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#321

My iPhone Pro Max came today, must have actually been delivered yesterday but once again delivery guys didn’t tell me it was coming :exploding_head:

Anyway…

I’m reading into people’s experiences with DR and reflecting on my journey with DR and I truly genuinely believe it’s opening up a space subconsciously for the subs to hit harder or do something.

The pressure I feel today - I just know that magic is happening. Something is processing and taking it’s time to process. I’m here for it. I can feel it.

I’m still super tired, won’t help that I just worked out about an hour ago (leg day) so I’ll take a nap in a bit to allow my subconscious to process this magic. Magic is exactly what it is.

Can’t wait to see what else this does and how it’s affecting and combining all the subs together. This is supernatural and I’m here for it.

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#322

Ah that magical moment. That pleasure of unwrapping it and switching it on

#323

@Lion

It was such a beautiful moment but I would have got it a day earlier if the delivery drivers had delivered to my house instead of a pharmacy and not tell me until I call it. Gahhhhhhhhhh.

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#324

Hey y’all,

Shitty sleep once again.
Didn’t record it today as I fell asleep with my watch off.
I haven’t napped at all so hopefully I’ll get a good sleep.

Anywho.

Listened to my playlist last night which was:

DR, Khan Stage 4 and Minds Eye x 1.
I can feel it hitting deep which might be DR helping enhance the subs further into my subconscious.

I’ve also felt it deeper since I moved my iPhone to under my pillow and listen that way as I fall asleep.

Woke up with a headache tho.
That’s two headaches since I introduced Khan Stage 4 and used Stsrk T yesterday.

Gotta keep an eye on that.

Forced myself to stay awake and got my workout done reluculantly. Tomorrow’s workout will be my first week done of trying to eat better and working out except for dance. I feel super sore but good.

Making more conscious efforts.

Anyway, the magic thing y’all probably want to know.
I got with guy number one and he did what I was sexually interested in today and he let me film it.

Plus he did more than he normally does and was completely fine with it which I found super interesting. He’s always been cool in a sense but hesitant, today he was cool with it.

The American guy I spoke about has been a bit rocky since I started Khan Stage 4 which is weird so I’m hoping things are okay but meh, I’m good right now. We’ll see what happens along the way.

Edit: Whilst writing this I got a snap of his dick so uhm :joy: let me make it clear that we’ve been talking but a lot less talkative than we were the first few days so that’s something I’m concerned about but 🤷🏼

Feeling pretty powerful and confident. Still lacking confidence in opening up about certain things and allowing my voice to be heard but I’m getting better.

Pretty good results so far right?

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#325

Not everyone can handle your vibe now that you on Khan. It seems to be pretty intimidating and super attractive as well. I have noticed this with my interactions with people also.

#326

I’m glad someone else feels the way I feel haha.
It’s definitely feeling quite on and off which isn’t my vibe.

I like people to be 100% honest and committed in terms of their feelings in the moment…

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#327

Had a much better sleep today. Thank the Lord for this. I’m feeling better sleep wise.
I woke up at 7am I think, fell asleep at midnight. I actually fell asleep a bit earlier in the night whilst watching Sabrina on Netflix with the boyfriend.

I went onto the SubClub website to read the DR page again, does anyone else randomly go onto the main pages and re-read the sub pages to subs they’ve bought (or even haven’t) and just check them out every now and then? Say I.

Fell asleep whilst reading it and took that as a sign to get some sleep. I’m glad I did.
Fell asleep to my usual playlist of DR, KS4 and ME x 1 and woke up at 7.

Woke up feeling good but went into a different room to watch stuff like TikTok and some Netflix (didn’t end up doing Netflix) and got horny 3 different times within like…an hour…not totally unusual but I mean :man_shrugging:t3:

Anyway, went back into my boyfriend’s room to go ask if he wanted McDonalds breakfast and fell asleep in his arms for another 20-30 minutes before I got food. Ate and now I’ve just worked out, again recluctantly, and now I’m getting ready for the day.

I’m feeling good in myself, I’m still needing more rest but I’ve got work to do today.
I’ve got to choreograph with someone, collabing - this will be interesting lmao…hopefully ME comes into play so I’ve got kind of feeling on how to choreograph with this person, and I’ve got to prepare for my company tonight which should be fun as we’re working on a project from last week.

Funnily enough the guy from yesterday who did my thing is coming to the company so that’ll be interesting. Another new person is coming who is friends with one of my members but I’m not too sure about his energy yet…hesitant to meet him in a sense because I’ve already set this frame of mind that I won’t like him just based on WhatsApp communication…hmmm…

Moving on. The American guy, like I said, has been rocky af and on and off speaking. It was fine before I moved onto Khan Stage 4 - I’m saying it is that, but I’ve decided that I won’t be putting as much effort into people as I normally do from now on. I’m a nice person. I do bad things, and wrong things but I’m a nice person and people take advantage of that. I’m starting to be able to distance myself and remove myself from people’s clutches of them having power.

Before Khan, and even during up into the end of Stage 3, I was a needy person who couldn’t stop thinking about people and them messaging me if I’m interested in them…since starting Stage 4 I’ve kind of been able to just not care if they don’t message me and taking my time to message them back if they’re annoying/playing me.

The American guy has messaged me after I said that he’s been kinda distant talking to me recently and he was like ‘I was sleeping’, which is fair and most likely truthful (he’s just gone back to Boston where he lives to spend Christmas over there and will be coming back to the UK in January so he’s like 5 hours behind me) and I’ve just said I want to be honest about transparent as I prefer it. His energy has just been kinda off so I’m just going to leave it for now and see if he gets in touch.

I don’t want to keep talking to someone who’s energy is that they don’t want to talk to me, so Khan’s making me feel like I can cut the tie a little until they come back. It feels like I have a power in my court that I’ve never had before. I was always the one who was messaging people begging them to message me, not literally but I’d send hundreds of messages that didn’t get replied to over months, so I feel good about this power. I’m grateful for it.

I’ve got 2 nights off from subs now until Sunday evening/Monday morning and we all know that’s where the magic really happens - during processing time, so let’s wait and see how everything turns out.

P.s. I can’t believe I’m on Stage 4 of Khan. I know technically I’ve done less than 30 days of each stage technically since 6 weeks now is overall 30 days of each stage as Raphael pointed out BUT I’m here. I’ve started it and now I can keep maintaining it. I’m going to go back through the stages at some point even though Stage 4 is a combination of all the Stages except 1 but I want to focus more time on each individual Stage except 1 since I’m still doing DR Stage 1.

I’m going to try and do 6-8 weeks minimum of DR Stages before I move on.

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#328

Hey hey HEY! Congrats!

Boy do I do that often. Especially when am having reconciliation and need a boost, I read the page of whatever stack am running at that time (Dragon Reborn currently)

#329

@Lion

Thanks man! It was super cool to have it done. It was my first time filming it and as there aren’t a lot of people who either have my thing I’m interested in or film it I feel lucky.

Also…

I do the whole reading the pages thing ALL the time…I just loving reading what I’m going through. Feels great.

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#330

Guys.

Guy number one came to training and did my stuff again and allowed me to film it again and went a bit further. Jheeze.

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#331

Congratulations!

Soon, there might be other things I can congratulate you on.

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#332

@RVconsultant

Thank you my man, means the most. I’ve loved and hated Khan at points but mostly loved it. Thanks for always answering my questions and helping me stick with it. I’ve really enjoyed it.

#333

Remember to thank yourself. You earned it!

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#334

Meh, my desire to be updating my journal has fallen a lot. I’m going to try and push through though as I feel it’s necessary.

Shitty sleep has been occurring again but I’ve been catching up through the day with naps, sometimes though I can’t nap and it has been unbearable and I need to get more quality sleep in.

I’m trying to focus my stack just using DR + Khan and maybe any Ultima’s like Libertine to keep things fun.

My reasoning for this was for me going through the DR Main Thread and seeing that technically I could make Major Subs that aren’t a multistage into a multi-stage (on a technicality) by using DR + Major Sub.

I really really want to get myself out there career wise and make a bunch of money too so I plan on following through by using DR for the minimum 60-90 days as well as Stark (unless other subs come out that take my fancy) + Minds Eye.

  • DR - To heal any issues I have and that might come up with any of the subs I’m using.
  • Stark - FAME most of all, I want to be recognised for my work and get better at my work and like I said I want to get up on the TikTok table and use that to increase my Instagram following. I also want everything else that comes with Stark such as the Playboy Billionaire, charisma, etc.
  • Minds Eye - To visualise myself where I want to be and be able to manifest the above quicker.

I’ll use Khan Stage 4 to maintain everything I’ve achieved so far and to continue to build myself. I actually like what I’ve achieved so far with Khan and I have more to achieve with it but my focus is more on building myself career wise and Stark is definitely the way forward - especially with things like social media etc.

I’m also looking into my custom and how I could use that, I definitely want and need wealth.

My custom consists of EoG Stage 1/4 and E:HoM + other modules. It’s about 13 modules. I want to start building my wealth more and more. Maybe Stark can build what I need/want.

Edit: I deleted a bit so now parts don’t make sense but I won’t be dropping Khan down until the end of this month.

#335

Have you considered the Deep Sleep module?

My thought is that Stark and possibly The Spotlight module could help with that.

:+1:

I’ve done this too.

Have you also considered Mystery and Secret Source?

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#336

@RVconsultant

I haven’t yet. I don’t think I’m making a new custom yet so modules probably aren’t necessary.

If I do make a custom, this will be in it. I definitely want a Stark custom base, maybe with Khan Stage 4 as I always wanted but not yet I don’t think. I need to finish my DR journey.

How did that go for you? What were your results and insights?

Wait, are these modules I haven’t even seen?

#337

I’ll be using The Executive for my 5 days a week whilst playing my remaining subs as I’ve got work to do that I keep putting off.

I also have other things I need to do that I’m procrastinating on and I’m noticing a pattern when I exercise/do something.

I’ll start off great, like most people, I’ll do the stuff for a week, start to not want to do it and delay it through the day, do it in the evening and then eventually sack off it all together and not do it at all.

Hopefully The Executive will help with this.

Things off the top off my head at 4am I need to do.

  1. Make better nutrition plans. I’m failing my way there currently which is better than nothing.

  2. Workout 5 times a week AND stretch 4 times a week.

  3. Sort out my video ideas for my company.

  4. Contact my company logo designer and get shit done.

  5. Make my tie dye tops and get them sorted for my company’s surprise presents which also goes with 4.

  6. CREATE TIKTOK VIDEOS. Upload dance videos.

  7. Make monthly goals each month.

  8. Clean my room and landing - especially landing - for new energy and to make new space.

  9. Figure out ways to make some money. I mean big money, not just an extra 100 or two.

In terms of making money I thought of going with guy number one and making an onlyfans account just doing the stuff I’m interested in. I very rarely ever see videos of what I’m interested in and but I know there’s a market for it…it’s definitely doable. It’s also a side income. I have no shame about it before anyone comments either lmao.

I always thought that people make what currently isn’t available and that’s how they get started and become rich. I could either be ashamed of what I’m interested in like I was before OR use it to my advantage and make money out of it.

However I also need other ideas and ways to make money. Some that don’t involve dance and others that do.

#338

Oh also, I’m hoping that in the future there will be a way I can listen to Ultima subs without wearing headphones so I can listen to my stack like I normally do throughout the evening and wake up already feeling super productive or whatever from things like The Executive or BLU or getting attention with Libertine.

This probably doesn’t make sense and I know we aren’t there yet but I hope that comes.

I remember when the supercharger line was completely different and I asked if we’d be able to listen to it like we can now and just go about our day like the the Q subs and the answer then was no, not really. Look at the line now.

Hopefully this will be something that will come along in the future.

However I’m hella grateful for the current line and I can use them during the day if necessary.

#339

Oh guys before I forget because I know a lot of you are interested in physical healing from DR.

My knees have been great so far. I haven’t, crossing my fingers, had any pains or soreness in my knees. They’re still tight and I have to woke on stretching them out for flexibility and strength but I’ve been doing workouts that involving jumping on a step which as you probably figure isn’t great for the knees.

I’ve been fine. No pain, I can get lower in a lunge like I used to and all that.

Just something I’ve noticed so far.
They still need stretching, strengthening and all that but I feel DR is doing some magic.

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#340

This has been my approach because Stark covers a number of areas. I think of it as the foundation and adhesive for all else.

:+1:

I think the best way for me to answer that is to say that it’s helped change what I believe is possible for myself. I’ve recently written a 10 year plan, and I did so fairly easily.

https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/secret-source/

https://q.subliminalclub.com/product/mystery/

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