of the programs I am obtaining gradually via my various online channels. I am wondering whether my loops of Inner Circle have been drawing me to these programs as an initial manifestation of its ability to find people who can guide me to my goals. People does not necessarily mean people I need to interact with directly in the physical realm, but can also include figures who have written books or provided online training materials. Perhaps locating these very useful programs is an initial manifestation of my mind being guided to the right places for my self development.

I also located subliminals and brain improvement programs I used to use back in my time in NZ when I was trying to start my own business. The integration of all the programs into an integrated whole will take some time but at least I am beginning to see the unified vision that I had under the surface taking shape and how it relates to my game plan to move states.

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#39

Day 31 Q / 57 E

Based on the complete lack of any sense of interaction with others on this forum, I am seriously considering simply abandoning this journal and writing my own private journal in Scrivener. The risk in sharing highly personal information and situations is simply not worth it when there is zero interaction, suggestions or encouragement (or even discouragement) from others.

I have a large number of projects I am working on during my spare time with my self development and do not feel it is helpful or effective to share this information at time cost to myself if it is not helpful to other people, as evidenced by the deep lack of feedback that I have had attempting to interact on other threads on this forum as well as this one. I would be happy to be proved wrong, but at present, I have no evidence that sharing the last 30+ posts made any difference to anyone here, or that many of the posts on other threads were of any use and that tells me that I am not using my time efficiently.

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#40

A quick update for anyone who actually did follow this journal, if anyone.

I have continued my regular use of Quantum Limitless, Emperor, Minds Eye Terminus^2, Daredevil, Inner Circle and Aura, plus superchargers.

I have a very specific listening pattern. It had caused some burnout over the last week or so due to the information density which was complicated by $competitor product modules I am working with in conjunction with Minds Eye T2 as an experiment to see if I can fast track success with the goals of these modules, which are not incompatible with the goals of Emperor. Occasional breaks and upping my doses of glutamine, vitamin C and reish mushroom extract have assisted in preventing burnout from being overly problematic.

I have experienced success with certain aspects of Emperor’s goals which I did not expect to see success in given my position of being in a committed relationship remaining loyal to my partner. Lets just say that if the events of the last few days are to be believed, Emperor is pushing the boundaries of what is possible.

I have realized it is possible to mix multiple major programs without burnout by multiplexing them in cycles. Given the power of Q, its possible to get significant progress in multiple modules by using this multiplex process along with meditation.

I am planning a custom sub to remove the reliance on most of $competitor modules. Current thoughts are Primal Seduction and StarkQ cores with Omnidimensional, Yggdrasil, Information Releaser and 1 or 2 other modules still being decided upon, probably with a terminus build. This will cut down listening hours to make the internal changes needed for taking action over the next 5 months to accomplish my move to another state to be with my partner.

I will most likely not be reporting online about the progress with this sub unless something incredibly earth shaking occurs which is worth reporting to the moderators. My experience earlier in June has led me to focus on providing input where I can actually be valued and appreciated, as well as focusing on my own results. The devalued posts in the magick and chakras thread will form the core concepts of a book or self development modality I hope to work on with my partner as the months progress.

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