I felt that quote exactly yesterday going to the store.
Primal is very freeing and Iām starting to feel like my presence is challenging the entire status quo of conditioned behavior around me.
Itās kinda intense but Iām guessing once one becomes firmly established in this inner freedom then it becomes more like a fun game rather than spiritual warfare.
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Iām starting to think that the recon I am getting from DRR St 1 is because despite being a hyperactive kid and getting into trouble I had it stuck in my mind that I had to do my best not to upset or inconvenience anyone. That I was literally forced into caring about people , situations, and things I couldnāt honestly give a flying fuck about. I always felt overwhelmed and stressed out about whatever just to make other people happy or at least momentarily content so they left me alone
Despite the way I look I am probably more mentally and emotionally rigid than anything. I feel this also played into what seems like a life long obsession with comparing myself or my life to other people
I donāt know how to just say " fuck it" and let it all go. The thing I desperately want and need more than anything
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Iāve decided to start using voice to text to reply to my my journal or whatever because as Iām sitting there trying to type I end up losing my train of thought and I found that this is way easier. My replies and my entries may become substantially longer now
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I just realized I say āwhateverā a lot
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Just realized that I accidentally ran Love Bomb for Humanity yesterday instead of the regular Love Bomb. Thatās okay though.People have been so nice to me all day. Itās been awesome
One of the neat things that happened today is that I got a call from my doctorās office about a pre-op appointment for my eye surgery on Thursday and because Friday I had gotten a call saying that the appointment that was I supposed to have for tomorrow was going to be canceled because the doctor was going to be out.This morning a lady called me and said they we have an opening for an appointment Wednesday afternoon for pre-op. I said Iām there
Could be the two LBās working together too
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Please stop talking or thinking about yourself like that.
Youāve come a long ways in 2+ years!
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Ran a one minute loop of LB using my Audio-Technica headphones and made sure the Dolby Atmos was turned off. I decided to run an experiment on myself to see if maybe part of the reason why I donāt necessarily get the results I am looking for.
Not complaining. Just curious. I read about how important and life changing self love is and itās sometimes all I can think about. I guess it could be worse. I just want to be the best version of me there is and that starts with Self Love
Just ran a 30s loop of DRR St 1 with the Audio-Technica and the Dolby Atmos turned off. Taking my time with this title. I really want to see how far I can grow and who I become in the process.
Thatās why Iām only running these two titles for now and using studio headphones with every listening.
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I always love me a good general anesthesia, junkie at heart over here 
, good luck with the surgery!
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Cataract surgery on my right eye is done and went well. Follow up appointment tomorrow afternoon.
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My birthday is today. The big 56. Off to run errands.
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Happy Birthday James! 
May your years be long and fruitful, your efforts unwavering and your spirit unchanging.
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Happy Birthday James. May god bless you with good health happiness and prosperity.
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@James i am sensing a new found power deep inside you. I sense you rapidly evolving in a very positive way.
Happy Birthday !!!
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Happy Birthday my friend.
We donāt talk much anymore but itās been 4 years since Iāve known you
and I applaud your growth. May this be your best year yet 
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Happy birthday!
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